*********Best Friends**********
 

"Come on," she pleaded.  "Just stick it in there!"  

"I'm trying," I responded, breathlessly.  "It just 
doesn't want to go in."

Cameron was sprawled out on the bed with her platinum 
blonde hair pulled back in a ponytail, showing off the 
dark roots.  Anxiously, she waited for me to slide the 
large shaft home.  

After being apart for nearly two months, this was a 
much-anticipated meeting.  "Come on," she moaned 
again.  "You're fucking killing me here!"

"That's it," I said, no longer hiding my frustration.  
"I give up."   I dropped the large metal shaft I had 
been holding for the last 15 minutes.  "I didn't come 
over here to help you put your furniture back 
together.  Get your dad to do this shit when he gets 
home."  

"Good," she said with a smile.  "I'm starving.  Let's 
order some Chinese food to go with that wine."  
Cameron hopped off the bed and led the way back 
downstairs.

It was the first weekend of summer break, and the two 
of us were celebrating a reunion or sorts.  Cameron 
and I had been friends for as long as I could 
remember.  We grew up together, and had been nearly 
inseparable since the beginning of high school.  Over 
the last nine months, we had each been away for our 
first year of college.  Although we talked on the 
phone several times a week, this was our first time 
hanging out together since Easter.    

We ordered our Chinese food, and a half hour later we 
sat in the living room eating and watching television.  
Cameron had been depressed all week after finding out 
her parents wouldn't be around on her first weekend 
home from school.  She had found out on the previous 
Saturday that her father's company was sending him to 
New York from some meetings.  Since her mom and sister 
had never been, he took them along.  Knowing that 
Cameron had always been uncomfortable home alone, I 
had volunteered to keep her company.  I had known her 
parents most of my life, and they were comfortable 
with the idea, so I had dropped in on Saturday 
afternoon with a couple of rented movies and some 
cheap strawberry Mad Dog, Cameron's drink of choice in 
our youth.

The two of us sat eating and drinking, barely watching 
the movie as we shared college stories and the latest 
gossip about kids from high school.  Although we each 
had a solid year of partying under our belt, it still 
didn't take long for us to get drunk off the cheap 
malt liquor.  

We had been joking around and talking for a while, 
when she asked "So, you still haven't met any 
interesting girls at school?" 

"You know me," I responded, "I've had some fun, but 
there's no one to replace you." 

"Finding all the pretty girls and breaking their 
hearts, as usual?" she asked. 

"What's that supposed to mean?" 

"Nothing," she smiled..."It's just you know how you 
are...you either hang around the sluts, or you find 
some cute little innocent thing, coax her into bed, 
and then break her heart with some other girl." 

"Oh," I responded.  She had described my M.O. 
perfectly, and suddenly I wanted to change the 
subject.  "How about you?"  I asked.  "Have you been 
out giving some college guys the thrill of their 
life?"

"I've dated a few guys," she answered, "nothing 
serious, but I think you knew that." 

"Why do you say that?" I asked. 

"Oh, you know why..."she said. 

"Why?" 

"Babe," she began in a serious tone, "We've been 
friends forever, and we talk about almost 
everything...but there are still some things we never 
talk about." 

"Like what?" 

"Like the rumors that always went around high school" 
she said.  "I've heard the ones about me, and some 
about you, and I know you must have." 

"I don't know what you're talking about." I responded, 
but inside I knew what she was going to say. 

"Don't bullshit me," Cameron said.   She began to 
imitate a snooty female voice "I heard that Cameron 
Valance is a dyke."  And, in a deep male voice 
"Cameron doesn't put out for anyone...I bet she's a 
carpet muncher."  Again. using the snooty voice. she 
said, "I heard she got caught eating out some other 
lesbo at a party." 

"Oh, that rumor," I said. "Yeah, I've heard all of 
them, but I never said anything about it because I 
knew it was bullshit.  I mean, I know you fooled 
around with Jennie Milano at that party. I know you 
did lot's of stuff with girls, because you told me.  
But I've never thought you were a lesbian.  You went 
out with guys in high school all the time, and talk 
about cute actors and stuff."  It was the first time I 
could remember lying to Cameron about something 
serious.  Oftentimes I had wondered if she might be 
gay, but had never brought it up, feeling it might 
ruin our friendship.  After all, if she was gay, it 
didn't really matter. 

"But you also knew I never fucked any of those guys in 
high school" she responded.  "And I think you knew 
when you asked earlier me that I didn't fuck any guys 
at college either." 

"So what?" I answered, "Lots of people don't have sex 
until later in life.  That doesn't make you gay."

