This is part 2 of the Sandra and Me IM exchange. It's all fantasy talk. I have no plans to really meet with her, and I can't verify if what she says is true. I changed her Yahoo ID to keep away the spammers. I'm posting this for enjoyment purposes only. If you like it,I'll post additional parts of the exchange. Just let me know (byron6555 at yahoo dot com.) Also, let me know if you want me to put spaces between the exchanges to make it more readable. I cleaned up some of the text, but mostly left it as it was written, including the misspellings. MFf byron6555> think about the rape? SandraL23> yes SandraL23> especially when i am in a manic epsiode like this byron6555> well, if you had a man in your life that you could trust, i think you'd stop thinking about it SandraL23> well thats the part my doctor doenst understand about me and the whole rape thing byron6555> well, like i said, your doctor is a prude. byron6555> just because he's a doctor, doesn't mean he knows everything byron6555> only you can really know you SandraL23> well its just that she dont know why i enjoy thinkign about it. when i told her how i just gave in the second day and let them do what they wnated and i found myself actually enjoying it then she gets really upset and says thats not the normal way of reacting byron6555> some girls fantasize about rape, Sandra. it's natural. SandraL23> serious? byron6555> yes, serious. so did they cum inside you a lot? SandraL23> yes cuase thats why i had to get that abortion byron6555> well, if i ever knocked u up, i don't want you to get an abortion. understand? SandraL23> on foot SandraL23> thats how they got me SandraL23> yes i understand byron6555> i would love to see you pregnant with my baby byron6555> excuse me, our baby...lol SandraL23> they got me on foot cuase one guy was sitting at that bench and whgen the van pulled up as i was walkign in front of the bench he got up and pushed me into the van SandraL23> then thyey drove to that old barn way down the road near them woods byron6555> was your pussy good and sore for days after? SandraL23> yes it hurt alot SandraL23> but that was after them drugs wore off byron6555> sometimes girls like it when they're pussy hurts after sex. it reminds them they well fucked SandraL23> well they made me take that extasy drug alot and drink alot of alcohol too byron6555> well, i would never raped a woman, but if you eventually started liking it, then in the long run, it was okay. SandraL23> yes they kept making me feel them orgasms like over and over until they like feel asleep passed out byron6555> and then they got up in the morning and fucked you some more SandraL23> yes byron6555> i hoped you sucked their cock good SandraL23> someyimes like in the middle of the night one would wake up and do it byron6555> what did you like about it most when you're started liking it? SandraL23> well when that extasy drug started making me feel like i was in love with them all 3 of them it was weird byron6555> Mmm don't u just love it when a guy is opening you up, and really pushing inside you? SandraL23> yes the best feeling is when he cums inside and that final last push is so hard and i cna feel the cum squirting on my cervix byron6555> thats what i like best too. just get the head of m cock lodged into the cervix and then shoot my cum in it byron6555> the thought of a girl walking around with my cum inside her turns me on SandraL23> the police said that they were using viagra cuase i told the police that the guys took them blue pills alot byron6555> it kept them good and hard for your pussy, Sandra byron6555> did they double fuck you? byron6555> in ass and pussy at the same time? SandraL23> yes abut only thme two times thats all SandraL23> they took turns most of the times byron6555> do you ever want to want to experience double fuck agian? SandraL23> yes byron6555> we can make that happen, baby. i promise SandraL23> i must sound really crazy huh/ byron6555> some weekends we can do a fuck party, so we can do all the stuff we want to do. okay, baby? SandraL23> that sounds good byron6555> how can sound crazy, Sandra. don't u see we're both alike? SandraL23> yes i guess you are right byron6555> well, stop saying that. i realy do understand u SandraL23> i really just cnat think right now i swear! when these episodes get me like this i just cnat think hardly at all. byron6555> the question is, do