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 Total Recall By Big Mess

   Chapter 1

   I got the call from my Father when I was in class.  I had my phone on
vibrate and I let it go to voicemail because Psychology was my favorite
class.  I wanted to be a Phycologist, it was the topic in college that was
the most intriguing to me.  Plus I really liked my Professor.  He was very
attractive to me even though he was in his fifties.  Whenever I listened to
him speak my pussy got wet and I would imagine naughty things like sucking
his cock or I imagined him fucking me.  I would never let him know about my
inappropriate lust for him it would just not be right to tell him.  Plus I
was his TA in his 101 class and I feared that if I told him about my want
for him, he would not continue to allow me to help him and earn credits.

   I listened to my Father's voice mail and my stomach dropped as he spoke,
"Well honey, I left you several voice mails this week asking you to call me
and I never got a call back so I guess I need to just say it.  Your mother
dies this week." He said, my stomach fell and I started crying.  I didn't
remember getting any voicemails from him, in fact, this was the first time
I think he called me since I went to college 3 years ago.  We weren't that
close.  "Well, uh she had an accident in her car and she died.  Her funeral
is this weekend and I would love for you to be here to say goodbye." He
said.  I was already crying hysterically and I don't even know what else he
said.  I just remember telling my Professor that I had to go home and would
miss Thursday's class.

   I knocked on the door for the first time in 3 years since I went to
school.  Daddy greeted me and hugged me as soon as he saw me standing on
the stop crying.  He hugged me and he took me inside and took my bags.  He
seemed genuinely happy that I came home and he let me upstairs and led me
straight to my old room.  They never changed a thing since I left.  My room
was just as I left it.  I loved pink when I was a teenager, a lot.  My room
was pink, by bedding was pink, my sheets were pink.  I was now much closer
to dark colors, my Professor told me it was because I felt like I needed a
change when I went to school as I never wore pink at all anymore.  Daddy
fed me dinner, we talked for about an hour.  We talked about school, my
major, and my boyfriend.  I left out the part that he was Daddy's age...

   After we talked I stood up and told Daddy I was going to bed and we
hugged and I went to bed.  It was so weird being in my old room.  I drifted
off.  I woke up that night and I was unbelievably thirsty, probably due to
crying so much.  I walked downstairs and I saw Daddy sitting in his office
working on his computer.  He saw me and turned and smiled.  There was
something about the way he was sitting at his desk in his office and
looking at me that made a flood of memories fill my mind.

   Visions of me on my knees sucking my Daddy's cock as he sat in that very
chair filled my mind.  My Father's cock filling my mouth and him looking
down at me and saying, "That's a good girl..." Next was a vision of us on
the sofa that was in the same room, I was naked and my father towered over
me and my hands were pushing against his stomach as he penetrated my pussy
for what must have been the first time.  I heard myself crying out saying,
"No Daddy it hurts!" and he replied saying "Oh it's so good, that's a good
girl..." Next, I was bouncing on top of him facing him as I fucked him and
he was kissing my breasts, I was older than I was when he first raped me
and I was enjoying it.  I looked down at him and he let go of my breast
from his mouth and said, "Oh, that's such a good girl..."

   "What's wrong sweetheart?" he said.  I must have had a look on my face
as I realized that he had raped me and likely raped me for years while I
was in that house.

   "Oh God Daddy, you raped me!" I ran back upstairs and I locked the door
and threw myself on the bed sobbing.  I heard Daddy banging on the door
telling me we needed to talk and I cried louder and told him to go away. 
Eventually, he did and I woke up the next morning.  I was exhausted from
all of my cryings.  I took a shower and got dressed, packed my bag and
walked straight downstairs.  I saw my father sitting at the breakfast table
as I unlocked the door and opened the door.  He got up trying to catch me
but I escaped and ran to my car and tossed the bags in the passenger seat,
started the car and took off.  I saw my father standing in the driveway as
I sped off and I was crying again.

   My mother's funeral was that morning.  I got breakfast at a local
Denny's and I went to the funeral on my own.  I did not sit next to my
father.  Instead, I took a seat in the back.  When we went to the gravesite
and we were waiting for them to lower the casket into the ground I saw my
father standing next to her grave as they lowered her down and he looked
over at me, his eyes were full of tears and that brought another flashback
of the day after he took my virginity.  He came into my room the next night
and sat on my bed and wept as he apologized for taking my cherry.  It was
all so clear.  Every time I looked at him I remembered something else so I
stopped looking at me.  I focused on Mom's casket and I thought of her.

   After the funeral, I got back in my rental car and drove straight to the
airport.  I got on the first flight home.  I cried a lot, I just told
people who asked that it was because I lost my mom, but that night I lost
both parents.  I got to my dorm room and my boyfriend was in the parking
lot when I arrived.  I called the Professor several times on the way home
and I wasn't very specific but he knew something was wrong and he was
concerned.  We had to be careful, he wore a hat and glasses and he
attempted to disguise his identity.  We met at the entrance and he hugged
me and I kissed his cheek.  He ushered me inside and we got into the
elevator and went to the top floor where my dorm room was at and quickly
went into my room.  Once we were inside, he dropped my bags at the door and
removed his glasses and hugged me again.  This time we kissed and he kissed
me hard.

   We sat down in the small living room that was in my dorm room and he
asked me what happened, I explained everything.  I told him how I walked
downstairs and seeing my father in the office made a flood of memories
return.  I never realized that my father had molested me.  Bill told me
that I was repressing memories in order to protect myself and I was to
expect more memories to return.  He asked me if I had any dreams about
events that happened and I told him no.  He said that I should expect to
have dreams about the events.  He said to be prepared because they could
seem very vivid and realistic and they might be disturbing.  He told me
what to expect and he told me not to hesitate to call him about it and he
expected us to be spending more time than we had in past weeks together
talking about it.  He said it was important for me to come to terms with
the reality of what I remember and that I would be angry and the key to
making it through this would be for me to come to terms with those
feelings.

   I was so appreciative for Bill and he seemed genuinely concerned and I
was so happy he was in my life.  I was exhausted and Bill said it would not
be appropriate for us to have sex right now.  He said that I was super
venerable at the moment and he wanted to be there for me as a friend and
that made me feel so good.  He kissed me on the forehead when he left and I
closed the door behind him and locked the door.  I got undressed and
climbed into my bed and went to sleep.  I was all cried out and all I
wanted was to get some sleep.

   Chapter 2

   I was sound asleep.  I was dreaming.  That night I had the first dream
of many I had the first few months after I returned to school.  This one
was just as vivid as Bill told me it would be.  He told me to keep a
notebook next to my bed and write down the events of the dreams as soon as
I woke up and this is what I wrote after I woke up.

   I woke up in my dream and I was in my room at my parent's home and I was
thirsty.  I walked down the stairs and stood at the foot of the stairs. 
The light was on in the office just like it was the night before.  The door
was pulled closed but not closed shut.  I was curious what Daddy was doing
up so late so I walked closer and peeked inside the door.  His desk was
against the back wall back then and I could see the big square monitor
clearly from the door.  It had a scene on it and it was naked people on it
and the scene was a woman giving a man a blowjob.  At the time I didn't
know what she was doing but I did when I visualized the dream.

   I am not sure how old I was in the dream but paying attention to how
tall I was compared to the door I must have been very young.  I saw my
father sitting there watching the video and he was moving slightly.  He was
masturbating but I had no clue what he was doing.  I walked quietly behind
him watching the scene on the monitor.  The girl on the screen was on her
knees in front of the man and was putting his cock in and out of her mouth.
The room was filled with the sounds of the girl noisily sucking his cock
and moaning as she played with herself.  I had my hands closed in front of
my chest as I crept slowly forward.  I must have made a noise because my
father turned around and saw me and he freaked out and stood up turning
around.  It was then I first saw his cock, it was hard and poking out of
his boxers.  He screamed at me and told me to get out of there.  I started
crying and apologized and I ran out of the room.

   I ran straight to my room crying the entire way.  I laid on my bed
crying and in a minute my father came into the room and tried to soothe me
as I wept.  He put his hand on my back and rubbed it up and down with his
big, strong hands.

   "I'm sorry I yelled at you honey, but you aren't supposed to creep up on
people like that honey.  Why were you sneaking around like that?"

   "I wasn't Daddy," I said turning over and looking up at him.  "I was
thirsty and I was going to get a drink of water.  But then I saw you
watching those movies and I couldn't stop watching it!"

   "Why not?"

   "I've never seen anything like that Daddy, What was she doing?"

   "She was sucking his cock.  If you are curious I can show you more of
what you saw in the video tomorrow night if you like... Mama is going to
her rotary club and we will be home alone.  Would you like that Princess?"
he asked.  I nodded and he patted me on my head and kissed my forehead and
tucked me in.  "Okay, it's a date.  But you cannot tell anyone. 
Understood?" I nodded and he turned and walked out of the door.  I woke up
and the dream was so incredibly vivid.  I remembered more and more after
that dream.  The more I remembered, the more that it came back to me.  I
was not as scared as I was when the first vision came to me and that
disturbed me.  I remembered spending lots of time with my father after that
night.  Every time Mommy wasn't there, he would sneak me into his office
and close the door.  We watched all kinds of videos and all of them had
naked girls doing all sorts of naughty things to men.  It wasn't until he
found a video of a girl who was about 8 years old and looked very much like
me that made me realize that I could also do some of the things on the
videos.

   That memory came from a dream.  We were in his office when the dream
started.  We were watching videos of teenage girls having sex with older
men like my father.  As usual, I sat on his lap and I was in my jammies.

   "I found a video that I wanted to show you tonight honey," Daddy said as
he reached around me and took the mouse and moved to the location on his
hard drive and there was a folder called "Daddy's little Girl".  He opened
that and the video started.  He sat back and I leaned back on his broad
chest like always.  Daddy liked me to lean back on him and he would touch
me and play with my tummy rubbing his hands up and down on my bare skin
under my night shirt.  I was a good girl and wore jammies that were nice
and loose when I knew we would be together so he could feel me up easier. I
liked it too.  That night he was rubbing my belly and his hands moved up
higher and higher.  Soon he was rubbing my nipples and I liked that feeling
too.

   On the screen of the computer was a little blonde girl, just like me. 
She was young and skinny and the man walked into the room with her and
someone else was filming the movie.  They sat down on the family couch in
the living room and the camera person moved the camera closer and it was
really shaking and they put the camera on a tripod or something and zoomed
in and the man and girl nodded and the girl turned to what may have been
her actual father they started kissing.  I turned to my daddy and he smiled
at me and I wondered how it would feel to kiss my Daddy like that.  We had
kissed before, but not like that.  The girl and her father were swapping
their tongues in and out of their mouths and soon she stood up and her
father lifted her tee shirt that she was wearing over her head and she wore
no panties underneath.

   "She isn't wearing any panties Daddy!" I said and we smiled at each
other and watched some more.  Daddy's hands were rubbing me nice now.  His
right hand had my right nipple, I didn't have boobs yet, but my nipples got
nice and hard when he played with them and playing with them felt nice.  We
watched the movie and the father picked up the little girl and placed her
on his lap as he sat on the couch.  She put her legs on his knees and
spread her legs wide open for the camera.  Someone picked up the camera and
moved it closer to them and zoomed in closer and watched as the man played
with her tiny pussy lips.  She was bald and her lips were small, but when
the light caught right on her pussy lips as he rubbed her you would see
that she was wet.

   "Is she peeing Daddy?" I asked and he laughed.