"You're still afraid to ask," she said.  "But I'm not 
going to be a bitch and make you say it.  I'm not a 
lesbian.  At least I don't think I am.  I see guys I 
think are hot, but when I've started fooling around 
with a guy...you know, making out, him touching me, 
trying to feel my breast...I just don't get turned on 
by it.  But I still think there is a guy out there for 
me, but for now, I'm happy fooling around with 
girls...it's just easier, and I enjoy it." 

"Well, I've got nothing else to do tonight." I said 
joking.  We both laughed.  Suddenly a thought popped 
into my head.  "What rumors were you talking about 
regarding me?" I asked. 

"Oh, nothing," she said..."Just about your thing." 

"What thing?" 

"You know, about your thing," she giggled. 

"No, I don't know, what thing?" 

"Come on...don't make me say it" she pleaded. 

"Cammie, I honestly don't know what you are talking 
about." 

She looked at me with frustrated eyes as she sighed.  
Then she blurted it out.  "About your cock...you have 
some great, big, giant cock." 

I stared at her in shock.  I had honestly never heard 
many rumors about it.  "There are rumors about it?" I 
asked, stunned. 

"You really don't know?  I've heard as long as 14 
inches, and as big around as my wrist.  All the girls 
talked about it...several of them asked me if I had 
seen it, since they knew we were friends...the girls 
that didn't take me for a dyke that is." 

"I can't believe girls talk about it." 

"I can't believe you didn't know," she said.  "I mean, 
honestly, you're cute, and you're funny and great when 
someone gets to know you, but at first, you are 
awkward around girls, and how many did you sleep with 
in high school?" 

"I don't know," I answered, "a few." 

"A few," she giggled. "Just counting the ones you told 
me about, it was over 10 during our last 2 years.  
That's more than a few.  And, baby, I'm your best 
friend, but you're horrible at flirting.  Didn't you 
ever wonder how you got to so many?" 

Honestly, I had never really thought about, and I told 
her so.  I knew I was decent at flirting with shy 
girls, but with the popular girls I was always been 
nervous, yet I had managed to bed quite a few of them.  
I had always thought that they found the nervousness 
endearing.  Cameron told me that she had even heard of 
girls targeting me out, to see if the rumors were 
true. 

I blushed a little.  "Well, it's really not that big 
you know.  It's between 9 and 10 inches, and about 
this big around," I said, holding my fingers up to 
show the girth. 

"God," she responded, "I've never seen one up close, 
but, honey, I've read, and that's a lot bigger than 
the average, isn't it?" I nodded. "Something like that 
would rip me apart!" 

"You'd be surprised," I answered.  

Cameron giggled.  "How do you even fit something that 
big in your pants?  How do you wear shorts?" 

"It's really not that big of a deal," I said.  "Do you 
want to just see it?" 

"No.  No, I don't." she laughed, and then paused.  
"Well, yes, kind of.  I've never seen one, and I'm 
curious, but no, I shouldn't.  No  .I don't want to, 
unless you want to show it to me...but I 
shouldn't...and I don't want to take advantage of 
you...I'd have to pay you back some how. Maybe show 
you my boobs?" 

"You don't have to pay me back.  It's no big deal."  I 
stood up in front of Cameron and unzipped my jeans, 
and unbuttoned them.  I pulled them down a bit, as 
well as my boxers, and gently pulled out my penis.  
The whole time she kept telling me I didn't have to do 
it, she was just being silly because of the wine, but 
when I got it out, she stopped talking.  My penis hung 
in front of her in it's flaccid state, almost seven 
inches long, and above average girth. 

"Holy shit," was the only thing she could say at 
first. "And that gets bigger when your horny, right?  
It's kind of silly looking, but sexy in a way."

It was about this time that I realized that if it 
hadn't been for the alcohol, I never would have just 
whipped out my piece.  Even with my buzz, I was 
starting to feel a little weird, like a piece of meat. 
Here I was, with my pants down standing in front of a 
woman, with my genitalia exposed, being looked over in 
a very clinical fashion, like a dog being judged at 
Westminster Abbey. 

Cameron was still talking, but I wasn't paying much 
attention, I was starting to become to embarrassed.  
"It's so weird," she was saying, "So ugly, yet in some 
way beautiful.  I'll bet it's heavy, you must get a 
workout carrying this thing around."  Without thinking 
she reached out and wrapped a hand around my penis, 
and hefted it a couple of times like a dumbbell.  
"Yeah, heavy." 

I barely heard her last comment.  From the minute her 
hand touched me, a jolt shot through my body, starting 
deep inside my testicles.  I knew right then that we 
had both drank too much, and that things were going to 
far, but I couldn't stop the physical reaction -- My 
penis was beginning to get stiff in her hand. 