you understand me? byron6555> you are thinking. you're responding just fine SandraL23> yes you are just like me i think right? SandraL23> ok thanks byron6555> yes, i am Sandra byron6555> i see your profile says you like incest? byron6555> incest porn? SandraL23> yes byron6555> u ever do incest? byron6555> i did with my sister when we were young SandraL23> no i just think about it alot thats all byron6555> i've had fantasy abot having an incest family byron6555> but i'm not pedo SandraL23> well the other reason i have to go to the doctor is cuase of me doing thigns when i was babysittign SandraL23> sorry so now you know the real ME now so i guess you will not tlka to me anymore now byron6555> stop apologizing SandraL23> habit i guess byron6555> did you play with the children you babysat? SandraL23> yes SandraL23> but they didnt make me go to jail cuase of my condition and everythign that happeend to me too byron6555> Mmmm see, that's my fantasy too. bu t i just don't want to get caught SandraL23> they will make you go to jail unless you are messed up in your head like me byron6555> i know. but if we could keep it a secret, then it would be okay byron6555> i would love to share a little girl with yoiu, Sandra SandraL23> serious? byron6555> yes, i am SandraL23> dont talk about that byron6555> why, i was hoping we could be honest wiht one another SandraL23> i am honest with you it is too much work to lie byron6555> if you want me to stop talking about it, i will SandraL23> its just that my doctor keeps tellign me never to think about it byron6555> how about if we could share a 5yro girl. is that too young? SandraL23> oh my wow byron6555> i think a girl would trust another girl faster than a man. SandraL23> yes SandraL23> well i had been doing them thigns to them for almost 3 years before i got caught byron6555> i would love to get my hands on 5yro pussy byron6555> would you teach her to suck my cock properly? byron6555> it would be sooooo hot to see the both of u sucking my black cock SandraL23> yes byron6555> i cum in your mouth and then you kiss her SandraL23> i really think we had better stop tlkaing about this now cuase i am so nervosu right now i am literally shaking byron6555> baby, i'm sorry. byron6555> i'm just happy i found someone i could share my real desires with byron6555> it's just between me and u SandraL23> i always wear two of them panty liners when i am in amanic epsiode like this so it doesnt leak into my pajammas but talkign about this has me leaking even with the two pantyliners! i truly am so very sorry but i simply cannot help it byron6555> don't apologize. i wish i were there to lick it all up for you byron6555> you sit on my face and wet in my mouth SandraL23> oh wow byron6555> am i being too nasty, Sandra? sorry if i am byron6555> i hope you still like me SandraL23> i dont think anyone could be as nasty as them 3 guys were to me SandraL23> yes i do you really do understand me SandraL23> and i can be ME with you right? byron6555> yes, you can. anything you want to tell me byron6555> maybe one day we can talk on the phone and share even more SandraL23> well maybe next week or somethiugn but for right now i am not comfortable doing anythign like that yet sorry byron6555> i understand. don't need to rush. just tell me when you're ready SandraL23> ok thanks byron6555> i don't want to lose you, Sandra SandraL23> me either i dont have any freidns at all byron6555> so baby, do think someday we could find a little girl for us to share? byron6555> could u find one that trust you? byron6555> if i knocked you up, we could maybe have our own little girl SandraL23> i babysit a little girl sometimes during the weekdays but not very often byron6555> do you think she would trust you? byron6555> not tell anyone? SandraL23> my moms freind from Church's little girl Cassie SandraL23> i dotn know she always tells me she loves me SandraL23> i have some picture sof her if you wnat to see her byron6555> yes please byron6555> just drop them in the IM. i'm on a Mac compuer byron6555> mmm she's an angel. have you played with her some? SandraL23> no byron6555> okay byron6555> but maybe you could get her to play mommy and daddy games together. we'd just to have to take our time with her SandraL23> i dont know maybe SandraL23> my doctor says that thinking like that is an addiction for me and i ahve to do my best to try and think