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 Raping Maggie

   By

   Big Mess bigmess01atYandexDotCom
Description:
This is a story based on a comedian who recently came out in her 40's
who finally told the world about a close family member who started
molesting her at age 5.  None of the facts are real and everything is
loosely based on nothing but ages of the girl who was raped.  What I read
was so vague I don't even know if the family member was man or woman,
father or uncle.  So I have total freedom to do whatever my creepy mind

wants to do.

   Maggie was born in the US but parents and grandparents are from Korea.
Maggie's grandmother died when she was only 2 and her grandfather moved in
with them soon after.  She loves her grandpa and he frequently is left with
him babysitting her.  She starts her first day of Kindergarten and Grandpa
picks her up and brings her home, only half day school and Grandpa spends
more and more time with her finding more ways to see her undressed and
other ways to touch her and introduce her to the touch of a man.

   Chapter 1 Bath time with Grandpa

   My name is Maggie.  I am in my forties now but my story started when I
was just starting Kindergarten.  My parents both worked and my grandpa
agreed to babysit me when I started school.  He lived with us since my
Grandmother died when I was about two.  I remember very little about my
childhood, my therapist says that's because I am blocking memories and he
hopes that journaling about the events I remember it will unblock other
memories and coping with them will make me better.  I have my concerns
about thinking about it but I figured I would give it a try.

   The first experience I remember was a couple months into Kindergarten.
My grandfather picked me up everyday after school.  It made me feel special
since only some children were picked up.  He picked me up one day and I
remember that I have always had to wear a school uniform even in
Kindergarten.  I was wearing a blue skirt and a white button down top with
black Mary Jane shoes and knee high clean white socks.  My mommy put my
hair up in cute pigtails like she always did.  I can't remember a time very
often during my childhood when my mommy didn't put my hair in pigtails.

   I got in the car and kissed Grandpa like I always did and he said, "I
have a surprise for you Margaret." He called me Margaret sometimes and I
liked it.  It made me feel all grown up.

   "Tell me Grandpa tell me!" I begged him.  I could never stand not
knowing what a surprise was when I was a kid.  Hell, I still can't stand
it.

   "Okay Margaret, but you have to promise me you won't tell your mother!
It has to be our little secret.  Do you promise?" I nodded smiling at him
and crossed my heart.  It was the first time he told me to keep a secret
and again it made me feel even more grown up.  "We are going to get ice
cream."

   "Yeah!  I love you Grandpa thank you!  But why today?" I asked.

   "Because you are my very special girl and I love you!" he replied.  I
really didn't care I was just happy I got to eat some ice cream.  We went
to the ice cream parlor and I remember being very excited as I picked out
my favorite flavor and we sat at a table and I began licking my ice cream
cone.  I always loved eating ice cream on the cone and my Grandpa watched
me lick the cone and eat the cone watching me the entire time.  I used my
tongue to go up and down the sides and I even stuck my tongue in the top of
it making a hole and then using my mouth to eat all the ice cream out of
the hole I made.  I always ate ice cream like that.

   We sat there and I finished most of mine and grandpa already finished
his and was waiting on me to finish.  It was then that he noticed I dropped
some ice cream on my clean white top.  "Oh no, you spilled ice cream on
your shirt Margaret." He said and I was mortified.  I was afraid I blew it
and he would never take me for ice cream ever again.  I started crying. 
"Oh Maggie, it's okay.  We will have to wash your clothes when we get home.
We'll take care of everything you don't worry." He said and I looked at him
with weepy eyes and smiled.

   "Okay Grandpa..." I said and we got up and headed home.  Once there he
took me upstairs to the bathroom and he sat on the toilet and I stood in
front of him waiting for him to say something.  He turned on the bath and
plugged it up and poured in some bubble bath and let the bathtub fill up.

   "Get undressed Margaret, we need to wash your clothes and you might as
well take a bath." He said.  It made sense to me so I started to take off
my clothes.  I removed my top then my skirt and stood in front of him in
only my little white panties that were covered in hearts or something like
that.  He reached over and pulled my panties down and I stepped out of them
as I held onto his shoulder steadying myself.  His head was bent over and
very close to my pussy and he breathed in a long slow breath.  He was
smelling my pussy.  Of course I had no idea that he was doing that but now
I understand.  He was breathing in the smell of my little girl pussy.

   He tested the water and held my hand as he put me into the tub and I sat
down in the water that rested just over the tops of my legs and started
playing in the water.  I really loved bath time.  I could spend hours in
the bath.  Sometimes I played so long the water would get cold.  Grandpa
gathered my clothes and walked downstairs and returned a minute later after
he put them in the washer and started it.

   Grandpa watched me as I played in the bathtub and I liked that he was
watching me.  "Can I wash you?" he asked.  I always hated the cleaning part
of bath time so I happily agreed.  "Okay little one, just stand up and I'll
get you squeaky clean." He said and he gave me his hands and pulled me up
to my feet and I stood in front of him as naked as the day I was born.  I
looked into his eyes and watched as he began washing me.  He had kind, warm
eyes.  I loved looking into them as he rubbed the bar of soap into the wash
cloth.  He got it nice and soapy and once he was ready he rubbed the cloth
up and down my naked arms getting my arm pits nice and clean then moving to
my elbows and my hand on my left arm.