For some reason, I had never...NEVER...thought about 
Cameron in a sexual manner.  Once I had a wet dream 
about her, and instead lusting after her the next day, 
I was just nervous.  I had never considered hitting on 
her, or having sex with her.  I guess our friendship 
had prevented  the basic lust feelings I had for most 
women from surfacing.  I later found out she had never 
thought about me in a romantic or sexual way either. 

Cameron still held my penis in her hand, seemingly 
unaware of what was happening.  She was asking 
questions, but I didn't answer.  For the first time in 
my life I was seeing the woman in front of me in a 
very different light. She 
was no longer Cammie, my best friend and confidante, 
who may or may not 
be a lesbian.  She was Cameron, an extremely 
attractive blonde 19 year 
old, who had my cock in her hand, and was making it 
very happy. 

As Cameron began to realize what was going on, she 
looked up at me with surprise,  still holding my penis 
in her hand.  I looked at her face, and realized she 
was beautiful, and wondered how I had never seen it 
before.  Her hair was long and straight, pulled back 
in a ponytail.  It had a very fine texture, and was 
dyed light blonde, almost white, although I could 
still see her dark roots.  Her face was perfectly 
round, and very pretty, with fair skin, a cute little 
upturned nose, and pretty pink lips.  Her eyes were 
vibrant green, and her lashes long and dark, even 
though she was wearing no make-up.  Looking down, I 
realized her body was very slim and fit, no doubt from 
playing soccer in high school, and her breasts were 
very ample on her tight frame.  Her skin was like 
alabaster--pale, smooth, but not pasty.  She was 
wearing a white, short-sleeved, knit top that zipped 
up the front, and left her flat stomach exposed.  Her 
black athletic shorts seemed to cling to her muscular 
thighs and ass.  Almost instantaneously I became rock 
hard. 

"What's going on?" she asked, and giggled nervously. 

"I'm so sorry, Cammie...I just...I can't help it."  
All I could think about now was having sex with my 
best friend.  What would she be like? What did she 
look like naked? 

"I'm so sorry, and embarrassed Cammie." I said. "I 
would leave, but I no how nervous you get alone at 
night, and I don't want to do that to you. I do think 
you should just go to bed now, and I'll sleep in here. 
I just don't trust myself.  I can't think straight 
right now, and I don't want to do something stupid.  
Something that might piss you off, or embarrass me, or 
somehow ruin our friendship."  Cameron had a queen 
sized bed in her room, and normally I just shared it 
with her when I slept over, but in this situation, I 
knew I would end up trying to have sex with her.  I 
had always been weak in the face of temptation, as too 
many of my past girlfriends had learned. 

"Are you serious?" she asked.  I just nodded in 
response.  "Wow, you really don't have much control 
over that thing.  I guess that's why you can't hold a 
relationship together." 

"Probably so," I answered, thinking back to all the 
girls I had never meant to hurt, but somehow I still 
had.  I had never been able to turn down sex starting 
with losing my virginity to Ashley Welch, while dating 
someone else. My penis was still throbbing, and for 
some reason I hadn't even considered putting it up 
yet.  My head was still filled with images of Cameron 
and I having sex right there on the living room floor. 

"What if I told you I didn't want to sleep alone 
tonight?" Cameron asked. 

"Cammie, honey, I told you, I don't trust myself.  I 
can't control myself right now.  At this second, I 
can't stop picturing the two of us going at it." 

"Well then, why don't we just do it?" 

"Do what?" I asked, confused. 

"What do you think?" she responded.  "Fuck."  I think 
my jaw hit the floor at that instant.  I was 
completely shocked...I stammered, trying to find 
words.  After a few seconds, she started talking.  
"Listen, I just told you that I've fooled around with 
guys, and never even been aroused.  Well, right now, 
looking at you standing there with a hard on, knowing 
you are fantasizing about me--I don't know--I just 
feel something.  I mean I'm not all horny right this 
second, but I feel 
something, like the feeling I've only had with girls 
before."  I still didn't know 
what to say.  "Look, I've been waiting all this time 
for the perfect guy to give my virginity too, and it's 
built up so much now that I'm never going to find him.  
With you, it's someone I know I care about." 

"But Cameron, I don't want to fuck up our 
relationship.  You're my best friend and I don't want 
to ruin that.  Like you always point out, my 
relationships don't end so well." 

