Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Patty's Diary By Big Mess Codes: Mg, solo, oral, anal Dear Diary, My Mommy gave you to me and she said I was getting older and I might like having someone to talk to. She said it was private and mine, you have a lock and I will be sure to hide it so no one will read what I tell you. A little about me, I'm 9-years-old and I have light brown hair that comes to my shoulders and I wear bangs cause I can't stand hair in my eyes. Okay that's all for now! Dear Diary, Sorry, it's been a week since I wrote in you but I hid the key so good I couldn't find it until this morning; that was dumb. I wanted to tall you about my summer vacation. Every year since I was six my mommy sends me to my Grandma's house for the summer. This year my Uncle and I did stuff together. It started by him just touching me in his room then he made me feel really funny and he taught me how to cum. Then he taught me how to suck his cock (he told me to call it that). Then he used his mouth on me too and then just before I left to come back home we had sex! It hurt so bad at first but then it felt better than anything. He actually came in me once then he wouldn't stop fucking me and he came again but I asked him to cum in my mouth because I liked the taste of his cum so much. Is that bad? Am I a slut? I don't know. I do know I was sore for about a week after that. My little pussy (he told me to call it that too) hurt so badly. TTFN! Dear Diary, I think I might be a slut. I know that sounds weird but after I finished telling you about what my Uncle and I did this summer I laid down and I tried to go to sleep. My mind was filled with images of my 16-year-old Uncle and his cock and thoughts of him licking my pussy and fucking me and I couldn't sleep. I slipped my hand inside my panties and felt my pussy and it was really hot and leaking. I touched myself Diary and I liked it. I started playing with my pussy and soon I slid a finger inside myself and it felt so good. I pushed a second finger inside myself and tossed the sheets off me and pulled my nightgown up high so I could see my pussy and watch my fingers going in and out of it. I rubbed my little clitty bump and that sent me into a really good orgasm. I came really hard and then I pulled my hand out of my panties and climbed back under the covers and finally was able to get to sleep. Then I did something that was really naughty. My hand was covered in my own pussy juices. I smelled it and it didn't smell too bad. I licked one of my fingers and I remembered Uncle Mark telling me how good my pussy juice was and so I tasted it. Oh my Diary he was right! I taste so good down there. I licked up all that was covering my fingers then I went down for more in my cunny(that's what I like to call her). I dipped my fingers back into my cunny then sucked the juices off then as I fucked my other hand in and out of me. It was so cool! I've never done that to myself before but it sure felt good. I think I will do it again. Dear Diary, Guess what? Mommy has a new boyfriend! He moved in this weekend and he's really nice. Mommy said that they have been working together for a while and they are in love. I really miss my daddy but Bill seems to like me and he's so nice. He took me to get ice cream today and told me not to tell Mommy and it would be our little secret. I like secrets... Dear Diary, I got a letter from my Uncle Mark today. It was so sweet; he wants to be my pen pal. He talked about how special I am and how much he loved me and how he can't wait until next summer to see me again. He asked me to take some pictures with Mom's Polaroid and send them to him and tell him all about starting the 4th grade and school and other things. I took some pictures with Mom's camera and I was naughty Diary. One of them was of me in the bathroom and I only had on my panties. It was kind of hard to be in the picture and take it too but after a few tries I finally got it. I put it in the mail and I can't wait for him to see it. Dear Diary, I am so naughty. I laid in my bed last night after telling you about the letter from my Uncle and I got so horny again. I didn't even hesitate but this time I just took off my panties and started playing with myself again. My fingers felt so good rubbing up and down my little bald pussy and I fingered myself shoving two and then three fingers inside me then tasting my cunny again all the while. But I needed more Diary. I needed something inside me like my Uncle's cock. I looked around my room and I saw my hairbrush on my dresser and I got a funny feeling in my tummy as I thought about sticking it in my pussy. I ran to the dresser and grabbed it and jumped back on my bed. I looked at the brush and it was really long and the handle was longer than my hand and round like a cock. I'd brushed my hair with that brush for years and now I was laying in my bed with it and I was about to put it in my pussy. I stripped off my nightgown and tossed it next to my panties on the floor. I rubbed my hands up and down my body feeling my nipples. They were really hard and I always like it when I play with them when they are hard like that. I moved my hands down my tummy and rubbed my pussy with my fingers and I dipped my middle finger inside me and I was soaking wet. I reached for my hairbrush and I put it at the hole of my pussy and I pushed it in. It felt good but it was so big. I have not had anything other than my fingers in me since my Uncle and I had sex. I started moving it in and out of my pussy and I closed