   "No Baby, when a girl gets excited her pussy gets wet.  That is what
that is called, her pussy." He pulled his left hand down that was rubbing
my tummy and slid it inside my panties.  He had never done that before and
when he touched me down there I groaned.  He rubbed my pussy lips and
slipped his middle finger between my lips and that felt even better.  Then
he pulled his hand out and showed me his fingers.  They were wet just like
the girls was in the movie.  "See?" he said and he put his fingers in his
mouth and sucked my juices off his fingers.

   "Ewww!" I said and we both laughed.  I looked back at the movie and the
man was rubbing her pussy and he had two fingers going in and out of her.
She had her eyes closed and she looked like she was really enjoying it. 
Daddy started rubbing me over my panties and he used his hand to remove
them pulling them off my hips and over my legs.  I closed my legs letting
him take them off and when he had them off, I did like the girl in the
movie and put my feet on his legs and spread myself wide open.  There was a
mirror on the wall and I looked over at it and saw Daddy and I and I said,
"Look Daddy!  We look just like the people in the movie now!"

   "Uh huh, do you like playing like this Princess?"

   I looked over at him behind me and I nodded and said, "Yes Daddy, I like
these games!" I looked back at the monitor and the girl was moaning and
wriggling on his lap and he fucked her with his fingers faster and faster.
She kept her eyes closed and Daddy was rubbing my pussy faster and faster
and I started feeling as good as the girl in the video.  I remember
watching her and she had an orgasm, but at 8 years old myself, I had no
clue what was happening.  She groaned and moaned and then she screamed and
started shaking as her Daddy finished fingering her and then he pulled his
fingers out of her pussy and she finally opened her eyes.

   "Wow Daddy, that was really cool!" The first video ended and I turned
and looked at my own Father and asked him, "What happened to her Daddy?"

   "She came, baby!"

   "Came?"

   "Yes, when a girl gets excited sexually, her body warms up, her pussy
gets wet, then after a while she cums."

   "What's it like Daddy?"

   "Oh, well, it's kind of hard to explain.  You feel really good then it
kind of feels like you explode, but a really nice explosion.  It makes you
feel really, really good."

   I looked at my Daddy and I asked him and said, "Daddy?  Can you show me
how to came?"

   "I can show you, Princess.  But you really need to promise not to tell a
soul.  What we have been doing is really wrong, I mean I am not supposed to
be letting you watch dirty movies, but to do this, I will be doing more
than just touching you.  Are you okay with me doing things like you saw in
the video to you?"

   I nodded and smiled big saying, "Yes Daddy!  I want you to do to me what
the girl's Daddy did to her!" My Father nodded and lifted me off his lap
and when I got off his lap I felt something big and hard in his pajama
bottoms.  I didn't know what it was but soon I would.  He walked us over to
the small sofa in the office and he sat me down and he knelt in front of me
and looked into my eyes.  That was when he kissed me for the first time. 
He told me to close my eyes and I did as he told me and soon his tongue
slid into my mouth like they did in the movie.  I let him roll his tongue
all over mine and it felt nice.  It was then I smelled liquor on my
father's breath, he had obviously been drinking.

   After we kissed for a while he pulled back and he lifted my nightshirt
over my head and tossed it on the floor next to my panties.  It was then
that he gently pushed me back and I lifted my feet up and I spread them for
my father presenting to him my naked body to enjoy.  I had no idea what he
was going to do, but sitting on the couch naked with him looking at me like
he was made me all hot and wet down there.  He smiled at me then he lowered
his face down to my crotch and did something I didn't expect.  He licked my
pussy.

   "Ohhhh Gosh!" I groaned as he licked my pussy up and down using just his
tongue at first.  I watched him as he ate my pussy.  He looked up at me as
he tongued my pussy and then he moved up and wrapped his lips on the top of
my pussy and sucked on my tiny, immature clit.  I had no idea that's what
it was at the time, I just put my hands behind his head and groaned as he
licked me.  I looked into his eyes as he continued sucking my pussy and I
ran my hands up and down his head loving the feeling of his mouth on me. 
"Oh Gosh Daddy, that feels so nice!" He smiled and continued licking me and
soon I was out of control.  I closed my eyes just like the girl did and I
let my father lick up and down.  I felt something build inside of me and
while I didn't know what to expect, I loved the feelings he was giving me
and I wanted to let it get better and better.

   Soon I exploded just like he said.  I wrapped my skinny legs around his
head not wanting him to ever stop doing what he was doing to me.  I came
hard and fast and within another minute, he made me cum again.  I exploded
just like I did the first time but the second on was even bigger than the
first time.  After that time, Daddy stopped licking me and he stood up and
I could see his big thing in his pajama bottoms.  He looked at me and said
nothing.  He simply reached into his pants and pulled out his big hard cock
and showed it to me.  I had seen him naked in the shower before but his
thing was never big like it was now.

   "Oh Gosh Daddy, why is it so big?"

   "When Daddy gets excited his cock is hard.  That is how a man puts it
inside a woman."

   "Are you going to put that inside me, Daddy?"

   "No, not now, but I am very excited from licking your pussy and Mommy is
going to be home soon so we need to be finishing up.  But Daddy needs some
relief, so you just lay there and look at me just like you are doing now
and I'm going to jack off."

   "Jack off?"

   "Daddy is going to make himself feel better.  Just lay there and watch
me, Princess!  I nodded and he put his hand around his cock as he called it
and he jerked himself off.  He was looking at my naked body as he did it
and was touching me.  His hand found my nipple again as he stood over me
and jerked off and I watched his cock sliding in and out of his big hand.
Then he closed his eyes just like I did and then white stuff started
shooting out of his cock and it landed all over my tummy.  I was surprised
and not sure what to expect, but his cock squirting all over me was
definitely a surprise.  When he finished he looked at me again and shook
the last of his cum on me and told me to rub it in.

   "Rub it in?" I asked.

   He nodded and said, "Yes, it's good for your skin and makes it easier to
clean up.  Think of it as a lotion." I did as he said and it was warm and
sticky.  I rubbed it all over my belly and up to my nipples, he liked it
when I did that.  Once it was all gone, he told me to go take a bath and
clean up before my mother came home.  I did as I was told and when I
finished my bath I went to my bedroom.  I heard Mommy come home and when
she went to bed she came in and kissed me as usual and asked me if I had
fun with Daddy that night.  I told her yes and she kissed me and I saw
Daddy watching me as she kissed me goodnight and they left the room
together.

   I heard Mommy and Daddy having sex that night.  I never knew what it was
until later years but I know now that is what they were doing those nights
in their bedroom.  I woke up in my own bed again and was dumbfounded by how
realistic the dream was once again.  But that night it was different.  I
remembered everything about the dream and wrote down the details in my
notebook.  But that night as I wrote it down, I noticed that I was not only
turned on when I woke up but as I wrote in great detail about the dream my
pussy was hot and wet.  Just like I was that night in my Daddy's office.  I
was getting aroused by my dreams about my father molesting me.  When I
realized that it was scary.  I stopped writing it down it down and tried to
get back to sleep.  I laid there for at least an hour thinking about the
dream, thinking about my father touching me and eating my pussy and I just
got more and more aroused.  It was then I drifted off to sleep once again.

   As soon as I fell asleep It seemed like I had yet another dream.  I was
back in my Father's office sitting on his lap as he got ready to put on
another dirty movie as he called them.  "Daddy?" I said and he looked at me
as he browsed the internet looking for a good clip to watch.  "Can we watch
one like we did last time?"

   "Which one baby, I forgot?"

   "The one with the girl my age and her father?"

   "Sure honey, did you like that one?"

   "Uh huh, I did Daddy!" I said and he went to the folder and found
another one and double clicked it.  It started the movie and this time was
right she was already naked and they were kissing again on the couch.  Soon
she stopped kissing him and she motioned for him to stand up.  The camera
person changed the angle and the girl dropped to her knees in front of her
Daddy and looked at his naked cock in front of her face.  She looked at the
camera and smiled and soon she took it in her hands and was jerking it off
like Daddy did the other night.  "She is jerking it like you did Daddy!" I
looked back at the screen and I leaned back on Daddy's chest but this time
I reached down and felt his hard cock under my butt.  He moaned when I
touched him and I moved over a little so I could rub it with my right hand
as we watched the dirty movie.  He liked that and so did I.

   I watched as the young girl opened her mouth and took her Daddy's cock
between her lips and put it inside her mouth.  "Ewwww!  She put it in her
mouth Daddy!"

   "It's okay baby, there is no difference between doing that and doing
what I did to you last time, remember?"

   I thought about it and he was right.  He licked my pussy and she was
just licking his thingy, but different.  I shrugged my shoulders and
returned to the screen.  She bobbed her head back and forth on his cock
taking more and more, soon she was able to take the entire thing.  His cock
was as big as Daddy's and I was shocked that she was able to get it all in
her mouth.  "How does she get it all in her mouth Daddy?"

   "She just relaxes and lets it slide down her throat.  It's not an easy
task but if she tries hard enough it is easy enough."

   "Can I do that Daddy?" I asked.  I was starting to realize my dreams
that while my father was not appropriate by putting us in the position to
take advantage of me and to molest me like he was doing I was definitely a
willing participant.

   "Oh I would really love that Princess, your mother hasn't done that for
me in a very long time.  She thinks it is disgusting.  I want you to try it
and if you also think its gross then you can stop okay?" I stood up and
pulled Daddy's hand and he stood up.  He was naked as well and I knelt down
just like the girl in the movie did in front of her father.  His cock was
already big and hard and I was face to face with it.  I touched it and
wrapped my hands around it and started rubbing it.  "Uhhhhh, yes baby!" he
moaned and I looked up at him a moment before I aimed it at my mouth and
slid it inside.

   I remember the taste of the first cock I ever sucked in my childhood
now. As I dreamt my mind was flooded with memories.  His cock was
flavorless it smelled amazing, but It felt great in my mouth.  I looked up
at him as I put it in my mouth and he closed his eyes and put his hands on
both sides of my head guiding it inside.  I let him guide my head and he
pushed me onto his cock and it hit the back of my throat and I choked.  He
let me pull it out and I coughed and then I looked up at him.

   "See Daddy!  You are too big!" I said.

   "Just relax your throat baby and try to push it in deeper every time and
soon it will get less sensitive.  You'll see.  Is it as gross as your
mother says?"

   "Oh no Daddy, it's neat!" I said and I returned it inside my mouth, he
put his hands back on the sides of my head and I pulled it out and removed
his hands.  "No Daddy, I want to do it!" and he nodded and I grabbed his
cock.  Looking up at him as he watched me suck his cock flooded my mind as
I dreamt with a lot of times I must have sucked his cock.  Suddenly I
remembered sucking his cock in the office, sucking him off in the shower, I
even remembered one time when I snuck into my parent's bed and sucked him
off right next to my mommy.  I sucked on the head of his cock and I put one
of my hands under his big, hairy balls.  I remember thinking how heavy and
full of cum they must have been recalling him cumming on me before.  I
squeezed them and he told me to be careful and not to squeeze them too
tightly.  I sucked his cock deeper into my mouth and I found I could take
over half of it until I felt it hit the back of my throat.  So I focused on
sucking it in and out as fast as I could only that deep.  I stopped looking
up at him and I focused on it.  I put my hands on my Daddy's hips and my
hands were on his butt as I sucked him faster and faster taking as much as
I dared without gagging.