   Once done he did the same thing to my right arm.  He tickled me a little
and I giggled as he rubbed my skin using the wash cloth.  He moved to my
chest and he soaped up the cloth and began rubbing my naked chest.  I
enjoyed the feeling of him washing me and I closed my eyes as he paid
special attention to my little nipples.  He rubbed and squeezed them and
soon he was washing my tummy and I really liked him doing this to me.  He
turned me around and he started washing my back.  He pulled my long black
hair out of the way and over my shoulder so it was in front of me.  I
looked over my shoulder at him and he busily rubbed my back starting at the
top.  I remember it felt really good.  I smiled at him and he moved further
down my back until he reached the top of my ass.  When he reached that he
looked at me kind of asking my permission.  I nodded and he moved down and
began rubbing my butt all around and he even sank the cloth between my butt
cheeks and along the crack of my ass.

   I closed my eyes as he rubbed my little tushy and he smiled back at me
as he continued.  I leaned forward and he continued rubbing me and soon I
was holding onto the wall as he rubbed and caressed my tiny butt.  It felt
really great and I didn't want him to stop.  Soon, he was finished cleaning
my ass and he turned me around again and he smiled at me and said, "Now
it's time for your front again!" I giggled again and he soaped up the wash
cloth and looked at me and asked, "Do you mind if I use my hand instead of
the wash cloth?" I smiled at him but to be honest I didn't see why he even
asked I didn't care.  I nodded my head and he dropped the cloth and it fell
into the bathwater.

   He touched me with his big, soapy hand and he moved it right to my
little cunt and started rubbing it with his hand.  I liked it when he was
cleaning my bum but once he moved his hand to my pussy and started rubbing
me down there in my special spot I really lost it.  I could not believe how
good he made me feel.  I gasped as he rubbed between my pussy lips and I
had no idea why it felt so darn good.  I've touched myself down there all
the time but it never felt pleasant.  When he did it he didn't rub the
outside he moved his fingers between my lips and rubbed them using his
middle finger.  He smiled at me as I tossed my head back and he rubbed my
pussy faster and faster.  I really dug the feeling he was stirring up and I
closed my eyes and let him have his way with me.

   He must have done that for at least five minutes.  It seemed like an
hour but the water never got cold so I knew it was not that long.  He
stopped rubbing my pussy and he turned on the water and used the shower
head, (we had one of those that came off the wall and he sprayed me down
getting all of the soap off me paying more attention to my special spots.
Once I was all clean he turned off the water and unplugged the tub and let
the water began to wash down the drain.  He lifted me out of the tub after
wrapping me up in a big, fluffy towel and he dried me off and I got
dressed. He finished washing my clothes and we never were caught for eating
ice cream and it became a regular naughty.

   Oddly enough, I thought sneaking off for ice cream was naughty but my
Grandpa started giving me baths at least three or four times a week after
that.  I never felt that him giving me baths as bad.  I just assumed that
it was the way adults washed children.  I never complained and he just kept
on doing it.

   Chapter 2 Summertime with Grandpa Graduating Kindergarten

   I graduated from Kindergarten and the school I attended did a graduation
ceremony for the kids in the class and we all dressed in long, flowing silk
gowns that looked just lie the ones in the High School kids would wear.  We
got to keep them and I loved it.  It was big and it was gold and I loved
the way it felt.  The cool satin felt amazing against my skin and I wore it
at him when I was home with Grandpa.  I just loved it.  One day I wanted to
see how it would feel if I wore it with only my little panties on under it.
So I took off the rest of my clothes and I stood there in my bedroom in
front of the mirror.  I smiled, I thought I looked cute just in my little
gold panties.  I grabbed my graduation gown and I pulled it over my head
and let it fall down my body.

   I was right, it felt so good.  The cool satin felt amazing and I zipped
it up and walked down stairs looking for Grandpa.  When I found him he was
in the living room watching TV.  He saw me in my little outfit and he
smiled at me and turned off the TV and said, "Well, if it isn't our little
graduate!"

   I smiled at him and said, "Hi Grampy!" I moved close and I said, "I love
my gown.  It feels so good next to my skin Grandpa."

   He looked at me and said, "The only way you would feel it on your skin
is if you were naked underneath!" I smiled at him and nodded.  "Margaret,
are you only wearing that?  Are you really naked underneath your gown?" I
smiled giving him my cutest little girl smile and I slowly nodded.  He
motioned for me to come to him and I did.  I stood next to him and he ran
his hand up and down my gown feeling my chest under the soft satin.  I
closed my eyes loving him rubbing me and again I loved the feeling of the
gown on my skin as he touched me.  He was feeling more and more forward and
he usually didn't hesitate to touch my special spot and that day was no
different.  He moved his hand to my pussy and rubbed me over the gown
getting his hand right down in my pussy and he started to rub.

   I closed my eyes and he continued rubbing me.  Grandpa picked me up and
put me on the couch and I laid on my back and he rubbed me faster and
concentrated on my little cunt.  I was still way too young to have an
orgasm, I know that today but I didn't even know what one was then.  But he
just loved making me moan and squeal as he touched me.  He would get me all
excited and he loved it when I let him grind on my little pussy.  We
finished playing and he let me up and I got up and ran away.  But before I
did I noticed his pants were all sticking out in front.  I had been
noticing a bulge in front when we played together.  I had no idea what it
was but I knew it was there.  I ran off and went back to my room to play.

   Swimming Lessons

   I loved spending more and more time with him.  We spent a bunch of time
together that summer and I remember that he was determined to teach me how
to swim, my parent didn't care that I used floaties but since we had a pool
he thought I should be able to swim without them.  So every day after lunch
we would change into our swim suits and we spent time in the pool learning
how to swim.  He even bought me special bikinis that he said I could only
wear for our lessons.  They were really tiny and he said that they needed
to be tight on me so I didn't have to worry about keeping it from falling
down.  So he bought ones two sizes too small and I didn't care.  I like the
way they felt tight on my body and the bottoms always showed my little
cunny plain as day.  He could see my lips right thru them.