my eyes and started fucking myself with it. After a few minutes I started feeling like I was going to cum. I opened my eyes and looked down at the naughty site and watched as I pumped the brush handle in and out fucking about 4 or 5 inches in and out of my cunny. I felt an orgasm building inside me and I fucked the handle faster and faster until what was building up exploded and I came really hard and I moaned as I came two times not stopping with the brush and I made myself cum the second time. I was kind of loud and I hoped that my Mom or Bill heard me. I need to be quieter. TTFN Dear Diary, Oh boy, I think I might have done it this time Diary. Bill and I were going out for ice cream again and he asked me about the other night when I was in my room and I came fucking my cunny with my brush. He told me he was laying in mommy's room and he heard funny sounds coming from my room. He asked me what I was doing and I told him nothing! I was so embarrassed but he was really nice about it. He told me how he walked out of his room and listened at the door and he said he recognized the sounds and it sounded like I was playing with myself (he called it a really long name that starts with an m). He asked me if that was what I was doing. I was so embarrassed and he saw that too. He told me that it was normal and he wouldn't tell my mother anything that it would be our secret. I like him a lot and he always sneaks me off to get ice cream and he buys me stuff too. He bought me new underwear the other day and it was so cool. They were not the kind of underwear I usually wore these were silky and really soft. But he told me those were for big girls and he told me not to tell mommy about it. He also told me that when they get dirty since Mommy does my laundry that I should put them in a little bag in my closet when they were dirty and he would get them and wash them so Mommy wouldn't find out. I like Bill. Dear Diary, I was so excited today I got another letter from Uncle Mark! He told me how much he missed me and he said he really loved the pictures I sent him especially the one in the bathroom. He also asked me if I would write him and tell him about the naughty things I am doing. I don't know how he knows I am such a naughty slut but I think he does. He also wrote on to tell me how he is beating himself off every night thinking about me and looking at my dirty picture and cumming all over himself. He said he wished I lived closer and he asked me to take more pictures and send them to him. I went to my Mom's closet and got out the camera before she or Bill got home and I was sad to find out that the Polaroid was out of film. I looked all over and I stumbled on something in the closet I wasn't expecting. I found the little bag I left in my closet with my dirty panties. I'd thought he put them back in my room so I figured he'd washed them for me but here they were. I pulled them out and the one on top felt funny. There was something all over the panties and they were kind of crunchy. I'm not sure but it looks like he jerked off and came all over them. I am going to ask him about it. Dear Diary, Bill took me out for ice cream again and I asked him about the panties in his closet. He didn't get mad, but he was kind of embarrassed. He told me that he was about to put them in the washer like he promised and he took them out and he said that he pulled out one of the panties and they looked odd and they looked like they were covered in cum. He actually called it cum. I never blinked by him calling it what it was and I told him that I loved the way they felt when I wore them and since they were satin they felt really good when I rubbed my pussy over them and once I did that and I came like three times in those panties and I never even thought about him seeing them like that. I figured he would just wash them like he said. I asked him what he did with the panties and he told me that he looked at them and he knew what it was and he smelled them and he said he could smell my pussy juices in the panties. He said that really turned him on and he got a hard on. He asked me if I knew what that is and I nodded. He said we should continue this in the car he didn't want anyone to hear us talking so candidly. We got in the car and we turned in the seats to face each other and he continued. He told me that he got a hard on by smelling my cum covered panties so he took off his clothes right there in my Mother's bedroom and he laid on the bed naked and he said he jerked off using my dirty panties and he did that until he came all over them. He used them to clean himself up and then put them back in the bag. He said he was thinking about me the whole time he jerked himself off and that surprised me. I mean he's sleeping with my Mother and he was laying on her bed thinking of me and beating off with my panties. My pussy got wet as we talked about what he did. I didn't say anything and he looked at me and asked if I was okay. I said I was but I didn't know what to say. He asked if I wanted to keep talking and I said yes. I asked him if he always liked girls my age and he said no. He told me he has never seen a girl that was sexy like I was. His compliment made me feel so good about myself. I must have blushed because he knew it. He asked me how come I knew so much about sex and I told him about the summer and how much I liked playing with my Uncle and how good it felt. I also told him how much I loved sucking his cock and how much I liked the taste of my Uncle's cum. Bill had to adjust in his seat and I