   "Ohhhh baby, yes that's so good, uhhh, I'm gonna cum now baby!" he said
and I looked back up at him and kept on sucking it.  He squeezed his eyes
closed and I felt him shoot in my mouth.  He was all the way inside me when
the first shot hit me and it slid straight down my throat causing me to
choke again as the sticky fluid moved down my throat on its way to my
tummy. I pulled off and coughed again and he took his cock in his hands and
jerked himself off and the second shot hit me in the face, then another on
my neck and another couple all over my chest.  I watched him as he emptied
his balls all over his eight-year-old daughter and I realized how sick and
deprived we were being.  My instinct was to rub it all in just like I did
last time and my father smiled as I did that.  Once we recovered a bit he
scooped up a glob of cum that was on my face and held his finger in front
of me and I sucked it clean.  I loved the flavor of his cum and I remember
thinking all I wanted was more.  Once done Daddy told me to go take a bath,
but this time he followed me into the bath and ran it for me.  Once I was
in the tub he spent plenty of time cleaning me up and he paid special
attention to my little pussy, he rubbed it fast and gently and I came for
the first time by him rubbing me.  He told me later that I would be able to
make myself cum if I rubbed my pussy and focused on the little bump at the
top he called my clitty.  I remembered thinking it was funny, pussy, clitty
I didn't know why my parts were named after kitty cats.

   I woke up.  I was confused.  I mean all I could dream about when I slept
were these depraved acts between my father and I.  I didn't understand why,
even though Bill told me I would start getting flooded with memories as my
repression was lifted.  But that was when I noticed that my heart was
beating faster and I was out of breath.  I was sweating and as I woke up my
pussy was throbbing.  I reached down and my pussy was completely soaked.  I
was turned on.  No, I was really turned on.  I pulled my panties off and
tossed my blanket over and I started rubbing my cunt.  I groaned as I
touched myself and I was so turned on.  I laid there in my bed and I
imagined sucking my father's cock.  I was washed over with a feeling of
dread as I masturbated to the vision of a young girl sucking her father's
cock in the family room when I was only 8.  Thoughts raced through my mind
and I shoved three fingers in and out of my pussy.  I came fast and once I
recovered I laid there panting thinking about what I just did.  I cried.

   Chapter 3

   I cried myself to sleep and when I woke up the next morning to my alarm
clock beeping I got up and took a long shower.  I felt so dirty.  As I
showered I recalled a time when my father and I took a shower together in
my small shower I grew up in.  I was flooded with these memories and
visions of leaning over on the edge of the tub with my daddy shoving his
fingers in and out of my hot little cunt.  I was older then and he had
obviously taken my cherry by then.  I finished my shower and I was shaking
I was so turned on.

   I got dressed and went to class.  It was Monday and I had two classes
that morning then I was supposed to meet Bill off campus for lunch.  I
looked forward to it I had so much to discuss with him.  I got their first
and chose a booth in the back of the restaurant.  He arrived just as our
food did and he smiled and kissed me on the top of the head.  My father
used to do the same thing to me when we were not alone as I was growing up.
I recalled other times when we were alone that he would kiss me on the
mouth.  I grabbed Bill by the back of the neck and kissed him forcefully on
the mouth and slid my tongue into his.  He accepted the kiss and sat down
and was taken back from my aggressive nature of the kiss.

   "Well, well, aren't you frisky?"

   "Yes, I am!" We proceeded to eat and I told him all about my dreams.  I
told him how vivid they were and how realistic they were.  I also told him
about their content and how they had such a profound sexual impact on me.

   "So you masturbated after your dream?"

   "Yes, is that bad?"

   "It's not bad, it's unusual though.  Does the thought of him molesting
you make you aroused when you are awake?"

   "I'm not sure.  I mean I don't think so."

   "Why did you kiss me like that when I sat down here?"

   "I don't know, I mean my father always used to kiss me on top of the
head when I was a girl and I wanted to kiss you differently I guess."

   "I see.  So tell me did you feel weird after you masturbated to the
thought of sucking your father's cock?"

   "Weird how?"

   "Guilty I guess," he said and I thought about it.

   "I never felt guilty about it but I did feel dirty."

   "You have sucked my cock dozens of times, so it wasn't at the thought of
sucking cock, so that's normal.  You felt dirty because the memory of
sucking your father's dick was wrong and you knew it.  Were there any other
memories that have returned so far?"

   I nodded and said, "Yes, I had a vision of my father bending me over in
the shower and fingering me in my shower at the house."

   "When did the vision come to you?"

   "While I was showering."

   "That's good, so they are coming back in context.  Expect more.  Are you
writing them down as I asked?"

   "No, I wrote down the first one, but after the second one I was too
turned on to do it then when I climaxed I cried myself to sleep.  Then
after the one in the shower, I didn't write that one down either."

   "That's okay, it doesn't seem like you are repressing them after you
have them and that is why I asked you to write them down.  Maybe instead
just write down what the dreams were about so we can talk about them if you
need to.  Okay?" I nodded as I sipped my coffee.  He smiled and started to
eat his food.  I wasn't that hungry so I picked at my food until he needed
to go.  He paid for the meal as always and then he stood up, kissed me on
the lips, smiled and walked out the door.  We always left separately.  The
college President could fire him if he found out we were sleeping with each
other.  Not that he would, Bill told me that he was fucking a senior in the
Marketing program so he figured he was pretty safe.

   I drove to the mall, I didn't feel like doing homework and I wanted to
go shopping.  I had a credit card that my father gave me when I went to
school that I always used for buying clothes.  He always paid the bill and
never complained.  I spent a few hours shopping that day and I went home
and just tossed the bags on the couch in my room and laid down on my bed. I
was so tired, I hadn't slept well that night.  I fell asleep and before I
knew it I was back in my father's office again.  Once again we were naked,
my mother was at her rotary meeting and I sat on Daddy's lap watching dirty
movies.  We watched one with a sexy girl, she was on her back with her legs
wrapped around a large black man and the man had a really big dick.  I
remember watching the scene and especially I remembered what it looked like
as he shoved his foot long dick in and out of the pretty girl.  I watched
intensely and my father was rubbing my pussy.  I leaned back and spread
wide for Daddy and soon he was pushing his fingers inside me.  It felt
funny and it hurt.  He was pressing against my hymen, not that I knew what
that was, but I reached down and pulled his hand away.

   "That hurts Daddy!" I said and he pulled one of my legs back further and
started playing with my asshole.  I looked at him and he rubbed it and it
started to feel good.  He used the juice from my pussy to lube his fingers
and pretty soon he slid his index finger inside my ass.  I gasped when he
did that and looked into his eyes as he penetrated my bum for the first
time.  It felt funny but it didn't hurt like it did when he was pushing
against my cherry so I let him do it.  I pulled both of my legs back in a
balancing routine and he held me tight with his left hand and rubbed my
nipples with one hand and he slid a finger from his other hand in and out
of me.  Soon it not only felt nice I started feeling like I wanted more
than just one finger inside me as he fingered it.

   "Oh, Daddy... Yes, that feels amazing." I said and he pulled his finger
out of me and put me on the floor and bent me over in front of him.  I put
my hands on the desk in front of us and didn't even notice the movie had
finished and now it was just Daddy and I entertaining ourselves.  He spread
my legs wider and he pushed down on my back and I arched it giving him
greater access for him to finger my ass.  I watched him as he slid one,
then a second finger inside me.  I gasped when he shoved the second one
inside but I never cried out once.  I loved it.  I put my head down on the
desk and felt his finger fucking my virgin ass and he got on his hands and
knees behind me and removed his fingers and replaced them with his mouth.

   "Oh Gosh, yes Daddy!" I moaned as he started licking my asshole.  I
remember the feeling of him doing it as if I was actually there.  I
remember closing my eyes and feeling his long tongue as he fucked it in and
out of my anus.  It explains a lot now, I love anal sex and I am not
surprised I enjoyed it so much then.

   "Rub your pussy baby, it will make you feel even better!" he said and I
turned my head and nodded and moved a hand to my pussy and began to rub.

   "Uhhh," I moaned as I rubbed myself and then he removed his mouth and
reinserted his fingers and started fucking my ass with his fingers really
hard.  I spread my legs even farther apart and soon I was panting at the
stroke of his fingers.  I was surprised I was getting ready to explode so
quickly, but he fingered me to another orgasm and I loved it.  I trembled
and shook as his fingers and my own brought me to yet another orgasm.  "AH,
ah, uh, uh, yes Daddy!" I cried as I came all over my fingers.

   I awoke from my nap and as soon as I did I reached up and pulled on my
nipples.  I may not have had breasts in my dream at 8, but now at 21 years
old I had nice C cups.  My nipples were hard and I was very turned on by my
dream.  I rolled onto my stomach and pulled my panties aside and rubbed my
cunt.  I was dressed in a short skirt and a white top and I has easy access
to my pussy.  I rubbed and rubbed remembering my first anal experience with
Daddy and I remembered another time when he fucked my ass for the first
time.  It was another night about a week later I supposed, this time it was
light out and we were in my bedroom.  Daddy would occasionally call in sick
to work, Mommy went to work before I went to school so he would send her
off to work and then sneak into my bedroom and wake me up, usually he would
be licking my pussy.  I never remembered these mornings before today but
now they were right there.  I masturbated to the memory and I recalled him
licking my pussy and I had his head in my hands and I bucked my pussy up
and down as he licked my cunny.

   I looked at him while he did it, he told me he really loved it when I
watched him.  I planted my heels in the mattress and ground my pussy all
over his mouth and lips.  He picked me up by the butt and my legs flopped
over and I just loved it.  I started moaning and soon I orgasmed really
fast that morning.  Once he made me cum, he turned me over and laid me on
my tummy.  He laid behind me on his tummy as well and he was licking my bum
again.  I loved it when he licked my pussy but I also loved it when he
licked my ass.  He used his spit to coat my butt all over and then he
climbed up and moved behind me and he pulled me up and positioned me in
front of me on my hands and knees in front of him.

   I looked over my shoulder at him and asked, "Are you going to put it
inside me, Daddy?"

   "Yes baby, it's time you felt my cock fucking you.  Is that alright?" I
nodded and he smiled.  "That's my good girl.  Take Daddy's cock!" he said
and he spits on his hand and lubed the head and pressed it against my butt
hole and I felt him pressing on the entrance.

   "Will it hurt Daddy?" I asked and I looked forward and clenched the
sheets in my hands and closed my eyes and he began to push inside.  "Yes."
Was all he said and he entered me.  When the head pushed inside me, I cried
out.  I have no idea how big he actually was, but to me his cock felt
enormous.

   `Oh God!" I cried out and I pushed my face down and started crying as he
continued pushing it inside me.  I remember feeling like his cock was so
huge and I felt like he was ripping me open but he never stopped pushing. I
felt him get it inside then he stopped and I cried louder.  Then he pulled
out a little bit and then shoved it deeper inside me then he fell on top of
me burying the whole thing straight in my tiny asshole.  "Oh God Daddy stop
it!  It hurts so bad take it out please!" I cried and I remember the scent
of my split open ass filled my nostrils.  Daddy was laying on top of me and
I felt his hairy chest on my back, he kissed me on my left ear and
whispered to me.

   "Oh Baby, your ass is so tight, you're making Daddy feel so good, I
can't stop." He pulled it out then slowly he pushed it all the way back
inside me and I grunted.

   "Uhhh," I looked at him with heavy lidded eyes and he kissed me on the
mouth and slipped his tongue inside again.  I let him.  That was when he
spread his legs wider over my thighs and he laid my legs down straight
between his legs and he pulled my long hair with one hand and used it for
leverage as he slowly fucked his little girl's ass in her bed.  I was being
crushed by his heaviness as he laid on top of me fucking me.  "Oh God,
Daddy, Ohhh you can't, Ohhh Daddy, uhhh, ohhh..." I started moaning and
that was when something else happened.  I remember how it started feeling
good.  I no longer felt as much pain, I guess my body was getting used to
what he was doing to me.  I remembered just then about rubbing my clit.  I
reached down putting my hands under myself and I rubbed my pussy paying
attention to my clitoris.