   When we did our lessons he was teaching me how to float on my own,
teaching me how to kick and swim to him from the edge to him in the middle
of the pool and jump in the pool from the edge and I would land on him
laughing.  We were always touching and his hands were always rubbing and
groping me and we had so much fun.  I loved swimming with Grandpa and the
best thing was that we did it almost every day.

   One day it felt like we swam for hours.  We swam for so long my hands
were all wrinkled and I was really cold.  I remember we went into the house
to dry off and I was all wrapped up in my favorite hello kitty beach towel.
I loved it because it was so big and it was my favorite color which was and
still is pink.  When we finished swimming we always went into my bedroom
and closed the door.  There I would take off my bikini in front of my
Grandpa and we would dry off and get dressed.  That day I was so cold I was
shivering.  Grandpa helped me get out of the wet clothes and I stood in
front of him shivering.  He put his towel on the bed and sat down on it and
I remember him putting me up on his lap and he covered me with my big,
fluffy towel and I gave him a big naked hug and I wrapped my little bare
body completely around him and began to warm up.

   He was very warm and I felt better right away.  But something was poking
me.  I could feel his thing underneath me and I had my legs wrapped around
his waist and I could feel something under me as he held me there on top of
him.  I looked up at him and I asked, "What's poking me Grandpa?"

   He laughed and looked down as I went back to hugging him warming up
quickly.  "Well honey, when Grandpa plays with you he get's excited.  When
a man gets excited his penis or as I call it my cock gets all big and hard
like Grandpa's is right now."

   "Why does it get like that Grandpa?" I asked looking up at him.

   "Well, it does that so he can put it inside a girl.  When a man puts his
cock inside a girl, that's how babies are made." He said and I moved my
little pussy that was sitting right on top of him and I rubbed it back and
forth on his hard cock.  He moaned when I did that so I kept doing it.  I
was rubbing my cunny back and forth, back and forth.

   "Does that mean you want to put your thingy inside me Grandpa?" I asked
looking back up at him.

   "No honey, I'm too big to fit in your little pussy."

   "What's my pussy Grandpa?"

   He reached under the beach towel and touched me down there rubbing my
cunt.  "This is your pussy honey.  The thing I always rub that feels so
good.  That is called your vagina but I call it your pussy." He said and he
rubbed my pussy inserting his finger between my little pussy lips and
started rubbing me.  I ground my pussy on top of his hard cock and he let
go of my pussy with his hand and let me ride him like he was a big old
horsy.

   I was looking up at my Grandpa as I rubbed his lap and he closed his
eyes and moaned.  I guessed that what I was doing felt pretty good so I
kept it up.  "Does this feel good Grandpa?"

   "Uhhhhhh yes sweetie.  It feels really great.  You know how good it
feels when I rub you down there?" I looked up and nodded.  "Grandpa's cock
feels just as good when his cock is rubbed too honey." I smiled knowing I
was making him feel good so I just kept rubbing my little naked cunt back
and forth along his big, hard shaft.  "Ohhhhhhh yeah Maggie, keep that up
and Grandpa is going to cum soon." I looked up into his eyes and had no
clue what he meant but I just kept doing hat I was doing.

   I looked down and hugged him harder and focused on rubbing back and
forth on his lap and all of the sudden I felt Grandpa's body shudder and he
groaned loudly and held me close.  He ground my body into him even closer
as he came in his trunks.  I had no idea what he was doing but looking back
that is what was going on.  I was very confused at the time but I didn't
want to interrupt.  When he finished he pulled me off his lap and I was
warm by then so he dressed me then went to his room like usual and got
dressed himself.

   It must have been the next day and I remember more swimming lessons with
Grandpa.  He was getting much braver touching my pussy all the time.  He
put me in another tiny bikini and I remember us swimming together and he
played with my body a lot that day.  I don't remember as many details that
day about the swimming as I do what he did after our lessons.  I remember
he pulled me out of the pool and I noticed him sticking out in front like
he did.  We went to my bedroom and he closed the door as always.  He put a
towel down on my bed and he sat down and dried me off in my Hello Kitty
towel.  Once I was naked and dry he pulled me closer to him and he just
hugged me.  I remember the feeling of my naked body against his.  His arms
were wrapped around me and I felt safe.

   "Margaret?" He said and I looked up at him.  "I need some relief." He
said and he stood up in front of me and undressed.  He pushed me down to my
knees in front of him and I looked up at him not knowing what he was going
to do.  He grabbed his cock and I watched as he began pulling on his thing
back and forth.  He was jerking himself off in front of me.  I was amazed.
His thing was so big and hard and I watched as he looked at me and he said,
`Drop the towel Maggie.  I need to see your body honey!" I nodded and I
dropped the towel that was around my shoulders at the time and it fell to
the floor.  He pulled me up, I was sitting on my bum and he pulled me up
closer to his cock and I went to my knees.

   I was closer to his cock as he pulled on it jerking it off in front of
me.  He was groaning as he played with it and in another minute he groaned
and looked at me in the eyes and he started spraying cum all over me as I
knelt in front of him.  I had no idea that he was going to do that and I
shielded my eyes as he began spraying the thick, white, ropey fluid all
over my chest and tummy.  Once he was done he dropped to his knees next
time and he rubbed the stuff all over my chest and he rubbed it all in.  I
felt all sticky so he gave me a quick shower to clean up.