"We're too good of friend to let that happened" she 
answered.  "And besides, what if my first time with a 
man is bad? Then I may never try it again.  With you, 
at least I know it will be good.  Your penis size 
wasn't the only thing I heard from the girl's in high 
school."  She giggled, and it was infectious, and with 
that, all the tension was broken.  I sat down next to 
her on the sofa, and put my arm around her shoulders.  
Our eyes locked, and I was lost in those vibrant, 
blazing green eyes.  Damn, she was beautiful I thought 
to myself, and all these years I've taken it for 
granted, never even noticed.  We stared at each other 
for what seemed like an eternity, and in that moment, 
I knew , we both knew, that our relationship was about 
to change forever, and that there was no turning back 
at this point.  I lifted a hand and gently caressed 
her cheek with the back of my fingers, then I leaned 
in and kissed my best friend on the lips, softly at 
first, but our slips slowly parted, and we began to 
embrace, totally lost in each other.  Delicately, I 
traced my tongue along the top of hers, and finally I 
pulled away, slightly sucking her top lip.  We sat 
staring at each other, both of us a little ruffled and 
breathless. It was quite obvious from my still exposed 
penis that I was very turned on, and I could sense 
that Cameron was as well. 

I allowed my eyes to roam her body once more.  Her 
nipples were protruding slightly through her knit top, 
and I noticed I could see a hint of a green bra 
through the white fabric.  I watched her slightly 
exposed stomach expand and contract, and her bosom 
heave, as her breath came in quick gasps.  I marveled 
once more at how I had taken her looks for granted for 
so long.  I realized she was perfect, and at that 
instant I no longer just wanted her,  I NEEDED her.  I 
needed her like I had never needed a woman before. Not 
just for sex, but for fulfillment.  I needed more than 
just her body, I needed her soul.   I needed to 
possess this girl I'd known most of my life, who had 
some how become a woman while I had my back turned. 

I gently took her hand in mine, and let my first two 
fingers slide up her arm.  "Oh shit, Cammie...I need 
you so bad...I need this," I whispered, my voice on 
the edge of quivering. 

"Then take me," she whispered back, her voice husky, 
and filled with lust.  "Take me...Take me now."  She 
paused, and leaned in and kissed me gently on the 
lips.  "Tonight, right now, you own me" she whispered, 
her voice filled with emotion, her eyes locked onto 
mine, "Maybe you always have." 

I was overwhelmed with emotion.  Part of me felt like 
I was going to cry tears of joy.  Part of me was 
confused.  There was something else there...love, 
perhaps?  But mostly, I felt the need, hers as well as 
my own.  Hungrily, I lurched forward, wrapping my arms 
tight around her body, as she did the same to me.  We 
kissed deeply, both of us in a frenzy.  We parted, and 
gently I began to pull down the zipper of her top, 
slowly revealing her breasts, supported by a beautiful 
emerald 
green satin bra.  I could tell just from her cleavage 
that they were very perky, definitely a C-cup, and a 
very nice shape. Her top fell open, and between kisses 
she removed my shirt.  Slowly, she slid her hand 
across my bare chest, and down my stomach, and then, 
while looking me in the eye, wrapped it firmly around 
my stiff cock.  I couldn't help but to gasp. 

My movements became slower, and more deliberate, as I 
reached over and unbuttoned her shorts.  I unzipped 
them slowly, revealing gorgeous green satin panties.  
I'd seen her panties a thousand times in the 
past...she usually slept in them and nothing more that 
a long t-shirt.. but I had never had this reaction 
before.  They drove me wild.  Even before I got her 
shorts down, I could see they were damp.  I could see 
dark little pubic hairs through them, and the smell of 
her sex flooded my nostrils.  She stood up so I could 
get her shorts off, and I noticed 
how they hugged her body, and what a cute, tight 
little athletic ass she had.  For the hundredth time 
that night, I wondered how I never noticed before.  I 
jerked her shorts down in one quick moment, and began 
to run my tongue up her inner thigh.   I stood up in 
front of her, and she slowly peeled away my clothing. 

Again, she wrapped one hot hand tightly around my 
throbbing organ, and
pulled me towards her, using it like a leash.  "So is 
this what most girls do?" she asked, as she proceeded 
to slide her tongue along it expertly, teasing me.  A 
chill shot out from the base of my spine as I was 
overtaken with pleasure.  Gently, she slid her hand 
from base to tip, every now and then licking it, 
providing lubrication.  I knew I couldn't take much of 
that.  I hadn't been this horny, or eager to cum since 
I was 16.  Slowly, I pulled away, and dropped to my 
knees in front of her.  I hitched my fingers in the 
waistband of her panties, and began to slide them 
down.  They were tight, and the clung nicely to her 
perfect round ass.  As they came down, I was slowly 
treated to the sight of a thick patch of dark brown 
pubic hair, and eventually her vagina. By the time her 
panties reached mid-thigh, 
the smell of her need was enough to almost knock me 
flat.  The panties themselves were absolutely 
drenched.  I ran my nose along them, taking in her 
scent. 