   Daddy repositioned himself and he got up on his knees and pulled me up
on my knees in front of him.  Once I was up in position, he put his cock
back to the entrance of my asshole and slid inside me again.  It was less
painful this time and being up higher allowed me better access to my pussy.
So I rubbed faster and he grabbed me by the hips and pushed himself back
and forth in and out of my ass.  I looked back at him and saw him, the man
I trusted, the man I loved and he fucked my ass harder and harder.  He
noticed I was getting better now, and he smiled at me and I was getting
prepared to cum.  He fucked me as hard as he could and I had my clit
between my fingers and I closed my eyes.

   "Oh God, Oh Daddy, you're making me cum Daddy!" I said, I remember
saying that to him and he fucked hard and deep and that made me explode on
his huge cock.  "Ahhhhh!" I groaned as he came too, I felt him unloading
inside me, I didn't know he was cumming in me, but I felt the additional
lubrication and I now know it was him cumming inside his little girl.  He
pounded inside me and then collapsed back down on top of me and I felt
crushed again and his cock completely inside me once again.  I closed my
eyes and waited for him to be finished with me and eventually he pulled out
of me and stood up next to the bed.  He was looking at me and I'm sure
enjoying the vision of what he just did to an eight year old.  I felt so
naughty, but I also felt so satisfied.  I laid there panting, trying to
catch my breath.  Daddy gathered his clothes from the floor and walked thru
the door getting one last look at his victory.  I expected Mommy would be
home soon so once I was able to do so, I put on my robe and went to the
bathroom and ran a bath for myself.  I soaked in the tub hoping that it
would make my asshole stop throbbing.  It didn't.

   Back in the reality of the moment, I continued rubbing my pussy as I
recalled the first time Daddy fucked my 8-year-old ass.  I touched my
nipples and they were hard as rocks and I reached down and rubbed my pussy.
I was so confused.  I was remembering more and more about my father and
what he did to me when I was little but the thoughts that raced through my
mind were not ones of anger or abuse.  They were excitement.  They made me
horny.  I laid there in my bed with visions of my father fucking me in the
ass.  I turned over on my hands and knees and continued shoving my fingers
in and out of my pussy hard and fast.  I closed my eyes and imagined that
it was my father fucking me from behind.  I came.

   Chapter 4

   I met bill at his home, he made me dinner and we sat in his living room.
He poured me a glass of wine.  We hadn't spoken about my dreams yet.  I
figured he was waiting to see if I wanted to talk about it and I did.  "I
am remembering more and more about what my father did to me."

   "Oh yeah?  Like what?"

   "I dreamt about my introduction to anal sex."

   "Oh yeah?  How old were you?"

   "Eight!"

   "Holy shit really?" he said almost choking on the wine.

   "Yeah he fucked me when I was pretty young, I told you that." I said
more than a little annoyed.

   "You are correct, I guess it just amazing hearing you say it.  Please
continue," he said and he moved closer to me as we sat facing each other on
the love seat.

   "What's to tell?  He woke me up one morning like he did many times
eating my pussy and then he turned me over and fucked me in the ass!"

   "Did it hurt?"

   "Of course, but it didn't for long.  It turns out I kind of like getting
fucked in the ass..." I said as I reached over and played with his tie.  I
realized only at that moment how much Bill looked like my father.  We
kissed and I ravaged him.  I sucked his cock right there on the sofa
getting on my knees in front of him and sucked the entire length of his
cock easily.  He was not the biggest cock I had ever sucked my I loved it.
I stripped right there and turned around and mounted him facing away from
him and I sat on his cock and fucked him madly.  He was very turned on and
we came together as I bounced up and down on his hard cock.  He filled my
pussy with his spunk and I collapsed on him kissing him as we caught our
breath.

   I stayed the night with him in his gorgeous bedroom.  I liked staying
with him.  I felt safe with him.  As I slept next to him I started dreaming
again.  This time it must have been several years later.  It started as
usual, me sitting on Daddy's lap in the office as we watched a dirty movie
about a young girl who was being seduced by a much older man.  I watched
and was in my nightgown but Daddy reached under my shirt and was playing
with my tits.  Yes, I had breasts so I imagined I was about 11 or
12-years-old.  I remember looking at the mirror in on the wall as we sat
together.  Daddy was very excited as I played with his cock and soon, he
got me off his lap and he turned me around in front of him and reaching
under my night shirt, he pulled it up and over my head.  I stood in front
of my father and I looked down and my A-cup breasts were all big and bumpy.
I pulled on my nipples and he knelt in front of me and while looking into
my eyes, he took my right nipple into his mouth and sucked.

   I pulled him tightly against me as he sucked my breasts and he slid his
hand into my crotch and rubbed my pussy.  I remember his fingers entering
me, my cherry was gone since he had two fingers sliding in and out of me.
Daddy returned to my face and kissed me as he continued finger fucking my
still bald pussy.  I was gasping for air and his fingers really felt great
sliding in and out of my quim.  He returned to his chair and patted on his
lap to coax me up and into position.  I smiled at him and he moaned as I
mounted him and then looked into his eyes and we kissed again.  He busily
guided his cock at the entrance to his daughter's pussy and once I felt the
head of his cock at my hole I lowered myself on his cock and felt him deep
inside me.

   It was definitely not the first time he fucked me.  I started rising and
falling on his cock and we both seemed to like it a lot.  He smiled up at
me as he teased and played with my titties and I raised up a little more
and really started going to town on his big cock.  All that was in my mind
was how good his cock felt and how much I wanted him to cum inside me.  It
was all I could think about.  I fucked and fucked and fucked as we both
headed to another orgasm.  In my dream, I was getting close to cumming.  I
was fucking his cock very fast and very deep.  I was so ready.  Just before
I was about to cum, that was when I woke up.  I was shocked to realize I
was on top of Bill fucking him lying in the bed with him and bouncing up
and down on his dick just like I was dreaming that I was doing with my
father.

   "Oh Fuck!  You are so fucking good!  Fuckin me, yeah, oh fuck!  I'm
cumming Princess!  I'm cumming!  Ahhh!" he moaned and I felt him fill my
hungry little pussy with his cock and his hot, sticky cum.  I kind of
freaked out, he never called me Princess before.  I felt amazing as he came
deep inside me and I was ready for another round.  I was starting to get
off on the thought of being with Daddy.  I never realized it before but I
wanted to fuck him.  I wanted to suck his cock.  I wanted him to shoot it
in me.  I was mixing reality and memories and I think I was beginning to
feel like I wanted to go back and apologize to my father for what I felt
was over reacting when I had my Total Recall.

   The next morning, I told Bill about my dream, even more, I told him that
I woke up fucking him as I was dreaming about fucking my father.  He said
that it was not that unusual.  He told me that abused children would
frequently have difficulties separating the memories that were flooding
back and the reality of where we live every day.  He told me that we should
definitely not be having sex.  I asked him why he called me Princess, he
didn't know.  He said it just fell out of his mouth.  He also recommended
that if I felt like I should go back home and confront my father about the
memories I was having that I should do it.  He said I just need to be
careful since I was being so emotional I was apt to say hurtful things.  I
ended up booking a flight for the next day to go back home.

   I fell asleep on the plane.  It was a redeye and I was exhausted.  Of
course, I dreamt of another interlude with my Daddy.  Daddy took me for ice
cream.  We always did this together without my mother.  He told her it was
our special time with me and he did it for as long as I can remember, every
Sunday after dinner when mom cleaned the dishes he would whisk me away for
our special treat.  This was a day after we had already been with each
other.  We walked towards the ice cream shop and I saw myself in the
reflection of the big glass windows.  I was about 8 or 9-years-old and was
dressed in a cute little pink dress and my long hair was up in twin tails
with big pink bows in them.  Daddy always bought me these cute little girl
dresses and I loved them because they made me feel so pretty.

   We ordered our ice cream and Daddy always watched me as I ate mine.  He
always ordered me a single cone of whatever flavor I wanted and he always
ordered a single scoop of chocolate.  He watched me telling me how sexy I
looked as I licked and sucked the ice cream off the cone.  I realized he
was getting turned on by the way he was sitting.  We finished up and he
made sure I went to the bathroom so I could clean up and once I returned he
was able to leave.  We walked to the car holding hands and we got inside
and Daddy gave me that look.  All girls who are having sex with their Daddy
know the look I am talking about.  It was the look, which indicated to me
that we needed to find a way to have me suck him off.  He drove the car and
we stopped at a little park.  Daddy parked as far as he could from anyone
and turned off the car.

   I unbuckled the seatbelt and asked, "What are we doing here Daddy?" I
said in an innocent tone.

   He unbelted himself and turned towards me smiling.  "I need some relief,
Princess.  You got me all hot and bothered as you ate your ice cream cone
and I need you to suck on Daddy's cock before we get home."

   I smiled at him and nodded saying, "Okay!" I was definitely into the sex
as much as my Daddy was.  I got up on my hands and knees and leaned over
him and I kissed him.  He snuck his tongue into my mouth and we kissed like
that for at least a minute.  I broke the kiss and he unbuckled his pants
and pulled out his cock for me.  I saw it and dove on it taking it as deep
into my hot, mouth as I could.  He moaned as I started sucking it and he
put his hands on my head and started guiding my mouth up and down on his
cock.  I remember thinking how much I liked it when he did that as it made
me take more and more of his cock.  He usually came quicker when he was in
charge of my mouth like he was doing at the time.  I sucked him deep and
soon I tasted his juices as he spewed his seed deep in my mouth.  I
swallowed as fast as I could, we didn't have anything to clean up with so I
didn't want to make a mess.

   Once he was finished, he let go of my pigtails and let me up.  I wiped
my chin and smiled at my father as he buckled up looking around making sure
no one saw anything.  I returned to my seat and used the mirror on the
visor to fix my hair.  It was dark outside so we were pretty safe.  We left
the park and it was then that I saw a friend of mine from school, she was
walking down a path with her father and they were returning from the
bathrooms.  It was Mandy and she was always very quiet and she had a look
of guilt when I saw her and I suspected that something was going on.

   Chapter 5

   I woke up in my seat on the airplane and I was almost laying on top of
the guy next to me.  I opened my eyes and realized I was completely turned
on.  I smiled at him and apologized to him for laying on him and he was not
only not upset he looked like he was enjoying it.  I excused myself to go
to the bathroom and I masturbated in the small, awkward room until I had
another mind blowing orgasm.  I returned to my seat and looked out the
window and thought about Mandy.  Until that day my Daddy took me to the
park and had me suck him off in the family sedan, I never thought much
about Mandy.  She was in my class but she kept with her friends and I kept
with mine.  She was cute.  She had a tiny frame like I did, matching brown
hair that she usually kept up in a ponytail, and she wore glasses but was
not nerdy or awkward.  I started remembering more and more about her and
our friendship.

   As I drove the rental car towards my Family home I remembered the first
day I talked to her.  I saw her at lunch sitting at a table waiting for her
friends.  I sat down with her to say hi, "Hi!  My name is Suzy what's
yours?" I went by Suzy when I was a kid I go by Susan now.

   "Hi Suzy, I'm Amanda but everyone calls me Mandy." We shook hands and
she returned to eating her sandwich.

   "I saw you in the park the other night, you with your Daddy."

   "Uh huh!  Daddy always takes me to the park on Sundays.  It's our
special time," she said.  I liked that she called her special time with her
father the same way we call our special time.

   "Do you live near the park?" I asked.

   "Yeah, we are not far from it at all.  Do you live near there too?"

   "Uh huh," I said as I finished a bit of food.  We became fast friends
and we started spending much more time together.  I remembered her, we went
to grade school together.