   Later that summer I remember another time when my Grandfather did
something else to me that he had never done before.  I was tired that day
and after lunch I went to my room and took a nap.  I woke up from my nap
feeling very funny.  I woke up and I was laying on my back and I felt
really funny.  I felt someone doing things to my little pussy and I had
never felt anything so good before.  I opened my eyes and there was
Grandpa. He was on his belly and he was right between my legs and he had
them spread wide before him and his mouth was on my pussy.

   I was breathing faster and I felt funny tingles way down inside me. 
Deeper than my pussy these were inside my tummy and felt really good.  I
didn't stop him, even though I couldn't even if I wanted to.  I looked at
him and his eyes were closed and he was licking and sucking my little cunny
and I liked watching him do it.  I didn't make many sounds, in fact I was
really quiet.  Occasionally I took a deep breath and he opened his eyes and
looked at me when I did that.  He used his hands to spread my lips wide
open and he shoved his long tongue inside me and to me that felt better
than anything...ever!  I watched him lick and suck mu cunt and soon I felt
something ever funnier.  I felt like I was building to something.  I didn't
understand it but I sure liked the funny feelings in my body and they
started getting stronger in my belly.

   Soon I was gasping for air and I put my hand behind grandpa's head and
started trying to pull him in closer trying to make that long, nasty tongue
go deeper inside my little body.  I looked up at him and I said, "Grandpa?
This...feelsssss.  sooooooo....  Good!" I said and I closed my eyes and he
continued to lick and suck on my pussy and he spread my lips even wider and
in fact he did get his tongue deeper than before.

   "Uh, uh, uhhhhhhhh!" I groaned as I felt something happen.  It was like
a little explosion in my body that spread from my belly to my tummy then to
my head.  I jerked my hips up and down and was bucking them up and down but
he did not stop licking me.  I loved it and soon I was really sleep and he
finished licking me and then closed my legs, covered me up with the sheet
and let me go right back to sleep.

   I had not only had my very first pussy licking but I also had my very
first orgasm.  I was in little girl heaven!

   We spent the remainder of that summer together and he began to really
love "eating my pussy" is what he called it.  I didn't understand it but I
sure did like it.

   Our summer after Kindergarten starts to end

   We were having a wonderful summer just me and my Grandpa.  My mother was
very pregnant at this point she was about give birth to my younger sister.
She would end up having her right before school started.  My Grandpa wanted
to teach me another thing we could do together and I was okay with it.  He
wanted to teach his 6 year old granddaughter how to suck his cock.  I look
back now and I hate my grandfather for stealing my innocence today.  I am
now a lesbian and I hate men and I'm sure most of it was from my incest
relationship with him.  But that summer, I was just fine with it.

   I remember our first time like it was yesterday.  We were swimming as
usual and we came in to dry off.  Grandpa was very frisky with me as usual.
He had groped my little cunny several times and he grabbed me twice and
ground his hard dick into my butt.  I knew he was excited and I was looking
forward to our playtime together after drying off.  He undressed me as
usual and he touched my little pussy rubbing his middle finger as I stood
in front of him smiling.  He smiled and stood up and dropped his trunks and
showed me his hard cock.  I moved closer and took it in my hands and rubbed
it up and down pumping it in my little hands.

   "I want to show you something else Granddaughter." He said as I jerked
off his cock.  I said nothing just smiled and I waited for him to continue.


   "You know how I use my mouth on you and how good it makes you feel
Margaret?" I nodded.  I loved it when he used his mouth to eat my pussy. 
In fact it was the best thing ever!

   "I want to teach you how to do the same thing for me.  Would you like to
do that for me?" Again I nodded.  "Great!" he said nodding gleefully.  He
moved closer to me and he I continued jerking him off.  He watched as I did
so and then he took my hands away from his meat and I looked up at him.  I
was on my knees in front of him and he pulled my head closer and my mouth
was directly in front of his cock.  He said nothing but he just pulled me
closer and I opened my mouth and accepted his cock between my lips.  I had
no choice really.  If I hadn't his dick would have smashed into my mouth. I
laughed as he pushed into my mouth and he smiled down at me.

   "Just open your mouth and suck my cock.  Open your little mouth as wide
as you can and just be careful of your teeth.  Teeth hurt." He said and he
put his hand behind my head and started fucking my mouth.  "Ohhhhhhh..."he
groaned.  I remember looking up at him when he fucked my mouth.  I was open
as wide as I could and his dick was not that big.  So I was able to take it
in my mouth without much trouble.  It was big to me then but looking back
it was probably only 5 inches long and maybe an inch and a half around.  I
was just happy I could suck it for him.  Later he told me my mother used to
suck it for him when she was little just like me, but that my Grandmother
never did it for him.  So it was probably a long time since someone had
sucked it for him.

   I loved making him feel good since he had made me feel good so many
times that summer and all I did was jerk him off and let him cum on my
tummy and flat chest.  He closed his eyes then I felt like he was going to
finish soon.  He always closed his eyes just before he would cum.  Knowing
that when he came he shot that stuff all over me before, I was ready for
him to shoot is in my mouth.  I was not surprised when he grunted loudly
and the first shot hit the back of my mouth.  I choked on it and the second
shot the same way.  My mouth was completely full of Grandpa's dick and his
shooting cum.  I swallowed not because I wanted to but because I had to. 
If not, I would surely choke and die.  So I swallowed twice and then the
third and final big shot went in and I swallowed that one too.