about other thigns so i dont act out byron6555> yoiu know, if you were with me, you wouldn't have to worry about yor doctor anymore byron6555> you need a man in your life, Sandra. i hope i cna be that man some day SandraL23> i had to keep goign to see her for 4 years but i dont have to go anymore but i still do cuase the court oredered me to go for them 4 years but them are over now byron6555> i'm glad byron6555> I like Cassie just as much as you do byron6555> she's beautiful, isn't she? SandraL23> yes very cute byron6555> i wish we three could be naked in the bed together byron6555> you tell her to pretend that you're mommy and i'm daddy SandraL23> i really shouldnt be thinking abouthing slike that especially now when i am in this damn manic epsiode byron6555> u want me to stop talking about it? [12:16:15] SandraL23> we really should cuase these feeligns are really getting too much cuase is wear! the panty liners are even leaking now i swear! byron6555> of course, i wish you would think about my needs, too, Sandra byron6555> i wish you could send me a pic of your pantie liners. SandraL23> what do you mean? byron6555> I have a need to talk about my fantasies and desires, and i want to share them with you byron6555> but i cant' if it upsets you SandraL23> well what should i do? i cnat even think SandraL23> you said you will think for me right? i just cnat right now i swear1 byron6555> just ralax. i'm here for you, okay? SandraL23> ok thnaks byron6555> would it help if we talkied on the phone? SandraL23> i told you maybe next week ok? i just cant right now im like way too nervous byron6555> i really like you, that's all byron6555> i dont' want to lose you SandraL23> me either byron6555> Sandra, i am a really respectful man, but also have a nasty side to me. i like lots of sex, and i want to do wild stuff SandraL23> ok well thats me too SandraL23> its just that i try to do what the doctor says thats all SandraL23> i just wish i never had to tlka to her anymore byron6555> well, when we get together, you won't. i promise. byron6555> are you living with your parents? SandraL23> just my mom cuase my dad left when i was a baby byron6555> so i came to be wth you, would she be okay with it? byron6555> or would need to come out here? SandraL23> i would have to go i think cuase this jouse is really small SandraL23> house sorry byron6555> would yu be willing to come out her to calif? byron6555> or we get an apartment near where you live? SandraL23> we could get one close so i can see my mom cuase she is all i ahve byron6555> okay, baby byron6555> i think your mom would be happy if i got you pregnant SandraL23> i could still babysit cassie too byron6555> does she sit in yoiur lap? SandraL23> sometimes byron6555> does she ever kiss you on the cheek? SandraL23> sometimes in like a cute way nothign like sex or anythign byron6555> i'm lookng at her right now, and i would love to get my hands on the both of you. byron6555> i would be "daddy" to you both. SandraL23> i never had a dad so i dont even know what its like byron6555> well, i'm old to be your dad lol byron6555> do you want to be my little girl sometimes? SandraL23> i guess so if it is ok with you i guess byron6555> it's okay. u can call me daddy if you want. other girls have SandraL23> really? like you could be my like real dad or somehtign? byron6555> yes, baby byron6555> and we could play incest games SandraL23> oh wow byron6555> u like that? SandraL23> i think so byron6555> you can be daddy's little girl, or daddy's little slut byron6555> which one? SandraL23> little girl when i am not in a manic epsiode and little slut when i am in a manic epsiode byron6555> mmmm good idea byron6555> with me, Sandra, you get to be the slut you really want to be SandraL23> you wont be upset or get like mad at me or make me feel ashamed? byron6555> no byron6555> as long as you do what i tell you most of the time byron6555> undestand? SandraL23> yes cuase i just wouldnt want you to be upset with me or anythign byron6555> i dont liek being upset. and i don't like when a women doesnt' listen byron6555> sometime nights i will fall asleep with my cock buried in your pussy byron6555> i think you would like that SandraL23> ok well i promise i will listen i hate it when my mom yells at me all the time too and my docotr says i say "im sorry" all the time cuase of her byron6555> i give you a good viagra fucking