looked down and saw that he had a big old hard on talking to me and he noticed me looking at it. It was a Saturday and he told me that we could spend the day together and just talk or we could do something else. He asked me what I wanted to do and I told him that Uncle Mark asked me for more naughty pictures of myself but we needed more film. He said we could stop by the store and he would get more film and he would take pictures of me that I could send to my Uncle but he wanted to keep some of them for himself. I agreed and I understood that it meant that Bill was going to see me naked and I was okay with that. We drove off and I got another good look at his cock in his shorts and it looked nice. When he got back in the car carrying the bag I was having second thoughts. I told him I was nervous that he would tell my mother the things I told him and she would be angry. He told me he would never tell Mommy anything and I had to promise that I would never tell anyone any of our secret stuff would do. I agreed but I knew I would tell Uncle Mark but I would tell him that Bill was a teacher or something. When we got to the house he went into the bedroom and called my mommy and made sure her plans hadn't changed. He told her he was going to take me to the park or the movies or something while she was at work and not to worry. When he came into my room he closed and locked the door and loaded the camera and got it ready. I looked at him and knew it was now or never. I started taking off my clothes and he sat on my bed and watched me. I removed my top and then my skirt and I stood in front of me in just my panties Bill bought for me. They were satin and red and very loose on me. He had me pull up the panties crushing the soft materials on my pussy giving him a nice shot of my puffy lips tight against the panties. I was getting horny as Bill and I were progressing. I was so excited and I was ready to get some pictures. He started clicking the camera taking pictures of me in my panties, from the front, from the back looking over my shoulder, he had me get up on the bed and on my hands and knees then he had me take off my panties. He had me get on my back and he had me spread open my pussy "for the camera" and he said my Uncle was really going to like these pictures. Once he was out of film he stood there and we put all of the pictures on the bed and we started looking at them. Never once did I get dressed again I was doing all of this naked. After a few minutes I was looking at his cock straining in his shorts and I asked him if he needed some relief. He asked me what I meant. I told him I could jerk him off and his eyes lit up. He was all for it but he wanted to make sure I was OK with it. I told him I was and it was no big deal after all it was just a hand job after all. He agreed and he stood up and removed his shorts and pulled down his underwear. He turned and stood in front of me and I looked at his cock. It was beautiful and I reached out and touched it. It was big. I mean really big. He was even bigger than Uncle Mark. It must have been so hard because once I touched it he groaned and I started jerking it off as I sat on the bed. I stood up and jerked him off and I leaned closer and he kissed me. He is a great kisser and we kissed for at least a minute. When I stopped kissing him I looked down at his big old cock as I was jerking him off and he had some cum at the top of it starting to drool out. I decided to drop to my knees in front of him and my face was perfect level with his cock and I opened my mouth and took his hard cock in my mouth. He moaned really loud as I sucked his cock. He started telling me how good it felt and how awesome of a cocksucker I was and I loved that word. I am a good cocksucker Diary! I sucked his cock looking up at him (Uncle Mark told me he liked that when I sucked him off looking up at him) so I did it to Bill and he liked it too I think. He was leaking really bad and I felt his balls swell up since I was holding them in my palm and I sucked it and he came in my mouth. I really enjoyed it and he tasted just as good as my Uncle did. I swallowed all of it and he came a lot too. I am such a naughty girl Diary. Dear Diary, It's been a long time since I wrote you again and so much has happened I don't know where to start! Well let's start at the beginning, seems the best place. Last time I wrote in you My Mother's boyfriend and I played around a little bit and it ended with me sucking his cock in my bedroom. Since then a lot has happened and I've been very busy. Running around with your Mother's boyfriend isn't easy and keeping it quiet is even harder. Bill and I started looking for any excuse to be alone together. He really likes me and he loves it when I suck him off. I love it too! After that fateful Saturday it was a little while before we were alone together and it was so fun! Every time we would see each other in the house and Mom wasn't around he would kiss me or grab by butt. One time we got really brave and I saw him downstairs when Mommy was upstairs. It was before school and I was about to go to the bus stop and he was in the kitchen and he kissed me and I asked where Mommy was. He said that she was running late and was still taking a shower. That's all I had to hear I dropped to my knees and started unbuckling his pants. I had my hair up in pigtails with little red bows holding them up on both sides of my head. As soon as his cock was out I put my mouth on it and started sucking. He was not hard when I started but in minutes he was