   Grandpa opened his eyes and looked at me as I finished swallowing his
stuff and pulled my mouth off him.  He smiled and stroked my hair as I
smiled up at me and he said, "That was wonderful Maggie." That was the
first time he called me Maggie.  He always called me Margaret but now, it
seemed like he loved me just a little bit more.  "Thank you Granddaughter."
He said and I was shocked by him not doing anything to make me feel good.
He just put his clothes on and left my room.  I realize now that he was
likely feeling guilty about what we did and he had to go deal with his own
demons.

   I got dressed and brought my book into the living room and read until my
mother came home and we prepared dinner for the family.  That day started a
new daily ritual for Grandpa and me until my sister was born and my mother
was home every day.  Once that happened Grandpa and I were not alone and we
could not do anything as ghastly as we did when we were alone.







   Chapter 3 Age 9:

   We spent the next three years doing nothing more together.  But after my
sister was old enough to send to daycare, my mother went back to work and
she did well!  She was making more money than she did before the pregnancy.
When I started the fourth grade Mom was back at work and Grandpa of course
told her he would watch me after school so that she didn't have to pay the
sitter to watch me too.  I remember him picking me up from school on the
first day.  I was very excited and when I climbed in his car, I leaned over
and kissed him on the cheek.  He looked into my eyes and I smiled and sat
in the seat and buckled in.  He drove off and headed home.

   I was very excited and anxious.  I remembered Grandpa and his sex
lessons.  We spent so much time together and her pussy got wet the more
that she thought about spending time with him.  I remember coming home with
him and I was dressed in my school clothes and I went to my room to change.
He followed me like he often did so he could watch me change.  He sat on
the bed and I untied my little tie that was at the top of my shirt and took
it off.  I looked into his eyes and he waited for me to continue.

   "Grandpa?  Can I ask you a question?" I asked.

   "Anything Maggie, you know that." He replied and he held out his hand
and spread his legs and I climbed up on his leg.  He liked me to sit on his
knee and I straddled his leg putting my legs on either side of his leg and
I nestled my pussy right on top of his leg.  He preferred me to sit on his
leg like this especially when we were alone and even more when I wore
skirts.

   Once I was in position I looked up at him and said, "Is it ok that we
are doing stuff together like we do?"

   "What do you mean Margaret?  Do you mean when we spend time together and
do things to make each other feel good?" I nodded.  "Well, yes.  It's okay
that we do it because we are from a country that is not like this country.
See we are Korean.  Korean families do things much differently than
American families do.  We are much closer to each other and Americans are
not."

   "But then why can't I tell Mommy?" I asked.  He told me when we first
began that I could never tell my parents what we did together.  He told me
it would be just our secret.

   "I taught your Mother how to please a man just like I am teaching you.
She still remembers our lessons and I fear that she will get upset.  So I
only want to protect your mother from being jealous.  We had many sweet
moments and I want her to keep those times just between her and me."

   I was confused and Grandpa did nothing to me her understand if it was
okay for me to be doing the things with him or not.  He was getting turned
on being in the same room with me now.  He always did.  We were in my
bedroom as always and I was sad.  He was sitting on the bed and he pulled
me over to him and I wasn't looking at him.  I looked down on the ground as
he touched me and he pulled me close and started kissing me.  Kissing was
still new to me but I liked it.  He kissed my face and I looked up at him
and kissed him on the cheeks and he opened his mouth and kissed me on the
lips.  I opened my mouth and let him explore with his tongue.  I remembered
the first time he kissed me; it grossed me out at first.  But now he kissed
me and it made my tummy flutter and pussy get warm when we did that.

   I was dressed in my school outfit so he pulled my skirt down and off
laying it on the floor.  He also removed my blue vest that I wore over her
white button down top and when it hit the floor he played with my nipples
under the blouse and I closed my eyes and liked him playing with them.  He
reached under the blouse and pulled my white cotton panties down and they
joined the other clothes crumpled on the floor.  He pulled me up onto the
bed with him and I continued kissing him.  I was starting to become a
better kisser now too and he liked it when he shoved his tongue into my
mouth and I sucked on it like it was his cock.  I wrapped my lips around
his long tongue and sucked up and down it bobbing slightly as I sucked it.
He liked that and he groaned.

   I was sitting on his lap with her legs on either side of him and he
moved his hands under her shirt and he rubbed my naked ass.  I moaned as he
found my pussy lips and that made me even more passionate kissing him.  I
cupped his face and moved to the sides of his neck and kissed him sucking
on his ear and down his neck then back up to his face to kiss him on the
mouth again.  He broke the kiss and looked me in the eyes and I was panting
and slightly out of breath by then.

   "Margaret, I want you to suck my cock.  DO you remember how to do that?"
I nodded not wanting to make Grandpa upset with me.  I got off his lap and
he was still dressed; so I got on my knees in front of him and he stood up
and he unbuckled his pants and pulled them down with his underwear and I
saw his big cock waiting for me.  I reached up and put it in my hands and
started playing with it.  "Uhhhhhhhh, yes Maggie, play with it!  I love it
when you touch me Granddaughter!" he said and I smiled up at him.  I liked
it when he called me Granddaughter when we were being naughty and yes I
knew it was being naughty no matter what he said.  But I had no idea how to
change things.  So instead of fighting the problem I gave in to the
problem. I looked up at him and he watched me as I pulled and pumped his
cock in my hands as I knelt in front of him jerking him off.

   He put his hands behind my head urging me to take his cock into my
mouth. This was a signal from him I understood.  I moved my face closer and
smelled his musky scent.  I opened my mouth and sucked him as deep as I
could.  At first I was still only able to take just past the head.  But I
knew I could take more with his help.  I rolled my tongue around and around
his big, dark head and I put my hand on his big balls and sucked about the
first inch after the head in and out of my mouth.

