Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Any story that starts out "This is true . . . "is an obvious work of fiction. Let's call this an erotic bedtime story and you decide on its veracity. When I met Ellie, I was all man. We dated about a month before we had sex and another two months after that when we moved in together. We had a very active sex life taking turns being the aggressor and I slowly found out that I liked being submissive just a little bit. Sometimes she would talk about previous guys and that would get me excited. Not gay but the thought of her being so sexual was a big turn on. After a while I was hooked and she knew it. I got more passive and she got more aggressive. The first big step was as we lay together as she stroked my dick. She was telling me about a guy from work always trying to look down her top, up her dress, etc. As a joke I said she should flash him. She looked me in the eye and asked if I was serious. I decided to tell her what I had been thinking for a while. I told her that I liked the idea of other men finding her attractive and that if she wanted to take that further, I was OK with that. She asked me if it was just OK or if I wanted her to. As I exploded in her hand I said I wanted her to. Two Fridays later she went out for the monthly "Girl's Night Out". About 1am I got a phone call and her reply to my, "Hi babe." was a whispered, "Do you want to listen?" I said yes and couldn't get my boxers off fast enough. She set her cell down and I heard a guy near her then the sounds of kissing. I heard a few sentences like "Nice tits." and "You're bigger than my boyfriend." I came three times listening to their lovemaking. Later when she got home, I couldn't wait to fuck her. As I was inside her feeling how stretched out her pussy was, she told me she gave him a blowjob which she never has given me and that it was a great fucking. Needless to say, Girls Nights Out became a very long night for both of us. After a few adventures, she would come home and while fucking her I would call her a slut and cum very quickly. The next big step was when she bought a pair of panties for me to sleep in on Girls Night Out. I didn't want to wear them originally but didn't want to say no. She would come home and tell me I wasn't a man for letting another guy do my woman and I would jerk off while she said what she had done that night. One Friday morning as I was getting ready for work, she told me I should wear panties all day. I complained that someone may notice and she came up to me, started rubbing my balls and said, "What makes you think it was a suggestion?" Yes I wore the panties all day and every Friday after that. To keep this story short, every Friday eventually became every day. She threw out all of my boxers and my underwear drawer was exclusively panties. By then, Ellie had a couple of lovers and in bed I would tell her honestly how happy it made me that she had guys to pleasure her. One lover was a guy I worked with because she said that she wanted people that I knew to know that she was sleeping with other guys. When I saw him at work, the thought of his dick fucking my now fiancée gave me an instant erection. And trust me, he did tell other people at work. My sexual experiences now were mostly masturbation while she told me what she did with other guys but by now that was fine with me. I guess the experimentation showed me a side I never knew existed. I was the jock and 100% guy before but there was something very satisfying in being submissive. The truth is I was very self-conscious the first few time I had to wear panties when I went to the gym, but after a while it seemed very natural. One Friday I asked if I could join her on Girls Night Out to see her in action. She joked that as long as I had balls I wasn't a girl. The next week she asked if I still wanted to go to GNO in a future month. I said of course and she told me about chemical castration. She didn't let me speak until she explained everything including how it was reversible. I told her if she wanted me to I would. I took the injections including hormones and my boobs got bigger and my package got smaller. My sex drive diminished but I was happy. We would go out and I saw her flirt with guys in bars and I was their designated driver. We would go back to our place and she would explain that I was too small and soft to satisfy her. Some of the times I had to open my pants and show my small bulge in my panties. She did quite a bit with these guys that we never did such as oral and eventually anal. Eventually I did start going on Girls Night Out. It was wild. I could tell guys were jealous that I'm sitting there with three chicks but what they didn't see were times like when Ellie and her friend Jenny were with two black guys, both girls naked and Jen very hot. The guys finish and I need to clean both of the girls up if you know what I mean. Not one bit of stiffness down below. I take Ellie home and we cuddle. After a few months of being one of the girls, I ask her if she wants me to make it permanent and she says yes. Jen knows a doctor and close to the one year anniversary of my first pair of panties, I happily had my balls removed. When I recovered, we celebrated my eunuchdom with Ellie being pleasured by two guys with me cleaning up when they are done. We lay together as we caress each other and she pays special attention to my now miniature manhood and where my balls used to be. It's now been a year since I got nutted and couldn't be happier. Ellie gets what she wants on the side and I get to be with her and hold her when she gets home. What more could I want? bobjobbo@yahoo