   I pulled up to the house and got out.  I grabbed by bag out of the trunk
and headed to the house.  I had already called Daddy telling him I thought
we needed to clear up the air and he was very happy that I decided to come
back.  He opened the door and he walked quickly towards me and hugged me as
I greeted him.  He kissed me on the cheek and grabbed my bag from me and
sat it by the front door as we walked inside.

   "I'm so glad you decided to come back and "Clear the air"," he said air
quoting.  We sat down on the large sofa in the living room and I had a
flashback of myself straddling the tall, leather arm of the couch.  I was
small and I fit on it and I saw Daddy mounting me as he knelt on the floor
behind me and he had his cock in my ass.  I snapped out of it and he saw me
and gave me a curious look.

   "Well, I hadn't remembered anything about our relationship when I was
growing up in a long time," I said.

   "Yeah, I know.  One day after you turned sixteen or so you changed.  You
did not seem as receptive and you never brought up our "special times"
together after that.  I figured that was your way of telling me to stop. 
You were always in charge of the relationship we had and I want you to know
I never ever tried to force you to do anything you didn't want to do." He
said and he put his hand on my knee and looked at me lovingly.

   Another flashback of him putting his hand on my knee just as he did now
and the words echoed in my head as he spoke, "You never have to do anything
you don't want to do.  You can stop at any time and I will understand
Princess.  Do you understand?" I snapped back and smiled at him.  "I know
that now Daddy.  I am remembering more and more about what we did together,
but it's still a little fuzzy." I said and I put my hands on top of his and
rubbed them.

   "How much do you remember?" he asked.

   I remember walking in on you masturbating and I remember you letting me
watch porn on your computer, I remember doing things with you, I remember
you waking me up in the mornings when my mother wasn't home.  When did we
start?  I thought I was about 8-years-old."

   He nodded, "Yeah that sounds about right."

   "Did Mother ever know?"

   "Oh fuck no, she would have killed me.  Are you mad at me still?" He
said and he rubbed his hand on my knee moving higher up on my jeans.  I
gave him a look and he pulled it back down.

   "No, I'm really confused because I remember more and more and none of it
do I remember being forced to do anything.  If anything I loved it because
you made me feel really good and you always made me feel special.  Are you
a pedophile?" I asked and he looked away from me and exhaled deeply.

   "Ouch!  Well, I guess if you look at what I did then yes I am."

   "Have you ever done anything with any other young girls?"

   "You really don't remember do you?" I shook my head.  Don't you remember
having sleepovers with Amanda?"

   "No, not really.  I just had a flashback on the plane of us getting ice
cream and stopping at the park where you had me suck your cock." I said
bluntly and he adjusted in his seat.  Did we do stuff with her?"

   "Yes.  Her and her father.  He was just as into Amanda as I was into
you. You brought her over for a sleepover which was unusual for you.  You
told me that you two started fooling around with each other after you
turned 9 or 10 and that she told you about her and her father's special
relationship.  You told me and it wasn't until your mother's sister got
sick and had to go back to Montana to help her recover from her first bout
with cancer that we were able to do anything about it."

   "Why?"

   "You mother was always here and except for her Rotary club, she never
went anywhere for any length of time.  So when she was gone, you arranged
for her to have a sleepover and you both confronted me on this very sofa
and told me that Amanda wanted to have sex with me.  So we did.  She was
even more adventurous than you were and I liked that about her.  My God, we
fucked so many times that night.  We were all exhausted by the end of the
evening.  We even slept in your mother's and my bed that night."

   "Was there anyone else?"

   "No, you were more than enough for me and Amanda was only here until you
were 12 or so her family ended p moving away.  But I think you were sexual
with several of your friends we just never did anything with anyone but
Amanda." He said and he adjusted in his seat again and I noticed his cock
was hard and he noticed me looking.  He never made a move that night on me.
We sat there together and talked for hours.  It was late and I needed some
sleep.

   I fell asleep right away and I was thinking about what my Daddy said
about me and Mandy as I fell asleep.  I was not surprised when I started
dreaming about her.  In my dream, I was once again about nine and we were
in my bedroom.  It was a sleep over my father eluded to when we talked that
night.  We were in our nighties and laying on my bed.  We were coloring and
I looked over to her and asked, "Have you ever done things with your
Daddy?"

   "What do you mean by things?" she asked looking over her glasses at me.

   "I don't know, like... naughty things?"

   "Naughty things like what?" she retorted.

   "You know... naughty things," I said more exaggeratedly.  We both
giggled and she got serious all of the sudden.  "Well, we have kissed."

   I laughed and said, "We all kiss our father's that doesn't count."

   "It does when we kiss like we do, we aren't supposed to use our tongues
when we kiss." She said and we both giggled again.

   "Ewww, you French kissed your own father?" I said laughing with her.

   "Yeah!  It's awesome!  Have you ever done anything naughty with your
father?" she asked as she closed her coloring book and moved closer as she
lowered her voice to a whisper.

   "Well," I said and I looked back at the door that was closed but not
locked.  "Yeah.  We do lots of naughty things.  Is that what you were doing
with him that night I first saw you at the park?" we giggled uncontrollably
as she revealed an awesome story.

   "Oh yeah, that was my Daddy, he likes to take me to the park and when no
one is looking, he takes me into the bathroom on the far side of the park."

   "What for?"

   "I don't know, I shouldn't say.  He said I should never tell anyone."

   "If you tell me, I'll tell you something naughty we do."

   She smiled big and nodded her head and continued her story.  "Okay, so
he takes me into the men's room.  It's really disgusting.  It's dirty and
dingy and there is only one light bulb that works and it's over the sink.
So he takes me inside the stall that is there and he sits me on the
toilet."

   "Your Daddy likes to see you pee?" I asked and she smiled.

   "Yeah he does, but that's not why we go there.  Anyway, he sits me on
the toilet and he stands in front of me and he pulls out his thing and
makes me put it in my mouth."

   "Ewwww, he makes you suck his cock in the bathroom at the park?"

   Both girls laughed again and she looked at me and said, "I said he puts
his thing in my mouth, you said he makes me suck his cock.  So you suck
your Daddy's cock too?"

   I laughed and got really close to her and said, "Uh huh, all the time!"

   "I knew it!  You guys look like you are doing stuff together.  That's so
fucking funny!" I stopped laughing when she dropped the F word.  She looked
at me and said, "What?"

   I whispered to her, "You said the F word!"

   "OMG, you can suck your Daddy's cock, but saying the F word is where you
draw the line?" listening to her say that made me laugh and she joined in.

   "Okay, that's true." I said, "So go on!"

   "What?  So he makes me suck his cock and I like it!  I think it tastes
so good.  And sometimes he makes a mess and pulls it out and shoots it all
over my face and my tits!" she said as she sat up on the bed and played
with her flat chest and pushed her hands down her chest.

   "We don't have tits!"

   "My Daddy said he loves my tits!  He said that a girl with no tits is
better than an old lady with big, saggy titties!  She said and she was
acting like she had big floppy tits on the bed fooling around.

   "What else do you guys do?" I asked and she dropped back down and
whispered into my ear.  "He licks my pussy!" We both giggled again and we
must have been getting loud because my Daddy came into the room and he told
us to calm down and get quiet.  He said it was already half past ten and we
needed to start getting ready to go to sleep.  We agreed and he closed the
door and she turned back to me and we laughed again.

   "Does your Daddy lick your pussy too?" she asked and I nodded and we
laughed but this time we were quieter.  "You want to know another secret?"
she asked and I nodded and she got close and she said, "You have to keep
this secret.  You can't tell anybody!  Do you pinky promise?" I nodded and
we hooked pinkies and then she got even closer and she whispered, "I want
to lick your pussy..." she said and I looked at her funny and she smiled.
"What's wrong?"

   "But you're a girl!" I said and she laughed again.

   "And your father is your father, but you let him do it.  What?  Don't
you like having your little pussy licked?" she said and she reached down
with her own hand and rubbed her little pussy over her panties.  "Mmmm..."
she moaned and closed her eyes.  I looked at her and she opened her eyes
and looked at me.  "If you like having it licked, I would love to lick
yours.  I always beat off and I love tasting m own pussy juices, I think
pussies taste almost as good as my Daddy's cock.  And I want to taste
yours!" she finished and we were already really close since she was
whispering and she moved in and kissed me on the mouth.  It scared me at
first, her lips were super soft and she tasted like cherry lip gloss.  I
let her kiss me and I closed my eyes and we rolled our tongues all around
the others and soon we were holding each other and kissing in a deep
embrace.

   "Let's get under the covers in case your parents come in again to check
on us, they'll think we are going to sleep!" she said and we both got up
and she jumped under the covers.  I turned the light off and ran to the bed
and jumped in it and climbed under the covers with her.  Once we were next
to each other we hugged and started kissing again.  She was really a good
kisser.  We must have done that for ten minutes, she kissed me and she
rolled me onto my back and she straddled me and she kissed me even harder.
She reached down and felt my pussy over my panties and I moaned when she
did that.  She looked at me and she moved down my body and laid between my
legs.  I spread them for her inviting her into my pussy.

   She moved between my legs and she pulled at my panties and I lifted my
butt off the bed and she had them off in a flash and on the bed next to us.
I was looking at her under the covers and she moved closer and started
licking my pussy lips.

   "Uhhh..." I moaned and she ran her tongue all over my pussy.  I let go
of the sheet and moved my hands down and spread myself open for her like I
do for my father.  She moaned this time and started licking more and deeper
as she tasted my cunny for the first time.

   "OMG, you taste so good Suzy!" she said and I lifted my hips up a little
more and started rubbing my cunny on her mouth.  She moaned as she seemed
to like that too.  I felt like I was going to cum soon and she sped up her
actions and soon she had me bucking out of control and I must have been
making too much noise because she stopped licking me and found my panties
and she reached up and stuffed my panties in my mouth and I let her do it.
She went back to eating me out and soon she made me cum.  I screamed into
the panties she'd shoved into my mouth and was not loud this time.  She
finished licking me and she moved back up my body and she kissed me.  This
time I tasted myself and I smelled and tasted great.  We lay there and she
turned over and cuddled with me side by side and we fell asleep that way.

   Chapter 6

   "Wake up honey, you should get up!" my Daddy said shaking me.  I woke up
and my mind was filled with the dream of me and Mandy making love for the
first time.  I looked up at my father and he was standing over me.  He was
still dressed in his Pajama bottoms and a tee shirt and he looked really
handsome.  "It's almost nine o'clock.  I'm not sure what your plans were
but I figured we could spend some time together.

   I stretched and pressed my breasts out on my night shirt and I noticed
he was staring at my tits.  I felt turned on and my nipples were hard and I
gave Daddy quite a show.  He leaned down and kissed me on the forehead and
rubbed my tummy with his hand and whispered, "I'm so glad you're here." and
he walked out the door and left me to myself.  I took a shower and my mind
was filled with visions of little nine-year-old Mandy under the sheets with
me that night eating my pussy.  I masturbated to the vision of her eating
my pussy and I wanted to remember more about her.  My father made me feel
like I had been a lesbian, or at least bisexual when I was younger but
until last night I never remembered being with another girl.  But now that
I recalled being with Mandy, I was really excited at the thought.

   I came really hard thinking about her and her soft little cherry covered
lips.  I got dressed and did my hair and makeup and I realized when I was
doing it that I was trying to be pretty for my Daddy.  I put on a cute
skirt and a tight top that showed off my boobs and I wore a bra that was
almost a half-cup, the material over my nipples was so thin that any time
they got hard, you could see them thru the thin material of my top. 
"Perfect!" I said and I walked to the kitchen.

   Daddy saw me as he turned around at the counter and his mouth fell open.
"Oh wow Princess, you look amazing.  You have really blossomed into quite a
beautiful young woman."