   "Deeper Margaret, suck it deeper!" he commanded.

   "I can't by myself Grandpa, help me!" I said and he put his hands behind
my head and he urged me to take more and more of his big cock into my
mouth. As confused as I was about us being together at the time I really
liked it when he pushed his meaty prick in and out of my mouth.  I just
opened my mouth as wide as I could making sure not to not scrape him with
my teeth.  I looked up at him and he started fucking my face sliding it in
and out slowly and I took all that he was giving me.  The first time he hit
the back of my throat I choked and pulled off his dick and he let me
recover.

   "Just relax your throat little one.  Open wide and when you feel me
touching your throat relax and act like you are swallowing and you won't
choke as much." I looked up at him and nodded.  He started sliding it in
and out again and this time when I felt it pressing against my throat I did
what he said and he was right!  I didn't choke that time and I felt it
pressing against my throat and I did as he said and tried to swallow and it
didn't make me gag.  He must have felt where his cock was because he smiled
and said, "See?"

   I nodded and he pulled back out again then back inside.  The more he
forced it into my mouth the deeper he went and the easier it became to let
him push it deep inside me.  I gagged again and I pulled off him and he sat
down and I moved between his legs and he pulled me right back on top of his
cock and he started pulling me up and down on it again with no hesitation.
I didn't like this position as much but he had so much control over my
mouth he simply pulled me up and down on him and I was taking most of it in
no time.  My pussy was on fire and I reached down and touched my cunny and
it felt so good I moaned and he smiled as he saw I was touching myself as
he fucked my little face.

   It felt good as I played with myself and he had my head in his hands as
he fucked my mouth and doing whatever he wanted with me.  I sucked his cock
deep now and his smile changed.  It was more like a grimace and I remember
that he was simply using my mouth to get himself off at this point.  I was
not enjoying the mouth rape but it was exciting and I liked the feeling of
my touches and my pussy throbbed and felt like it was on fire.  I rubbed my
little, hard clit and I felt like I was going to cum soon.  He pulled me
off his cock and he moved me off the floor and onto the bed.  I was on the
middle of it and he climbed on top of me straddling my stomach and his cock
was over me and he began stroking it as I watched.

   "I'm cumming Margaret, I'm going to cum all over you!" he said and my
school shirt was still on and he pumped his cock over and over and he
looked me in the eyes as I watched him prepare to cum.  I wasn't sure
exactly what I would expect so I just watched.  In less than a minute he
moved closer to me and he began cumming all over my face.  He shot so much
cum it seemed like gallons of it.  Once he covered most of my face and I
had big globs of his stuff in my eyes and nose and he moved down and
continued spurting so much cum all over my clean, white shirt.  I hardly
noticed it because I didn't feel it landing on the shirt and my eyes were
closed since they had cum all over them.  I scooped the sticky cum out of
my eyes and I was able to look at him and he was finished.  He was out of
breath and his cock was getting softer and I looked down at my blouse and
it was simply covered in his sticky cum.

   I looked up at him and he smiled at me and said, "That was really nice
Margaret!"

   I nodded like I always did when he spoke.  It was not that I agreed, but
it was my default action to nod when he spoke to me.  "My shirt is ruined
Grandpa!  Mommy is going to be mad!"

   He looked at me and said, "Not at all, I will wash it.  If it is ruined
I know where I can get more.  We need to make sure you are naked when we
play so this never happens again." He said and of course I nodded again. 
He reached up and took some of the cum that was on my face and he put it on
his finger and then he slid it into my mouth and I sucked it all off and
swallowed it.  He did this with the remainder of his stuff that covered my
face.  He smiled as he did it and I think he really liked feeding me his
stuff.

   I looked at the clock and it was almost 4:30.  My parents would be home
in less than an hour.  I got up and went into the shower and cleaned up and
he went to his room to change his clothes.  Mommy and Daddy came home and I
wanted to tell Mommy what Grandpa was doing to me, but I didn't.  Deep down
I felt it was wrong, but I was really starting to enjoy it.  I'd never
played with myself when he made me suck his cock but it felt good when I
did it and I would definitely do it again.  We ate dinner together and I
smiled at Grandpa knowing we shared such a deep, dark secret.

   Age 11

   Grandpa and I spent the next two years together every day after school.
When he wanted me to suck his cock, I did.  When he wanted to lick my
pussy, he did.  We did almost everything you could imagine together.  Then
when I finished elementary school and I was done with the fifth grade, I
was home with grandpa all summer as usual.  We weren't doing swim lessons
any more, he taught me everything he knew by the first grade.  But that
didn't mean I was not using the swimming pool.  I went out almost every day
and swam and laid out in the sun.  I wore bikinis and while they were not
as skimpy as the ones be bought me when I was younger they were still very
sexy.

   He always watched me from the covered patio.  He sat there in his swim
suit and I knew he loved watching me.  I turned on my back and I put my arm
over my eyes shielding them from the sun.  I could see him looking at me. I
spread my legs wider and I noticed him rubbing his crotch as he admired my
body.  I turned over giving him a likely fantastic view of my ass and I had
no idea what he was doing since I was not facing him anymore.  I fell
asleep and I enjoyed the feeling of the sun on my skin.  I woke up a little
later and I felt a hand on my ass playing with my swim suit as someone
rubbed the outline of my ass.