After the panties hit the floor, I joined her on the 
couch.  I sat next
to her and began to kissing her neck and nibbling on 
her ear, as I coaxed my 
first two fingers inside of her.  I used my thumb to 
rub her clit, and my pinky to rub the area below her 
vagina.  Cameron threw her head back and closed her 
eyes.  Her breathing became incredibly shallow. "Oh 
shit.  Please don't stop" she whispered.  "It feels 
too good." 

Using my free hand, I loosed her bra, which clasped in 
the front.  Her breasts popped free, and they were 
every bit as enticing as I knew they would be.  
Gently, I took turns caressing each of her nipples, 
turning them into rock hard buds, before I began to 
roll them with my lips, and flick them with my tongue 
as I continuously slid my fingers in and out.  "I'm 
going to cum." she panted, barely audible. 

"What was that?" I asked

"I said I'm going to fucking cum," she burst out, as 
she desperately pulled for air.  Her hips began 
pressing hard into my fingers, and for the first time 
she really began to moan.  "Oh shit...oh shit" she 
panted at first, and then it became a shout, over and 
over.  Seconds later, a wave of pleasure went through 
her body, and she shook all over, incapable of words.  
After that she opened her eyes.  "How does it feel to 
be the first man to give me a big O?" she giggled. 

"Good," I answered..."but not nearly as good as it's 
going to feel to be the first man to cum inside of 
you."  We both laughed for a minute, and then I asked 
if she was ready.  She nodded, and I helped her lay 
down on the couch, before mounting her.  She lay on 
her back looking up at me, her shirt and bra still on, 
hanging open. 

"Be gentle," she whispered.  "It's supposed to hurt on 
your first time." I promised her I would be, as she 
took my cock in her tiny hand, and guided it to her 
entrance.  Gently, I began to slide in.  I felt her 
hymen resisting me, and that drove me wild.  How many 
had I already broken in my life?  I couldn't even 
count at that point.  Being as tender as possible, I 
applied the necessary force, and pushed though. 
Cameron gasped slightly, and her eyes were watering, 
as I gently began to stroke in and out.  The sensation 
was incredible.  She was very 
tight. At first, I couldn't get all the way in, but as 
I continued humping her, I eventually began to feel my 
balls touching her body. 

I pushed slowly for the first five minutes, then I 
began to build up speed.  "It hurts," she whispered, 
but she told me not to stop.  We were both beginning 
to moan now.  We were quiet at first, but the volume 
quickly increased.  Shortly, her moans turned into 
screams of joy, and I knew she would come again soon  
"Fuck me," she started to pant.  "I feel so good." 

As I continued to drive into her, Cameron kept 
pleading for more.   It didn't take long until I felt 
her give.  She stopped thrusting, and her body nearly 
collapsed, as she shivered.  Her eyes closed, and her 
mouth went in to a grimace.  She shouted out a string 
of profanities the likes of which I had never heard 
from her.  The sounds and sight drove me wild, and I 
felt myself letting go, as I shot spray after spray of 
my hot load up inside her.  I couldn't remember the 
last time I had came so hard. 

Afterwards, we just lay there, looking at each other, 
my penis still inside of her.  We didn't say a word, 
we just ran our fingers over each other's body.  Time 
seemed to stand still for us, and minutes seemed like 
years.  Finally, the two of us got up, and went to her 
deck out back.  She sat on my lap, nude, with a 
blanket wrapped around the two of us as we smoked an 
old joint she had brought back from school.  We hardly 
said a word, both of us lost in our own thoughts, but 
the silence was comfortable.  After we finished, she 
leaned her head on my shoulder and closed her eyes, 
and the two of us sat there for an hour, without a 
word, before we slowly began to kiss again.  We moved 
to her bedroom, and still without talking, the two of 
us made love between her sheets before falling asleep 
nude together, in each other's arms. 



*******************************


I hadn't bothered to notice what time sleep had fallen 
on the two of us.
I knew it had been late when our fateful conversation 
was started, and 
it was even later by the time we had finished our 
second bout of love 
making.  On top of that, the sex had been exhaustive, 
on both the 
physical and emotional level.  For me, the emotion was 
something new. 