   I walked over to my father and leaned up to kiss him, and I kissed him
on the lips.  "Thank you, Daddy," I whispered and he looked at me after I
kissed him and I bit my bottom lip and dropped down off my tip toes and
looked down his chest and then back up to his eyes.  My pussy got wet as I
realized I was flirting with him.  That confused me even more but there was
no hiding the way he was making me feel.  I was very turned on by my father
and I wanted to play this out and see where it would go.

   We went shopping and he took me to all of my favorite stores and bought
me whatever I wanted.  Daddy was not rich, but he has been retired for
several years and was able to put me through college at the school I wanted
and he never complained.  He made me put on every outfit that I wanted to
buy and show it off in front of him.  Some of my outfits were kind of
saucy, I felt funny buying this kind of clothes in front of my father, but
he never complained, not even once.  IN fact, I think he kind of liked the
sexier outfits.

   We went to a nice bar after we were done at the mall and had lunch.  "So
tell me something," he began as he took a drink of his beer.  "Why did you
come back home?  I mean, I love that you are here and I will spend as much
time with you as you will allow.  But when you left here after your
mother's funeral I thought I would never see you again.  Then you call me a
week later and tell me you are coming back home to see me.  Color me
confused," he said.

   I looked over at him, "I don't know Daddy.  Like I said before, ever
since I started remembering everything I have been flooded with emotions
and strange feelings.  I want to remember everything.  I have been
protecting myself by forgetting anything my psyche felt that I couldn't
handle anymore.  But now, I want all of those memories back.  It was part
of me and I need to know.  The more we talk about things the more that I
remember.  I had another dream last night about Mandy when we were about
nine and it was amazing to know those memories were just lying dormant
waiting for me to handle them," I said.

   "Did you remember Amanda's father, well step-father I guess," he asked.

   I thought about it for a moment and then shook my head saying, "No, I
don't remember him at all.  I do remember her telling me she sucked his
dick and he ate her pussy but that's about it," I said and Daddy looked
around cautiously around our table knowing I was speaking without candor.
"It's okay Daddy, no one knows us here.  They have no clue I am your
daughter so we are just two adults speaking to each other and not holding
anything back."

   Daddy relaxed a little and finished off his beer and signaled our
waitress for another and the second glass of wine for me.  "Well, he and
Amanda were not as active as we were at that age.  They were only doing
oral sex and at that time you and I had already progressed to anal sex," he
said and then paused as the girl brought us our drinks.  I smiled at her,
she was cute.  She was a little older than I was, blonde with a nice petite
figure.  As she walked away I admired her walking away and her tight jeans
showed off a shapely ass.  Daddy noticed me staring and he smiled and
continued.

   "Her step-father was black.  Are you sure you don't remember him?" I
shook my head no and he continued.  I only ask because he had a big dick
and that war why they were only doing oral sex together.  But when we got
together that first time on a father-daughter weekend you really loved him.
We got together every year for those weekends together do you remember
those at all?" I shook my head no and he continued.  "Well let me tell you
they started about 3 months after you and Amanda became best friends and we
did it every summer until he got a job in D.C.  and they all had to move
away.  But let me tell you, they were "amazing"!" he said and we laughed.

   "I love your "air quotes" Daddy!" I said as I reached across the table
and held his hand in mine.

   He turned his hand over holding mine now and he started rubbing them in
his.  I must admit, my pussy was getting wetter and wetter as we sat in the
dark bar and he told me about our escapades together when I was just
10-years-old.  I leaned closer and he spoke softer continuing.  "We also
tried to get away whenever we could.  Your mother never got suspicious, she
just understood our relationship was stronger than the one she shared with
you."

   We finished our second round of drinks and I squeezed his hands and
said, "I need to pee then I want to go home.  I want you to tell me all
about the first time we had our special weekends with Mandy and her
father," I said.  He waved for the check and by the time I returned he was
ready to leave.  We made the short drive home and when we arrived he
carried all of my shopping bags in and set them on my bed for me upstairs.
I followed him and when he turned around I was standing right in front of
him.  I think I surprised him being right in front of him and I reached up
and put my hands around his neck and I got up on my tiptoes and kissed him.


   "Thank you for taking me shopping Daddy," I said kissing him sweetly.  I
was so turned on but I wanted to hear him tell me about our first weekend
together.  "I need to take a bath Daddy," I said and he started moving
towards the door.  I held him there and wouldn't let him go.  "Where are
you going?"

   "Well, you said you wanted to take a bath.  I am just giving you some
privacy."

   I shook my head from side to side slowly and I kissed him again.  "I
want to take a nice bath in the big bathtub in your bathroom Daddy and I
want you to be in there with me.  I want you to tell me all about our
"father-daughter" weekends while I take a bath.

   "Are you sure Princess?" I nodded and I released him and took his hand
and walked down the long hallway to his bedroom.  We walked into the
bathroom and I turned him around and sat him down on his toilet.  I
suddenly had a flashback of doing that to him a long time ago in this very
bathroom.  I remembered sitting him on the toilet and then getting on my
knees in front of him sucking his cock.  With that memory heating me up,
even more, I turned and started filling the tub, I put some bath oils that
were on the rim of the tub obviously left from my mother and turned around
smiling that he was trying to look up my skirt.

   "I mean there isn't any part of me that you haven't seen before, right
Daddy?"

   He nodded and said, "Yeah, I am intimately familiar with every square
inch of your perfect, little body."

   I looked over my shoulder at him and teased him as I undid my shirt and
shimmied out of it showing him my backside in one of my favorite thongs. 
It was white and virginal.  The thong, not my ass.  I turned around and
unbuttoned my blouse and looked at him as I pulled it off revealing my sexy
bra.  You could see my hard nipples very well now and he exhaled and looked
back up at my face.  I removed the bra, then my panties and I got into the
tub and leaned back all the way and showed off my new, larger breasts to
him.  He obviously liked it and he watched me paying special attention to
my pussy and tits.  I maintained no pussy hair.  I knew he would like that,
but it was for me.  It just feels cleaner.

   I turned over in the tub and was aimed right at him and I said, "So tell
me all about these special weekends you and Mandy's father took your
innocent daughters to."

   Daddy stood up and went to the bedroom and brought the chair at my
mother's makeup table and brought it closer to sit right next to me as I
lounged in the tub and he started telling be the story.  "Well, like I told
you, once you and Amanda became friends, she was very curious.  She started
slowly with me, but she would walk around the house in her short little tee
shirts and panties just like you would do.  Your mother hated that and I
always defended it as innocent and just being comfortable with the family.
But she would always flirt with me when you and your mother weren't around.
She knew I liked little girls and she used her sensuality to her advantage.
Soon whenever you scheduled a sleepover, I made sure that your mother would
have to go out with the girls, or have a meeting the following day or
something that would give us a little time together."

   "She was just as naughty as I was huh Daddy?"

   "No, she was naughtier.  But she was very curious about sex.  She
couldn't take her step-father's dick in her ass like you did mine so she
wanted me to introduce her to ass fucking," he said and I was turned on by
the language.  One time, you two set a time to go to the park by the house,
you know the one." I nodded.  We hit it off.  Bill was really easy to talk
to and we had so much in common.  By that time, he knew that Amanda really
wanted me to fuck her and you really wanted to see his cock.  Amanda told
you all about how big it was and how much she liked sucking it and jerking
him off.  Are you sure none of this rings a bell?" I shook my head no. 
"Too bad.  Well, we decided to convince the wives to let us take the girls
up to a neat little hotel that was up in the mountains.  The cabin we
rented was completely secluded, it had a fireplace and a redwood hot tub in
the back.  We got there first and of course, the first thing you wanted to
do was jump in the Jacuzzi.  You stripped down before I even got our bags
into the room.  Of course, we didn't spend much time dressed those
weekends."

   "Tell me about when Bill and Mandy got there!" I said impatiently.

   He smiled and said, "Well, well aren't you impatient?"

   I turned over showing him my tits and my flat tummy and I ran my hands
up to my breasts and pinched my nipples causing me to moan.  I closed my
eyes and then opened them again and he continued the story.

   "Well, they arrived about an hour later.  We were in the hot tub on the
back porch, we heard them come in and I yelled at them telling them we were
already in the hot tub.

   "Yeah!  It has a hot tub Daddy!" I heard Amanda squeal and she ran out
to the patio and stripped as fast as you did.  Bill put their bags down and
came outside and admired the small yard and the privacy.

   "This could be fun!  Do we have any neighbors?" he asked as he looked at
you and you smiled at him and sat up showing him your flat, white chest.

   "Nope, we are the furthest cabin and no one around for at least 100
yards.  He walked over to the gate and looked over the six-foot tall gate
and shook on it making sure it was locked.  Amanda had already started
climbing into the tub and she moved next to you and your two started
whispering and giggling.

   "Come on Daddy!  Strip and get in here with the rest of us!" Amanda
yelled a little too loudly and he shushed her and walked over to the tub
and took off his clothes.  I have to admit I was rather curious, she talked
about her Daddy's cock all the time and I was curious if it was going to
meet all the hype.  Well it did, he was already getting aroused and hit
hung about 8 inches long and he wasn't even fully hard yet.  He climbed in
and Amanda's hand went right to his cock and she started jerking him off
right next to us.  He looked at me and admired the naked girl he had yet to
see naked yet.  You teased him just as much as Amanda teased me, but this
was the first time he saw you naked, unlike me and Amanda."

   "See?  I told you it was big didn't I?" she said jerking him off right
there next to us and you, I must say you were amazed.  I mean I am not the
biggest man in the world, but soon his cock was over 10 inches long.  You
never took your eyes off it.  "Come on and touch it!" she said aiming it at
you.

   "Can I Daddy?" you asked looking at me but not for long, your eyes went
right back to his dick and you even licked your lips.

   "Sure honey, go ahead and have fun!  We aren't her to play card.  Why
don't you play with Bill and Amanda and I will play too!" I said and I
looked at Bill and he nodded.

   "Will you fuck me in the ass now?" That made us all laugh.

   "No baby, let's save some things for later.  Right now, just come on
over and suck my cock." I said.

   "Yeah!" she yelled quieter and she joined me and the water was pretty
high on me so I had to stand up and present my cock to your friend, but
Bill's cock still had six inches of his meaty cock poking out of the water
so you just started feeling it as you admired its size in your hands.  You
started sucking him and I watched you.  You were having a great time and
soon Amanda was sucking all of my cock into her mouth and down her throat.
She was an excellent cock sucker and I loved watching her suck it.  She
really wanted me to fuck her and she stopped sucking me and she climbed up
and turned around wagging her ass at me.

   "One second," I said and I climbed out of the tub and ran inside.  I
reached into my bag and grabbed the lube I bought for the weekend and I
jogged back and jumped into the tub.  Amanda giggled as she saw me jogging
towards her my cock bobbed up and down in front of me with the motion of
jogging.  She stayed in that position the entire time and her father who
you were sucking off barely noticed I was gone.  I moved closer to your
friend and she pushed her ass back and my cock slid between her ass cheeks
and along the crevice of her ass cheeks.

   "I had to get some lube, it makes it not as painful," I said.

   "Mmmm..." she moaned and I enjoyed the feeling of her rubbing against
me. I opened the lube and squeezed a large portion all over my cock and
jerked it off as I moved it to the center of her tiny asshole and pressed
at the entrance.

   "Uhhh," she moaned as she felt me pressing against her virgin asshole. I
enjoyed her anxiousness.  She was very ready to feel my cock deep inside
her.  She looked over her shoulder and I smiled and she took the lead and
pushed into me.  She was so tiny and so tight, I wasn't sure if she would
be able to get me inside her so I squeezed another glob of the lubrication
in the center of her tiny asshole and returned my cock to her entrance. 
Again she pushed back at me, but this time I slid inside.  "Ohhh God damn!"
she screamed as I entered her.  I looked down and about two of my seven
inches were inside her.