SandraL23> you mean like them 3 guys did? byron6555> yes baby SandraL23> ok byron6555> put a real good hurt on your pussy and womb byron6555> u also learn to deep throat me, Sandra SandraL23> them guys maked me did that byron6555> take my cock in your thorat and be a godo girl byron6555> look at my cock pic and tell me you want it in your throat. byron6555> tell me SandraL23> right now? byron6555> yes SandraL23> i want it in my throat byron6555> say, byron, i want you to fuck me in my throat SandraL23> i better go now i seriously cnat think too good at all right now its like my head is swimming with all we tlaked about today byron6555> say it first SandraL23> i wish i wasnt in this damn manic episode so i could think and tlak to you normal byron6555> say it for me, Sandra. byron6555> please SandraL23> byron i want you to fuck me in my throat byron6555> good girl byron6555> you gonna come back on later tonight? byron6555> i want to talke to you everyday til we are finally together SandraL23> no cuase I can only go on here on this internet during the daytime cuase this is my mom's computer and she is always up here in her room on it every night after we get done eating and doing them dishes. She always gets really mad at me if I try to go up here upstairs when she is up here on her computer. byron6555> okay, tomorrow then? SandraL23> ok she goes to her work at like 8am byron6555> good. we're 3 hours apart. i think. so we look for one another around 11 am my time byron6555> calif time SandraL23> not tomorrow cuase she only works half day tomorrow byron6555> i like you, Sandra. i really do SandraL23> you too SandraL23> i just wish these feeligns would stop thats all cuase i just cnat think byron6555> u start letting me think for you, k? SandraL23> ok i will try i promise SandraL23> its just that the doctor doesnt even wnat me to think about sex stuff at all especially the kids and all that but she told me i cnat evenb touch myself or anythign until my body is conditioned not to crave sex so much byron6555> dont lose my pic. just imagine it will be inside you one day soon, i hope SandraL23> my mom has been trying to get me to stop seeing the doctor too cuase of the money byron6555> it's imposilbe not crave sex byron6555> when's the last time a man has been inside you? SandraL23> i havent done anythign for sex for almost 3 months now SandraL23> the last time for a man was last year before eric moved away for his new job out there in oregon byron6555> a woman needs cum inside her, Sandra SandraL23> should i stop seeing the doctor? byron6555> yes, please stop. byron6555> i will come to see you and be with you. i promise SandraL23> ok but what about orgasms? she told me not to have any until my body got conditionmed to not having them byron6555> wich woudl your rather do, see her, or have my cucm inside you? SandraL23> cum byron6555> that's my beauiful gilr SandraL23> its been a long time since i felt a orgasm cuase like 3 months ago byron6555> daddy's gonnna want to cum in your mouth too, baby. okay? SandraL23> ok like them 3 guys did? byron6555> yes SandraL23> ok byron6555> i can feel that you want to be raped again. that is sooo good byron6555> get really rough wth you byron6555> u cum wth me now SandraL23> i cant cuase i dont ahve any money to move to nowheres byron6555> maybe i get two of my buddies, and we relive that weekend for you, Sandra. byron6555> would like that? SandraL23> i dont want to get hurt like they did to me Me and Sandra 2 byron6555> we won't hurt you, promise. byron6555> but your pussy will be sore from so much fucking byron6555> okay SandraL23> ok cuase that one man kept hitting me with that electric cord while them other tow did sex stuff to me at the same time byron6555> no, no violence. we just take care of yoru pussy SandraL23> ok byron6555> and ass byron6555> you know what? SandraL23> what? byron6555> i would love for cassie to watch me and you have sex SandraL23> oh god metoo!! SandraL23> eric and me did that when i was babysittign her before byron6555> aahhhhhh good SandraL23> she was only 3 then byron6555> mmmmmmmm SandraL23> she was in the same bed with us byron6555> i just came byron6555> i came sooo hard, baby SandraL23> i wish i could byron6555> ty, baby byron6555> go ahead, baby. do it byron6555> i'm heratiejenkins23> but my docotr told me not to until my body is conditioned to not having them