Cameron was the first sexual partner I had ever really 
cared about. The
thought was kind of shocking to me.  For someone who 
had just 
completed his freshman year of college, my experience 
was considerable. 
Cameron's estimate that I had slept with ten girls 
during our last two 
years of high school was a little conservative, and 
when you added on 
my first two years of high school, and my college 
experiences, the 
number was rather large.  But still, I couldn't recall 
having an 
emotional attachment to even one of them.  Sex, in my 
view, had been 
like a conquest.  In most of the cases, that had been 
fine for both 
parties.  When we climbed in bed, we both knew it was 
just for fun.  
But then, there were the others.  The good girls who 
had fallen in 
love, or at least thought they had, only to have their 
innocence stolen 
from them, and their heart carelessly broken.  But 
that wasn't entirely 
true.  For each heart I had broken, I had left a scar 
on my own.  The 
scars faded, but from each one, a small piece 
remained, small enough 
to forget about most of the time, but the scars were 
still there, and 
every once in a while, they hurt. 

It was close to eleven in the morning when I first 
woke up.  The sun was
shining brightly through her bedroom window, and rays 
of it fell on 
Cameron's nude body.  She was still soundly asleep, 
slightly curled up 
on her side.  Her light blonde hair, no longer in a 
ponytail, glistened 
like gold, and I couldn't resist running my fingers 
gently through it. 
 She stirred for a second, and sighed softly in her 
sleep. In the 
night, the sheets had pulled away from her body, 
leaving her totally 
exposed.  I studied her body in silent awe, once again 
shocked that I 
had never noticed it before.  Her skin was extremely 
fair, but not 
pasty, and softer than satin to the touch.  Her 
breasts were very round 
and ample...as perfect a shape as I had ever seen, 
with gorgeous pink 
nipples the color of a tongue.  They were both erect 
at the moment, and 
I had to fight the urge to touch them.  Her entire 
body was slender, 
and very toned, and her curves were very womanly.  I 
gently slid my 
hand down her hip, and around the curve of her ass... 
the most perfect 
ass I had ever seen. Nice.  Tight.  Round..  It was 
the kind of butt that 
women's clothes were made to show off, and that men 
loved to have their 
hands on.  Finally, I looked at her vagina.  It was 
surrounded by a 
nicely trimmed thick thatch of dark brown hair. The 
vagina itself was 
very visually pleasing, and I enjoyed looking at it. I 
leaned towards 
her, and softly kissed her cheek, and she woke 
briefly, and smiled at 
me.  Then she turned and put her arms around me, and I 
lay with her, 
and drifted back into sleep. 

It was early afternoon the next time I woke up.  The 
sun had apparently
continued on it's path through the sky, as it was no 
longer shining 
into the bedroom window.  Looking over, I noticed that 
Cameron was no 
longer in bed, and after a few seconds I heard her in 
the other end of 
the house, softly singing along with the radio.  I 
stumbled out of bed 
into the bathroom and cleaned up a bit, and then laid 
back down.  The 
memories of the previous night were vivid in my mind.  
It had been 
surreal, and I was amazed it had happened.  For a few 
minutes I 
imagined having a real relationship for once in my 
life.  Cameron and I 
got along tremendously, and the sex had been 
extraordinary.  But my 
delusions only lasted for a few seconds before my 
brain returned to 
normal.  To me, monogamy was the scariest word in the 
English language. 
The thought of not being able to have sex when I 
wanted, with whomever 
I wanted frightened me.  Then a thought occurred that 
frightened me 
even more.  What if I wasn't able to get out of this 
situation with my 
friendship intact?  A relationship was the last thing 
I wanted, but losing Cameron's friendship would be a 
nightmare.  I had other friends 
from high school, of course, and new friends at 
college, but no one so 
close, and I knew that the type of relationship Cammie 
and I had shared 
before last night took years to build.  Ideally, our 
friendship would 
go back to what it had always been, with the added 
bonus of the 
occasional toss between the sheets, but somehow I knew 
that wasn't 
going to work for her. 

A cold sweat was starting to form on my body when I 
heard her footsteps
coming down the hall.  I closed my eyes and feigned 
sleep as the 
bedroom door opened.  Carefully, I kept one eye 
slightly opened to see 
what was going on.  Cameron was standing in the 
doorway of the room 
with her hair still down.  She was wearing a very 
short satin nightie. 
It was basically white, with a very light pastel blue 
floral print.  It 
had spaghetti straps, and the hem was trimmed with 
white lace.  It was 
evident that she wasn't wearing a bra, but her breasts 
still stood 
firm, and I could see the outline of her hard nipples 
easily.  I was 
actually shocked to find out that she owned something 
like that.  In 
the past, she had always slept in oversized t-shirts 
and panties. 