   "Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck it's so big!" she cried and she was no longer
looking at me.  Instead, she was facing forward and her eyes were closed
tight.  Her feet were between my legs and she was kicking them as I pulled
out of her and shoved it back inside.  She was pretty loud and she was
grunting with every stroke.  Uh, uh, uh, uh, oh my God!" she groaned and I
appreciated the lack of neighbors more and more as I fucked this little
8-year-old vixen.  She was taking it pretty well now and I looked over and
Bill was watching me fuck his little step daughter and he looked green with
envy.  Sometimes having a really big dick can me a bad thing." He said and
I nodded at him.

   "Keep going!" I said and I reached down and touched my pussy and started
to masturbate as he continued his sexy story.

   He paused and waited a minute as he prepared to continue.  "Well like I
said, Amanda was really digging it.  She was riding me like a race house
and soon she was fucking me.  I had nothing else to do but stay hard after
a few minutes.  She bounced back and forth on my cock and now she was
looking back at me smiling as she fucked and fucked and fucked.  I wasn't
going to last much longer and soon I knew I would cum.

   "Do you want me to cum in your ass baby?" I asked and she stopped and
pushed me all the way inside her tiny ass.  The sight of my cock completely
buried in her tiny asshole was quite the vision.

   "Uhhh, huhhh," was all she said and I grabbed her narrow hips and
started fucking her with gusto.  "Uh huh, uh huh, oh yeah, I feel it!" she
said as I spurted my first load deep within her bowels.  "I can feel you
cumming!  Ahhhhh!" she groaned and I pumped load after load inside her and
soon she was mewing and I finished my last spurt inside her.  Seeing me
fill her ass with my old man seed must have made him ready to cum too as
Bill moaned and groaned and he started filling your mouth with his cum.  I
think the volume of it surprised you because you pulled it out of your
mouth and he reached down and jerked himself off and shot it all over your
flat, little chest.

   "Oh fuck, yeah cumming all over your little girl's chest, Oh fuck!" he
moaned and you looked at me as he completely covered you with his nasty
cum. You rubbed it all in and smiled.

   "You came a lot Bill!" you said.

   He looked like he was finished with the story but I was so turned on my
him telling it to me that I was masturbating right in front of him.  He
watched me and I spread my les wider and rubbed my pussy.

   "Are you sure you should be doing this in front of me Princess?" he
asked.

   "Oh yes, Daddy.  I have been getting so turned on learning more and more
about all of the nasty things we did together.  And hearing you talk about
it with me and what you did to Mandy, it makes me horny." I said to him and
he dropped to his knees and reached into the tub and replaced my hand with
his.

   "Can I do that for you, Princess?"

   "Oh God, yes!" I moaned and he started rubbing my cunt.  I spread my
legs wider and started grinding on his hand.  "Oh Daddy, you are making me
feel so good!  I'm sorry for freaking out on you when Mommy died." I said
as he shoved a finger inside my pussy making me gasp.  "Ohhh!"

   "Oh, you don't worry about that, you just let me make you feel all
better!" he said as he shoved in a second finger and started really
fingering me.

   "Oh fuck!" I said and I felt ready to cum.  "You are making me cum
Daddy!" I said and I bucked and gasped and prepared to release all of my
ecstasy from my body as my father fingered my pussy.  "Ahhhh!" I moaned as
he sent me over the edge.  I came so hard and I was unsure what to do next.
I mean, here I was and I just practically seduced my father a week after my
mom died.  What a sleaze!  Daddy looked like he was unsure about what he
did and he pulled his hand out of my pussy and dried it off on a towel
hanging on the rack next to me.

   "I'm going to have another drink.  You finish up here and I'll see you
in the living room." He said and I laid in the tub recovering from the best
orgasm of my life.  At least that I can remember....

   Chapter 7

   I finished my bath and I started to think about what we just did.  Deep
down, I know it was wrong.  But way on top, I knew I didn't care and I
liked the feeling of being with Daddy.  After all, I was a consenting adult
and Daddy has done everything you could imagine to me when I was much, much
younger.  I got dressed and I put on some sexy clothes I bought that day
and I put up my hair in pigtails and went back into the living room.  Daddy
was there and he had switched to the hard stuff.  He had the whiskey bottle
on the table with a glass that had ice in it.  He saw me walk into the room
and I guess he liked how I looked because he groaned when he saw me.

   "Oh crap, I am in trouble tonight!" he said and I smiled at him.

   "Oh Daddy, I would never get you into trouble..."

   "I don't know baby.  I mean you look so good, you might make me beg you
to let me fuck you tonight and you are a lot more fertile than you were
when you were younger," he said.

   "Oh Daddy, times have changed.  I'm on the shot, I can't get pregnant
for at least another six months.  But what makes you think we are going to
have sex anyways?" I said as I sat next to him and took his whiskey glass
from his hand and drank everything in the glass.

   "Oh shit, you are my whiskey drinking girl..." he said and he refilled
the glass and I took another drink and drank it all.  I was not a great
drinker but I could hold my own at school.  I was dressed in a pair of
short shorts, black of course and a tiny little white tank top with nothing
underneath anything.  I handed him the glass back and felt it warming me up
from my tummy all the way to my toes.  "What do you want to do now
Princess?"

   I hugged his arm feeling the fast effects of the alcohol and we were
both affected by the drinking earlier at the mall as well.  I just love it
when you call me your Princess Daddy." I said smiling up at me and I
strained for a kiss.  This one was much more appropriate than the ones
earlier.  He kissed me back and I thought about his question and replied,
"I want you to tell me more about the father-daughter weekend with Bill and
Mandy!"

   "You've got it, what else would you like to know?" he asked.

   "What happened after we were done in the hot tub?" I asked as I leaned
closer to him and I put my hand on his chest and ran my fingers through the
hair on his chest that peaked out from under his V-neck tee shirt.  He
watched me doing that when he started more of the story.

   "Well, that was one hell of a night.  I felt so bad for Bill, he never
got to fuck either of you that night, nor that trip."

   "Did he ever get to have sex with me at all?" I asked.

   "Oh yeah," he said waving it off.  He broke in Amanda to fucking the
next year, so the next time we met for our weekend at the cabin.  So he
introduced you to a really big dick when you were about 11-years-old.  You
really liked it after a while.  But I bought you a nice, big dildo about 2
months before we went up that year and you practiced taking a bigger cock
than your father could provide."

   "Oh, tell me about that night!" I said and I felt my pussy heating up
just thinking about it.  I've never been what would be considered a size
queen, but I liked a bigger cock once in a while.  I wondered if the big,
black dildo I have had ever since I could remember was the one he gave me
when I was 11.  "What color was the dildo you got me?"

   "I think it was flash colored or whitish pink.  Why?"

   "Just curious.  Please continue." I said not wanting him to get
distracted.

   "Oh well, we met at the cabin as usual and we started off in the hot tub
again.  You and I wanted to start a tradition of meeting the other
father-daughter couple in the hot tub for a night of fucking and sucking.
They were later than the year before and I believe you were fucking me when
they arrived.  Amanda screamed when she stripped down and got in the tub
with us and you two had become quite the lesbian couple.  You two stood in
the middle of the tub and kissed each other like you both missed the other
very much.  Bill shook my hand and he joined us in the tub and I tossed him
a beer and we watched you two just kissing and feeling each other up in
front of us.  I thought it was great and I had no interest in breaking it
up.  He didn't either and Amanda leaned you back and you looked at me and I
nodded and you let her lift you up as you floated in the water and she put
her mouth on your pussy and started licking.  You really enjoyed her eating
your pussy.  I asked you before and you said it was so different when a
girl licked you as opposed to me or another boy or even Bill.  Not better,
you said, just different.

   So you guys went at it and we drank a few beers watching out 11-year-old
nymphos making love to each other and we sat there with hard ons.  Mine was
hidden under the water, but not Bills.  His cock peaked above the water
line at least 4 or five inches.  I remember Amanda telling me about the
first time he fucked her.  They were home alone and she really, wanted to
feel his cock inside herself but she was afraid to take him in her ass.  So
much to his protest, she convinced him to let her lube him up and try to
see if it would fit inside her.  He was convinced she had no shot to get
his mammoth cock inside her so he let her try.  After all, she was still a
virgin...well, sort of.  What he didn't know was that she had been
masturbating with her hairbrush and she took her own cherry about 3 months
before this attempt.  She straddled his hips and she reached under herself
and squeezed the lubricant all over his cock until he was well lubed.  This
was common for them since she couldn't fuck him she would frequently jerk
him off with lubrication and make him cum.

   She put the apple sized cock at the entrance to her pussy and she
started trying to get it inside her.  He was as hard as ever with just the
possibility of getting his cock inside his step-daughter.  So she tried
again and again and soon she had just the head wedged inside her tight
pussy lips.  Then with his help, Bill reached up and grabbed her at her
shoulders and once she tried to sit down on his cock, he helped and the
head of his huge cock finally penetrated the small child.

   "Oh God!  Daddy it's inside me!" she cried out and she fell on top of
him.  Her still almost flat titties had just the smallest peak of growth,
they were in his face so he started licking them.  She gasped as she got
used to the feeling of her Daddy's cock inside her She straightened up and
looked down at him and she go up on her haunches with her feel on both
sides of his hips and she raised up and fell back on top of him and Bill
continued pulling her down with every stroke.  Soon with her exuberance,
she had about 3 or 4 inches of her daddy's cock inside her.  Bill did not
last very long, he told me later that she was the tightest pussy he had
ever fucked before.  He remembered how tight her mother was, but she was 22
when he fucked her, this little doll was half that age.  He came hard and
long and spewed deeply within her pussy.  She said she loved it.  She said
he came like a gallon and shot it all inside her.

   Soon Amanda made you cum right there in front of us.  We loved it when
you guys played with each other.  I know I always tried to make sure you
two had plenty of "BFF time" as I called it."

   Daddy's use of air quotes made me laugh again, "Oh Daddy, so silly."

   "Anyways, once she finished you off she went to me and straddled me and
started kissing me.  You must have done the same thing because while Amanda
and I were busy fucking each other, I heard what was your first time
mounting his big, fat cock.  I repositioned us so she could fuck me and I
could watch you.  You were squatting over his hips and I could not see his
cock entering you, but he had that view I'm sure.  He said he positioned it
at the entrance to your pussy and he said you told him that you had been
practicing with a fake cock your Daddy gave you.  He said that you were
very determined and he grabbed the lube I left next to him intentionally
and he lubed up his big dick and you did the same thing as Amanda and
started trying to force his cock inside yourself.

   Bill was looking at you as you tried like hell to get his monster cock
inside your 11-year-old pussy.  He told me later that night that when you
finally got it inside, you really got it all the way inside you.  He was
amazed that once he got past the opening you started bouncing up and down
on it grunting like an animal trying to make it fit!  He watched his
daughter do the same thing less than three months prior and he said once
you were fucking him, you had more than half of it in you in record time,
not like with sweet little Amanda it took weeks to get even half of it in
her.  He said you kept looking up at him saying the same word, over and
over but it was only heard by him.

   "What word was it Daddy?"

   "It was "Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!" Then it changed to "Fuck me, Fuck me,
Fuck me!" He said it turned him on so much and while he didn't have to help
you get it inside you like he did Amanda, he started helping you get more
of it in when you started telling him to fuck you.  He said that he was
very worked up by watching his girls playing that once you were fucking him
he came in less than 5 minutes.  He said the sight of it fucking in and out
of your childish pussy was amazing and I hate that I missed it.  But you
girls had minds of your own and you two wanted to be fucked by us as much
as we wanted to fuck you.