hard as a rock and he looked down at me as I sucked him. I pulled my mouth off and went lower and I licked his balls. He groaned and I gently sucked them and he pulled me back up and wanted me to suck his cock again. I did and in another minute he was filling my little mouth with cum. I loved it and it was so dangerous. Once I was finished with him I stood up and he zipped up his slacks and laughed. He told me I was bad and we needed to be careful. I smiled as I straightened up and put my backpack on and smiled offering a little wave. "Bye Bye Bill!" was all I said as I left and closed the door. That was fun but what happened next was even better! As I said finding excuses for a boyfriend to be alone with his girlfriend's little girl was hard. One day a few days after the morning BJ happened I was in school. It was the end of the day and I was heading to the bus as usual. That was when Bill honked and waved at me before I got to the bus. I smiled and waved back and I ran over and got in his car and we drove away. I asked him what was going on and he told me that he took off the rest of the afternoon. When I asked why his answer floored me. He told me that my Mother called him at lunch and told him that something happened at work and she would be home late. I was pleased and I could tell so was he. I looked down and grabbed his cock and it was already straining in his pants. He figured he would go get a motel room and we would be able to do whatever we wanted to do all afternoon. He had already gotten the room and asked for one in the back. We drove for a little while then he pulled into the motel's parking lot. He drove right to the back and parked next to the door. It was pretty empty back there and we got out of the car and ran inside. As soon as we were inside I hooked my arms around his neck and I kissed him. He started taking off his shirt and I removed my shirt then I hooked my thumbs under my skirt and then peeled off my panties in front of him as he stepped out of his pants. I kissed him again once we were naked and he picked me up and carried me to the bed. I wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed him for what felt like forever. He put me down on the bed and I looked up at him and started reaching for his cock. He told me that I had done so much for him he wanted to make me feel good since we were not in a rush. I was all for it since I had not had my pussy licked in a long time. He kissed me again and then he started moving down my body. He stopped at my boobies. I still can call them my boobies even though they are flat as pancakes. He loves them and he liked sucking on my nipples just like Uncle Mark until they were hard as rocks. That's when they felt really good when he sucked on them. He moved down and licked his way down my tummy then he reached my pussy. Oh my Diary, when he started licking my little pussy and the butterflies went crazy and he has my tummy doing flip-flops as he sucked it. Uncle Mark was good at this but Bill was much older than Uncle Mark and had done it a lot more. He did things to me down there that drove me crazy. He started at my little clitty that was already poking out when he spread me open. He would circle his lips around it and breath thru his mouth as he sucked on it making a little cold vacuum as he sucked it. If that wasn't enough then he pushed two fingers into my pussy and started fingering me as he licked and sucked my clit. That was even more amazing because while his fingers were fucking me his constant attention to my clit made me explode. I came then he did something I did not expect, he didn't stop. Instead he did it faster. He would suck on my clit and finger me then do the air trick and even moan as he sucked it which made his lips vibrate and send even more tingles all thru my pussy. I came again and again and again. I lost track to how many times I cam I think it was 5 or 6 times. I don't know because I passed out. Diary I am not kidding. He made me cum so hard I passed out cold. When I woke up I was under the sheets on the bed and he was looking at me very concerned. He was scared he thought I was hurt or something. He told me that when I cum like that, I need to breathe and not hold my breath. I wasn't breathing and my body shut down and my breathing returned to normal. I smiled and he said I was out for only about 20 minutes. He asked me how I felt and I told him I was fine. I asked if he could lick my pussy again and he smiled and told me I was amazing. I got up and pulled him out of the chair and stood him up. He had put on his tee shirt and jockey shorts again and I quickly removed them again and he was beginning to get hard again. I dropped to my knees again and started sucking him. He was hard in a minute and he wanted to do something new. He asked if I knew what a sixty-nine was. I didn't and he got on the bed then laid down. I joined him and I didn't understand what he wanted me to do. He told me to turn around and I would suck his cock as he licked my pussy. I got up on him and he went right for my pussy and started licking me. After it was going for a little bit I could focus on his body and not just on him eating me out. I started sucking him and he started making humping motions as I sucked him off and in no time I was sucking him like a champ and then he came in my mouth filling me with his cum. I swallowed all of it and like him I never stopped sucking him. See I didn't want him to go soft, I wanted him to stay hard and either cum in my mouth again so I could swallow his cum