Slowly, she walked towards the bed.  "Wake up, sleepy 
head" she called
gently.  I stirred slowly, acting as if I was just 
waking up. "I made 
you some breakfast, baby."  She pulled the sheets off 
of me, revealing 
my tall naked body.  My large penis lay limp across my 
leg.  "But 
first," she began, "I thought you might like a little 
dessert."  She 
climbed into the bed slowly, and lifted her nightie 
slightly so that 
she could straddle my legs, exposing a beautiful pair 
of pastel blue 
satin panties, with lace trim.  The satin felt nice on 
my bare legs, 
and I could already feel her heat emanating through 
the thin material. 
"I think I know just the thing to wake you up," she 
whispered. 

She leaned forward, placing her hands on my chest, and 
kissed me deeply
on the lips.  The soft satin nightie rubbed against my 
cock, and caused 
it to stir.  As she sat back up she carefully drug her 
nails down the 
length of my torso, finally stopping at my waist. 

She began to slide her hands up and down the length of 
my inner thigh,
just barely grazing my balls each time, causing me to 
get hard quickly. 
She began to talk to me, as she took my scrotum in her 
left hand and 
began to massage it.  She twirled the index finger of 
her right hand in 
my dark pubic hairs.  "Do you like what I'm wearing?" 
she asked.  I 
nodded.  "I'm glad," she responded.  "I don't own that 
many pretty 
night things, but I thought you would like this one." 

Slowly, Cameron began to slide her hand up and down my 
lengthy cock,
quickly bringing it to attention.  She did it in a 
very nonchalant 
manner as if she had years of experience.  "Last night 
was amazing," 
she said.  "I'm not just talking about my first 
time...I'm talking 
about it being with you."  I laid on my back listening 
to her talk, 
finding it hard to pay attention as she continued to 
caress my 
throbbing member.  "I know this is going to be a 
little weird as first" 
she continued, "But I really think it will work."  Her 
petite hand 
still slid up and down my shaft, but I was no longer 
distracted. I 
wanted to hear what she was saying at this point.  "I 
mean, neither one 
of us has been much good at relationships, but we've 
always maintained 
our friendship, and it's been great.  And then last 
night... well, last 
night was magnificent.  I loved every moment of being 
with you...every 
second you were touching me, and fucking me.  We've 
been here right 
under each other's noses for so long....I know it's 
going to work." 

Even though she never said what "it" was, to me it was 
plainly obvious
that she assumed we would have a relationship.  Part 
of me was 
overjoyed...perhaps this was what I had been searching 
for all along. 
Unfortunately, that part was in the minority.  The 
rest of me was 
scared, and I immediately tried to figure out if I 
could possible get 
out somehow, and still have our friendship.  These 
thoughts were still 
rapidly running through my head, when Cameron decided 
that stroking me 
was no longer good enough.  Slowly she leaned forward, 
allowing the 
front of her gown to fall with gravity, which 
permitted me a nice view 
of her breasts.  Stopping her hand in the middle of my 
cock, she 
carefully guided the head of it into her mouth.  In 
that moment, every 
thought in my head vanished except for the dirty ones. 

Cameron began to slide my rigid cock in and out of her 
mouth, slow at
first, but with increasing speed.  With each downward 
stroke, she was 
able to take in a little more of my length.  I reached 
my hands down 
and pulled her long blonde hair back, keeping it out 
of her face.  She 
looked me in the eyes, and attempted a small thank you 
smile, but the 
bulbous head of my penis prevented it.  With each 
little flick of her 
tongue, shocks went out through my body.  At first, I 
was amazed that 
someone who had never touched a cock before the 
previous night could be 
so good, but then it dawned on me that Cammie had done 
plenty of sexual 
things with other women, and maybe the art of pleasure 
wasn't all that 
different.  She continued to slide her lips up and 
down my large shaft, 
keeping her big green eyes firmly locked on my brown 
ones the whole 
time.  It was amazing the way she had complete control 
over me. 

Finally, with one last upstroke, she freed my cock 
from her lips with a
soft smacking sound.  She shot me a quick, mischievous 
smile, which 
made my heart thump, and my stiff organ throb even 
more.  "Holy shit, I 
loooove your big cock" she said.  The voice she spoke 
in was so 
different then the one I was used to.  It was soft, 
sensual, throaty, 
and filled with lust.  It made me think of her as 
nothing but a cock 
hungry slut, and I eagerly wanted to fill that hunger.  
"I hope I never 
have to see another dick," she began, "Because I don't 
thing I'm ever 
gonna find something to compare to this hunk of meat.  
Fucking A...it's 
making me so wet."  She pressed her spread legs down 
firmly on my 
thigh.  I could easily feel how damp her panties were, 
and I could feel 
her heat coming through them.  "Can you feel how 
fucking hot you are 
making me?" she asked.  I nodded.  "Can you see how 
hard my nipples are 
through this flimsy little gown?"  Again, a nod.  "Do 
you want me to 
take it off so you can see my breasts?  So you can 
touch and kiss 
them?"  Another nod from me.  Being as sensual as 
possible, she reached 
down and slowly pulled the gown up over her head.  
When her arms reached 
full extension, she dropped the gown, and just sat 
there for a second, 
holding her arms skyward, in a gorgeous, sensual pose.  
Then, she 
brought her arms back down, and used her hands to push 
her tits 
together and up, framing them for me. 