   "You know Daddy, I am starting to remember that it was like you just
said."

   "What do you mean Princess?"

   "I mean... When I first remembered that you made me suck your cock in
the office when my mother was away, it was quite a shock.  I mean, I had no
idea.  But the more I remember, the more I realize that I liked it, Daddy,"
I said and my hand was still rubbing his chest but then I moved it down to
the crotch of his sweatpants.  His cock was hard and I played with it
outlining his hard cock thru the thin material of his pants and he sighed
when I did that.  I know it was wrong of you to do those things to me, but
the more I recall, the more I realize that it wasn't so bad Daddy."

   I'm really glad to hear you say that honey.  But you don't need to feel
obligated to do anything with me just because we've done it before." He
said as I rubbed his big cock.  I didn't remember how big it was, but now I
see it and it was pretty nice.  I bet it was seven or eight inches long and
very fat.

   "I don't feel obligated Daddy, not at all.  In fact, I feel
appreciative," I said as I continued rubbing his manhood thru his pants and
soon his he had his head back and his eyes were closed.

   "Oh yeah Princess, it's just like it was before!" he said and he looked
back to me and I looked up at him as I rubbed it.  "Ohhhh," he said again
and I moved off the couch and continued stroking my father's cock in my
hand as I got on my knees between his legs.  He spread his legs wider for
me and I looked up at him.  I'd already crossed the line with him earlier
and here I was on my knees in front of him as I rubbed his cock in my hands
and was about to whip it out and suck it.

   "Can I suck it, Daddy?" I said and he smiled and groaned.

   "Oh yeah, suck Daddy's cock just like you did back when you were younger
Princess!"

   I smiled and I pulled the top of his sweats down and pulled them down
over his cock that tented them out so tremendously.  When I pulled it out
it flopped back against his stomach and he lifted his ass up and that
allowed me to pull them down his hairy thighs and down to his ankles.  I
pulled them over his feet and then he was naked from the waist down and I
moved in closer and I took a big whiff of his manliness and smelled him
from his big, hairy balls all the way up his hard cock and then I kissed
the head.  It was covered with pre-cum and I got my first real look at his
dick.  I loved it.  I moved all the way up and we kissed and I took his
hard cock in my hands and started jerking him off.

   "Oh, fuck!" he groaned as I touched him.  "I need this so bad Princess,"
he said and I remembered him saying that to me a long time ago when I
wasn't in the mood but Mommy was gone.  I broke the kiss we were having and
looked deep into his eyes as I moved down and looked at his cock that was
in my hands.  I wanted it.  I mean, I really wanted it.  I wanted to taste
it in my mouth.  I also wanted to feel him blasting his cum into my mouth.
I looked back into his eyes and I put the tip in my mouth and cleaned off
the cum that gathered in the deep hole of his cock.  I rolled my tongue all
around it and then started bobbing on his cock while I looked into his
eyes.

   "Oh Princess, you remember that I love it when you look at me when you
suck it!" he said and he put his hands on both sides of my head and he
started guiding my head up and down on his delicious cock.  I pulled my
mouth off it and said, "Oh Daddy, I remember this taste.  I remember the
taste of your cock and it's so good." It was true too, I sucked many cocks
in my life.  I mean, I'm not a whore, but I have probably sucked 20 men's
cocks at this point.  But this one, I remembered.  I sucked his dick deeper
into my mouth and I closed my eyes as I felt it hit the back of my throat
making me gag then in my head I remember his words echoing in my mind from
when I was younger.  "Oh look at me baby, look at Daddy when you suck his
cock!" I remembered.  I snapped my eyes open and let my father start
fucking my mouth with his cock.

   I bobbed and he pushed and then there was a release of cum in my mouth.
My father was cumming in my mouth.  He was cumming in my mouth and I loved
it.  I gathered a lot in my mouth and didn't swallow it right away, then he
shot a second load in me and it was just as big as the first one and that
one was huge.  I usually liked to gather it all and show the man who I am
blowing all of his cum then I like to swallow it in front of him as he
watches just like the girls in the movies Daddy use to watch with me.  But
I couldn't do it.  He came so much those two spurts and I started
swallowing.  Then he shot again and again and I couldn't keep up with him
and soon it was leaking down his cock drooling down over his balls.  I
swallowed fast but he just came so much.  I choked a couple times and spit
up the cum I had in my mouth too so when he finished filling his little
girl's mouth with all of that incestuous seed, I pulled up and smiled at
him and I must have been a cummy mess.  I looked down and his cock and
balls were covered in the cum that didn't make it into my tummy, but I went
to work slurping it up and getting all of the cum from his body into my
mouth and down into my stomach.  I looked at him the whole time I did it
too and he really seemed to like that as well.

   I stood up and looked at him as I squeezed my C cup tits in my red silk
teddy that he bought me earlier.  "This is one you bought me today Daddy,
do you like it?"

   "Oh yeah, you are son beautiful."

   "You watched my tits grow from nothing to these big suckers didn't you
Daddy!" I said and I teased him pulling my teddy up showing him my flat
stomach and my matching red panties.  Then I leaned forward and showed him
my delicious cleavage.

   "Yes I did Princess, I watched them start small, they were just
little-swollen nipples the size of a plum and then I remember when they
were growing, you told me how itchy they were and you let me suck on them
when I could put them completely into my mouth.  You always said you loved
it when I had them completely inside my mouth and I sucked hard," he said.

   I mounted my father right there in the same room where I remember as a
child doing my homework on the floor in front of the TV.  I straddled his
hips and I moved my pussy over his still rock hard cock and I rubbed my
pussy down over the top of it.  Feeling my daddy's cock rubbing between my
pussy lips made me feel so fucking naughty.  I mean sucking your father's
cock is one thing but getting ready to fuck him in the family room of the
home you grew up in was quite another.  I leaned forward and he took my
tits in his hands and squeezed them.  I pulled the teddy off and over my
head making my long hair whip down and got it all over his face.  He
laughed when I did that but then he took both tits into his mouth and
lavished them with his tender, sucking kisses one at a time.

   "Oh yes, Daddy suck your little girl's big titties!" I said and I pulled
his face deep into them loving the way he kissed them.  I reached down with
one hand and I grabbed his cock by the root and I used my other hand to
pull my panties over to the other side and I centered his hard cock at the
entrance to my hungry little pussy.  He never stopped licking my tits and I
felt his cock separate my pussy lips and then I sank on his cock.  When he
felt me taking his cock he stopped licking my boobs and he looked down at
his cock and watched it sink into me.  I reached behind me once I felt it
nudged in my cunt and I spread my pussy open a little more and I nudged it
further inside me then I sat a little more and a little more taking 1 to 2
inches at a time until it was buried deep inside me and I felt his balls
resting on my ass below my overstuffed pussy.

   "Oh, Fuck Daddy!  Your cock, it feels fucking good!" I said and I leaned
down and kissed him again.  It was then that I started fucking him.  Yep,
it was me straddling my father's big cock and it was me taking ownership of
his dick.  I looked down at him as I fucked him and I wanted him to know
that he was not taking advantage of his little girl anymore.  Instead, his
daughter was willingly fucking him like the slut that she had become. 
There was no doubt in my mind, I wanted his cock, I wanted him to cum
inside me and make a baby.  I'd never even thought about getting pregnant
and while I knew I was not going to be able to get pregnant tonight due to
my birth control, it was not due to a want or a desire.  I wanted to birth
his daughter and I wanted to teach her how to suck her father's /
grandpop's cock just like I did when I was little.

   The incestuous thoughts racing through my mind were making me bounce on
top of him like a crazed slut.  I put my hands on his broad shoulder and I
fucked him like that for about 15 minutes.  By that time, I was a sweaty
mess and I was laying on his chest and he was fucking me as hard as I was
fucking him.  It was the end that I remembered the most.  He was looking up
at me and I saw a look come over his face.  He was about to cum and he made
this cute little face when he was going to cum.  I remembered it and as I
bounced on top of him I recalled seeing that face many times.  I rode it
deep and he looked at me as if he were about to tell me he was going to cum
and I put my finger over his lips shushing him and I felt him rip another
big load of cum deep into my quim.

   "Uhhh, yes!  Oh fuck, yeah just like that!" he groaned as he filled my
pussy with his lovely load.  I felt his cock shooting it his cum deeper and
deeper into my womb.  I actually could feel it blasting the inner walls of
my cunt making its way to my overly protected eggs that were deep inside
me. I collapsed on top of him and we tried to catch our breath.

   He looked up at me after we were able to get ourselves together a little
bit and I smiled.  "You sure do cum a lot!" I said as he flexed his cock
that was buried deep indie me and I felt it hit part of me I've never felt
before.

   "Uhhh," I groaned and he smiled and we laughed.  If you have never
laughed with a big cock buried inside of you let me say, it feels amazing.
I looked down at him and we kissed again and he looked up at me and I
smiled as I realized his cock was not going down.  "You are amazing Daddy,
your cock just doesn't get soft does it?" He reached over and pulled his
sweat pants closer to us and he reached into the pocket and shook a bottle
of Viagra in my face and laughed.

   "Well, I took two of these when we got back from shopping.  I have to
warn you, the label says if I do not lose the erection after four hours we
may need to seek medical attention!" he said and we both laughed again.

   "Daddy, if you can keep this thing hard for four hours, it's me that's
going to need medical attention, not you!" I said and we laughed again,
then he pulled his cock from inside my pussy and he mounted me from behind
and fucked my ass until I came three more times and he came in my ass!

   Chapter 8

   That night, his cock did actually go down eventually and we both
collapsed and fell asleep in each other's arms.  That night changed
everything for me.  I stayed with Daddy the remainder of the week and
eventually did return to school.  It was my senior year and I knew I had to
finish my studies and get my degree.  It was hard for me to focus since it
seemed like every night I dreamt about my young sex life and it made me so
damn horny.  I didn't tell Bill about what happened when I saw him after
returning, but he said that my lack of sharing with him was not unusual and
if I wanted to share the details with him, I would.  I continued fucking
bill, but now it was different.  Every time we fucked, I was imagining I
was fucking Daddy instead.

   Daddy came up to the school for two long weekends during that last
semester and he made sure to bring the Viagra with him.  We would hold up
in his hotel room and order room service and fuck the entire weekend and I
would return to my dorm room exhausted and happy smelling like cum even
though I showered.

   When I graduated in the end of May, my Daddy was there to watch me
graduate.  I boxed up all of my things and told Bill that I was moving back
home to take care of my father.  Again, he told me that was not that
unusual for me to want to take care of him even though he raped me for so
long.  Daddy had a surprise for me.  He booked us on a cruise to the
Bahamas for two.  We shared a room and we masqueraded as a couple. 
Masquerade would be a bad description.  We were a couple.  No matter how
much I held back and no matter how much I tried not to, I fell in love with
my father that week on the boat.

   We talked about the future, our future and we decided that we should
sell off the house and move to another town and start our life together. 
He had a nice policy on my mother that gave him a million dollars when she
died.  So we did just that and bought a nice home that I could make our
own. When we left the old house, I came down the stairs for the last time
and looked at the old, empty office that was where my first memories of
fucking my Daddy returned to me and changed my life.

   I went out to the car where my father waited for me and I decided now
was the time to tell him.  I got in the car and kissed him and held his
face with my hand on the side of his face and said, "Daddy?"

   "Yes, Princess?"

   "I'm pregnant!" I said and the smile on his face was unforgettable.  We
were about to start our new life together and we would do it as a true
family.  Father, daughter, and Granddaughter.  Well sort of...