again or fuck me. After sucking each other and cumming another 2 or 3 times as he licked me (I lost count) I stopped and got off his face. He asked me if I was finished and I smiled and asked him if he would fuck me now. He was nervous but he knew I was not a virgin so that helped. I batted my eyelashes at Bill and he caved. I laid back on the bed again and spread my legs wide for him. He moved between my legs and he put his cock right at my pussy's hole. He knew right where to go and he rubbed his cock up and down my little slit and he got it wet with my juices. I was soaking wet and he looked in my eyes and offered me to back out one last time I nodded giving him permission again and he slid his cock into my pussy going about halfway all at once. I was scared since the first time it hurt so bad. It didn't hurt as bad I definitely felt weird as he started sliding it in and out of my pussy. I was looking at him as he fucked me and he was groaning and closing his eyes. I guess I feel pretty good wrapped around his dick and he kept telling me how hot my pussy was and how tight I am down there. He bent down and we kissed again and he was leaning over me as he gently fucked me. I remember feeling very full and he was still only a little more than halfway in me. I started really liking it and he fucked me better than I've ever had before. I was so hurt the first time this time I never hurt; not even a little. I wrapped my legs around him and I started pulling him deeper wanting to fee his entire cock in me. I started to cum with him in me and I guess that got him even more excited and he came deep in my pussy. It felt amazing as he spurted his stuff in me. We both knew there was no chance of me getting pregnant and I liked the feeling of him filling me up with his seed. What he did next was really weird; I mean I guess it's weird. He pulled his cock out of me and he looked at my pussy and told me how full of his cum I was. Then he went down on me and started sucking my cunny again but he was sucking all of his own cum out of me. I thought it was weird but what did I know. Then after about a minute he came up again and then he kissed me and transferred his cum from his mouth to mine. I took it all and when he had fed it all to me I broke the kiss and looked at him and he smiled. We had a great time for the rest of the afternoon. We played around and we sucked each other again one more time doing another sixty-nine again but he didn't fuck me again. He was afraid of hurting me if we did it too much. We went home after that leaving the motel room smelling of a lot of sex. Dear Diary, I just got another letter from my Uncle did I tell you? He got the pictures and my letter telling him all about my teacher who I told him I was having sex with from school and he was the one who helped me take the pictures I sent. He told me he was so jealous about the teacher being so lucky and he can't wait until the summer. I can't either! He did something funny he sent me pictures of his cock all hard and then he jerked off and took another picture of his thing and he had cum all over one of the pictures of me on the table. I was so glad I made him horny enough to make him want to jerk off on my pictures. Dear Diary, Here I am and it's been so long since I wrote in you. I am only a month away from being out of school and I turned 10-years-old last month and I am looking forward to going to Grandma's house this summer. It's been really bad here Diary. Mommy found my panties in her closet and Bill had stuffed the pictures he took of me and kept in the same place. She was furious, once day I came home from school and she was there and she told me that she kicked him out and he was lucky she didn't call the police. Mommy and I talked about it and I told her some stuff but I didn't other stuff. She asked if I would give her my Diary and I cried. I hide you really good now and never leave you out. Or else she will find out everything! I don't think I'll ever see Bill again. I'm really sad. Now I can't wait until summer vacation... Dear Diary, Oh my I am so horny. Bill and I were not able to have sex a lot only because it was really hard to find time to be alone and have privacy. I mean not counting the number of quickie blowjobs I gave him in the laundry room, my room at night, in his car and lots of other places we really only had sex about ten times. But I got use to masturbating in my bed nightly. I still do that almost every night and I told my Mother I needed a new hairbrush and she took me to the store and I found the biggest one they had. Its almost as big as Bill's cock I love it. I have cum so many times with it! Dear Diary, "I'm so excited! It's summer vacation and Mommy said it's the best thing for me to go back to Grandma's house for the summer so she can watch me and no "predators" will be able to find me way out in the sticks. Oh and guess what! Mommy took me to the store and bought me my first bra! My nipples are starting to swell and you can see them in every tee shirt I out on. They look really weird right now. My nipples just swelled up and they stick out about an inch and nothing else has started growing yet. Mommy said I am starting to grow my breasts and this is how they start for some girls and I need to be even more careful because most men are fascinated my little girls who are just starting to develop. I have noticed that more men are looking at me now that I have little titty bumps and I love it! Oh well I am not taking you to Grandma's so I need to hide you really good now.