UNFINISHED AFFAIRS 16 THE MEGUMI STORIES BY MEGUMI KATO AND FRIENDS VOLUME 04: UNFINISHED AFFAIRS BY BOB WILLIAMS ASSISTED BY MEGUMI, CHIYOKO, HANAKO, SAMMY, HIROKO, NATSUKO, SACHI, MAKI, YUKI AND AYAKO PART 16 Afterword Well, now you know why I have settled in Japan and have no intention of leaving. The main reasons are Megumi, Sammy, Chiyoko, Hiroko, Natsuko, Sachi, Maki, Yuki, Ayako - and all the other sweet girls I haven't told you about. And of course all those yet to come, their sensuality just breaking out of its secret bonds and preparing to blossom till it is ready for me to enjoy - and till they are ready to learn what I can teach them. You see, I am a teacher. I earn my living as a writer, but my vocation is teaching girls how to enjoy and develop their sexuality. I don't teach beginners: a girl should start by experimenting with others of her own age, girls and then boys. It may seem harsh to say that an angelic looking girl on the brink of her first sexual experience should give herself to the clumsy fumblings of boys brought up on sadistic _manga_ cartoons, rather than be gently introduced to pleasure by a thoughtful older man - like me, for instance. But that is how her first stirrings of lust should be developed and trained, and to think otherwise is self-serving sentimentality. After these first powerful experiences she will find her way soon enough to me and men like me. Nor do I instruct girls who are already embarking on their careers. They will pick up the finer and more sophisticated points of sexual perversion easily from the managers of the clubs and studios where they work, or from their many lovers and clients. I teach the ones in between. They will have had several years of sexual experience with school-friends and, if they are lucky, a few beatings from strict teachers to awaken their dormant masochism in all its growing beauty. They will have begun to develop the _faza-kon_ or father complex which delightfully attracts sexy Japanese girls, longing for fathers who are never home, to older men. They will have been approached by talent scouts from the studios and clubs of the Japanese sex industry and may already have posed for cameras and audiences, discovering how much they enjoy shyly displaying their delicious nudity and giving themselves to be fucked in public. And they are looking for someone to help them make sense of all this chaos of sexual experiences and desires. If I am lucky, that someone is me. Somewhere inside themselves they already know what they want. All I have to do is help them see it. When they leave me, they will understand their specialist desires, and will know that pursuing them openly, with no sense of shame or guilt however unusual and perverted they may seem, is their birthright as sexual beings. For the girls in this book, those desires include an exhibitionist love of public nudity and sex, and a masochistic lust for bondage and whipping. My work is to make sure that, having recognised these desires in themselves, they know how and where to fulfil them. Maybe there are girls whose sensuality lacks these elements, but if so I have not met them. Not in Japan, at least. Perhaps there are also girls who have never felt, however secretly, the wish to be part of the sex industry. All my girls certainly dream of that, even if for some it remains a dream. Most long to be strippers, bargirls, topless or nude waitresses, "AV idols" as the Japanese call the stars of pornographic videos ... maybe they have already, when I meet them, taken the first step onto the ladder, perhaps by demurely volunteering at a strip-club's "amateur night". Of course even a successful career in the sex industry is short: the pressure of pretty young newcomers clamouring for their chance is so great. But it obviously gives a girl ample opportunities to marry well and enjoy a comfortable retirement, the admired companion of a wealthy politician or businessman and enjoying discreet affairs with lusty young men or visits to "host" bars. It would be a very strange girl who passed up the opportunity of a few years of constant, well-paid public sex followed by a comfortable life of leisure and pleasure. When I see a former girl of mine, happily and deliciously nude at a strip show, waitress club or private sex-party, I do not claim acquaintance with her and she is too discreet to acknowledge me. But it makes me very proud to think I helped her acquire the sexual self-confidence which took her into a career where she has been so successful and fulfilled. The Japanese sex industry is so different from that of Western countries. How wonderful it would be if we had something like the army of Japanese girls who see their work as a respected and enjoyable career offering independence and sexual satisfaction. What a shame our sex-workers so often lack the special quality of the professional Japanese girl. I call it her "3S": she is always Sexy, Sweet and Sincere. END OF UNFINISHED AFFAIRS [Coming Next: Volume 05 of the Megumi Stories: WORK IN PROGRESS] For complete series so far see /files/Authors/Bob_Williams