   I felt his hands rubbing my butt and I kept my eyes closed.  I enjoyed
him touching me even though I knew at this point that we should not be
playing these games with each other.  I had a friend at school and we
confided in each other; she had been getting fucked by her dad and her big
brother since she was about 8 years old.  I told her about Grandpa using me
since Kindergarten and she was just as shocked as I was about her
experiences.  We talked about it all the way home on the bus one day and as
disgusting as it was to hear about her abuse, when Grandpa had me suck him
off that day after school I imagined that my friend and her Daddy were in
the room with us and he molested her as my Grandpa molested me.  I guess
what I am saying is that I enjoyed it.  No, I not only enjoyed it, I craved
it.  There were nights when I was in bed alone at night and I could not
stop thinking about sex.  So much that I fantasized about my Grandfather
not only eating my cunt but fucking me too.  I decided already that this
summer I wanted Grandpa to fuck me and take my cherry.

   I moaned as he rubbed my ass and I spread my legs wider for him and his
hands moved from my ass down to my pussy.  Oh that was just what I needed
right now.  My eyes remained closed and I felt his hands rubbing my cunny
and the feeling of debauchery and disgust swept over my mind.

   I knew I should stop my Grandpa from touching me.  But I didn't want him
to stop.  I was the one who saw him on the patio watching me and it was me
who was turning over showing him my body almost egging him on and begging
for him to come to me as I laid out on the chair by the pool.  I was just
as naughty as he was and even though I was not the adult in this
relationship at the point where I was 11, I was aware enough to stop him.
But I wasn't stopping anything.

   I felt him rubbing my pussy and I changed my position.  I got up on my
hands and knees jutting my tiny ass up in the air.  I kept my eyes closed
though and I felt him reach up and pull my bikini bottoms down over my butt
and he stopped when they were halfway down my thighs.  Once in place he
rubbed and touched my pussy and rubbed his fingers along my pussy crack.

   "Uhhhhh." I groaned as he rubbed my pussy crack making me feel so good.
I was already so excited that I let him rub me up and down and soon I was
about to cum.  I grunted quietly as he rubbed me and then all of the sudden
I climaxed under his touching.  "Ohhhhhhh yes!" I cried out as quietly as I
could and I came, shaking and convulsing.  Once I was finished with my
orgasm, I looked over my shoulder and I gasped.  I was not expecting what I
saw.  I saw that it was my father that was touching me and not my
grandfather.  I turned over and pulled my swim suit up and looked at him.

   "It's okay honey.  I know you weren't expecting it to be me, but your
granddad told me you are doing really well in your lessons and he says you
are about ready to have sex now daughter.  Is that true?" he asked.

   Again, I did not know what to say to him.  My own father was touching me
and he just pulled down my swimsuit and touched me until I came.  I
couldn't say anything.  I wanted to.  I wanted to tell him that it wasn't
right to touch me like he just did.  I wanted to slap his face.  I
wanted... Who am I kidding he was right, I wanted him to fuck me.

   "Yes Daddy!" I said and I looked away when I said it and saw Grandpa
watching us from his seat in the shade.  He was smiling.

   "Okay sweetheart.  Let's go inside so we can do this the right way." He
said and he stood up and held out his pussy coated hands for me and I used
them to pull myself up.  We walked past Grandpa and into the house where he
had already laid down a large white sheet on the floor in the living room.
No one else was home and obviously no one else was expected any time soon.
Grandpa was never this brazen to do things with me in the living room.  He
moved me to the middle of the sheet and he turned me around to face him and
he leaned down and kissed me on the lips.  It was a sweet kiss.  Nothing
unusual just a peck really.  But then he kissed me a second time and this
time his lips lingered and he pushed his tongue into my mouth and I opened
my lips and accepted his tongue.  I kissed him back the best way I knew
how. I wanted him to know how much I had learned from my years of
"training" with his father.

   We kissed like that for a moment and he ran his hands down my body and
he touched my breasts and the other hand rode down to my ass and he played
with that too.  I hugged him tight and he ravaged me and I loved it.

   He broke the kiss and he smiled down at me and said, "Your grandfather
tells me you have learned how to please a man." I looked in his eyes and
smiled sweetly and nodded.  "Yes?  Can you show me what you have learned my
daughter?" I could not stop smiling.  I nodded again and I dropped to my
knees in front of my daddy who was wearing shorts and a polo shirt.  I
dropped in front of him and he smiled and I unbuttoned the top button and
slowly unzipped the zipper and pulled it all the way down and once they
were loose I pulled them down his hips and they fell to his feet.  He
stepped out of them and kicked them out of the way.  He wore boxers and I
reached inside and touched his manhood.

   I had butterflies in my stomach as I touched my father for the very
first time sexually.  I knew that this moment was huge.  I would never look
at my father the same way again.  I knew our relationship would never be
the innocent one it was before.  I fished his cock out of his boxers and
pulled it out.  It was slightly larger than Grandpa's cock.  Maybe an inch
longer and half an inch wider.  I smiled up at my father and pumped it in
my hands as I admired it.

   "It's beautiful Daddy!" I said and I pulled his boxers down the sides
and he shimmied out of them and they joined his shorts.  He looked me in
the eyes and pulled me closer and I opened my mouth and took his cock into
my mouth making him groan.

   "Ohhhhhh yes Margaret.  Put my cock in your mouth.  Ohhhhhhh yes it
feels so good." He said looking at me and pulling me deeper on his meat and
soon I was sucking his entire cock in my mouth just like I did for Grandpa.
I had it completely stuffed in my mouth and my nose was tickled by his
curly hair at the base of his penis.  I choked and took it out of my mouth
and looked up at him capturing the head of his cock in my hand and I moved
down and took a long look at his balls.  His balls were not as big as
Grandpa's are, but they were not as hairy.  I took one in my mouth and
gently sucked on it not trying to get it in my mouth just to suck on it and
run my tongue all around them making him feel good.

   I returned to the cock and sucked it into my mouth and bobbed up and
down on it.  I think it had been a long time since he had his cock sucked.
Either that or seeing his 11 year old daughter sucking his cock was so hot
for him he just couldn't stand it.  He came in my mouth after just another
minute of my assault on his dick.  I wanted to show him how I was a big
girl so I swallowed it all and took it straight to my tummy and never
spilled a drop.  Once I was finished taking his load he looked down at me
and I pulled off his cock and looked up at him rubbing his penis on my
face.

   "Did you like that Daddy?" I asked using my hands to keep playing with
his manhood hoping he was not finished.

   "Oh yes Maggie, I loved it.  Your grandfather was right, you are a very
good girl.  He has done a good job training you and getting you ready for
me." He said and he looked over at the sofa where Grandpa had come in and
was sitting and watching us in the middle of the big room.  Are you sure
you are ready for me to make love to you Maggie?  I know you understand the
first time will hurt, but only in the beginning.  Once your maidenhead is
gone you will be able to do it any time you want and we will be able to
take your training farther.  Are you ready daughter?"

   "Yes Daddy!" I said and he put out a hand and pulled me up and he
dropped to his knees and undressed me.  First was my top, he took it off
and took a good hard look at my developing breasts.  At 11, I was only
starting to develop.  I had a small mound on my breasts about the size of a
large olive at that time.  It was all nipple and they itched like crazy. 
My Mother made me wear a training bra, she said the bra would help them
develop normally and not to scratch them too much even when they itched.

   He took one in his mouth and sucked it and that felt better than
anything.  I pulled his head closer and he rolled his tongue all around my
little titty bump and I threw my head back and groaned in passion.  He did
the same thing with the other one and got a similar reaction from me. 
After a few minutes of licking my titties he stopped and looked up at me
and said, "I only wish I could have seen your mother develop like this. 
But I will take the next best thing, watching you turn into a woman is
almost as good." He said and returned to sucking my little tits.

   "Uhhhhh yes Daddy!  That feels so good." I groaned and he stopped and
removed the rest of my clothes pulling my bikini bottoms down and I stepped
out of them.  I was sure he was going to fuck me now.  I know I just sucked
him until he came, but I figured he did that so he did not cum as fast as
he might have if he went right after me and fucked me first.  He laid me
down on the clean white sheet that as on the carpet to catch the blood. 
Grandpa told me that not only would I hurt but I might bleed too when I was
fucked for the first time.  I laid down and he laid on top of me bracing
himself with his arms on my sides looking into my eyes as he lined up his
cock with my pussy.  The butterflies were going crazy in my tummy.  Daddy
didn't go right after me trying to fuck me right away.  I hoped he would
have licked my pussy but he didn't.  Instead he lined up his penis and he
started rubbing my pussy with his cock sliding it up and down my crevice.
My bald pussy was already wet and he was separating my lips just a little
getting the length of his cock along my crack.  It felt really good and he
was making me even wetter than I was before.  It was also coating his cock
with my juices as he prepared to mount me.

   I put my hands around his neck and he was looking down at our union and
he pushed harder really getting his cock between my swollen pussy lips.  It
looked really cool sawing between my lips like that.  Daddy looked back up
at me and he asked me, ""Are you ready to become a woman daughter?" I
nodded and he reached down with one hand and guided his cock to the hole in
my cunt and pushed.  It was just at the entrance and his hand returned and
he was now nestled between my lips.  I was ready but I was scared to death.
He gave me one last nod, I nodded back and he pushed.

   "Owwwwwwww!" Oh God it hurts Daddy!" I cried as he shoved the entire
length of his six inch cock into my unused pussy.  I started crying and
father collapsed on top of me and started kissing me on the face in slow
soothing motions.

   "Shhhhhhh baby, shhhhhh it will feel better soon I promise.  I felt
something dripping down my asshole and I knew it was blood.  He waited a
few more minutes and then when he started moving his cock in and out of my
pussy that was still hurting so much.

   I turned my head to the side and looked away as he pumped his cock in
and out of me.  It hurt very much but the more he did it the less it hurt.
Pretty soon he was pumping it faster and the juices in myself really
started flowing mixing with the blood and it felt nice.  I looked back at
Daddy and he smiled at me as he fucked me harder now.

   "Is that better now daughter?" he said.  I nodded and he moved in closer
to my cunny and I spread my legs wider for him and he fucked me deeper and
I wrapped my legs around his body as he sank completely into me and I
started liking it more and more.  Father looked like Grandpa did when he
was about to release his load and I assumed he was going to cum soon.  "Oh
yes, yes I am going to fill you up now baby.  Are you ready for cum
daughter?" I nodded and he started squirting his cum deep inside my pussy
soaking me with his juices.  I was too small to keep it all and I felt the
extra stuff leak out of me and join the puddle of blood that ran down my
asshole.  We were both out of breath and he continued pumping his load into
me until he was completely spent.

   I was so happy that I was no longer a virgin but again I was torn that
it was my father that was molesting me.  I knew that day would change
everything once again.  I was smart enough to know that my mother knew what
was going on with my Grandfather, my father and me.  I even went to her and
told her that they were both fucking me and forcing me to suck their cocks
whenever they wanted me to.  She told me they were just doing what was the
"Family Way" for their family and I just needed to appreciate what they
were doing for me as many American girls do not get the kind of attention
from her family as I did.  I spent that summer sucking and fucking my
father and Grandpa until it was the beginning of school.

   That was when I realized that my little sister was starting Kindergarten
this year...
   The End