I was thunderstruck.  I had never imagined Cameron 
could be this way. I
had been with tons of girls, some of the very sexual, 
but very few 
could top these carnal acts.  She took my hands and 
guided them to her 
breasts, and nipples.  The girl who had took my 
virginity so long ago 
had done the same thing to me.  "Do you like feeling 
my titties?" she 
asked.  I was speechless.  I just nodded again.  
Cammie had never been 
an especially good girl, but her dirty talk now far 
surpassed the 
usual, and it was incredibly erotic to me.  She slid 
up my body, 
placing her damp, panty covered crotch right on top of 
my throbbing 
bone.  She leaned forward slowly, and like a mother 
nursing her young, 
pulled my head up, and held it to her breast.  
Eagerly, I took her left 
nipple in my mouth and flicked it with my tongue.  She 
moaned like a 
porn star and told me how good it felt.  "Do you feel 
how wet you've 
made me?" she asked again.  "Do you feel my wet little 
panties on your 
big, monster dick?"  I just nodded again, it seemed to 
be the 
appropriate thing to do, and it was probably all I was 
capable of.  "Do 
you want to see my little secret?  Do you want to see 
my hot little 
pussy?"  More nods. 

Slowly, she climbed off my body, and instantly my cock 
ached from the
missing sensation of her weight.  She stood up in the 
bed, and still 
straddling me, she leaned forward, dangling her bosom 
in my face.  She 
took my hands once again, and hooked each of my index 
fingers in the 
waistband of her panties.  Slowly, I pulled them down, 
revealing first 
her dark bush, and then her pleasing vagina.  As I 
pulled the panties 
to her ankles, she stepped out of them.  The smell of 
her sex filled 
the room instantaneously.  She turned around and faced 
my feet, showing 
me that perfect little ass, then she dropped to her 
knees, with each 
leg on an opposite side of my prone body, and then she 
was on all 
fours.  She slowly backed up, waving her wet vagina in 
my face. Not 
needing her guidance for the moment, I reached up, and 
cupped my hands 
around her scrumptious ass cheeks.  I pulled her 
towards me.  The 
pungent smell of her sex filled my nostrils, as I 
slowly began to run 
my tongue around the lips of her vagina.  She moaned 
loudly, and told 
me not to stop.  I began to flick my tongue at her 
clit, as she 
squealed in delight.  She backed up farther, forcing 
my face between 
her thighs.  As I continued to tease her clit, she 
began to lick my 
cock up and down, from base to tip, while blowing on 
it softly. 

I continued to tongue fuck her vagina until I could 
take her teasing no
more.  In a quick movement I jumped up and through her 
on her side. 
"Mmmm" she moaned.  "Do you want to fuck me?  Are you 
going to fuck me 
now?"  I didn't bother to nod now.  Expertly, I 
repositioned my best 
friend on her hands and knees, and lined my dick up 
with her waiting 
hole.  I slid into it easily.  I reached one hand 
around, and rubbed 
her clit, and used the other to gently pull her hair 
back.  At first I 
tried to fuck her slow, but as she began to pant, then 
moan, then 
scream, I lost control.  In seconds I was pounding 
away inside of her, 
fucking her as fast and furious as I had ever fucked 
before.  It didn't 
take long for her to reach her climax, and seconds 
later I released gob 
after gob of my hot semen inside of her. 

The two of us collapsed in a heap, our limbs 
intertwined, and our
tongues in each other's mouths.  We were both drenched 
in sweat, and 
the room smelled strongly of sex.  When Cammie caught 
her breathe, she 
began to speak once more.  "Holy shit that was 
amazing.  I know I'm 
going to love this...fucking your all the time, and 
when we're not 
fucking, hanging out, and doing stuff like we always 
have...but being 
more than friends." 

With effort, I hid my fear, and agreed with her.  It 
was obvious now
that I was trapped, and there was no going back.  It 
was either going 
to be a relationship, or nothing with Cameron, and 
although I knew a 
relationship was destined for failure, I wasn't ready 
to give her up 
yet.  "You're right, Cammie" I said, "this is going to 
be a fun 
summer." 
 

*****************************************************


During August of 1996, the only thing most Atlanta 
residents thought
about was the Olympics.  I didn't have that luxury.  
For me, almost 
every waking moment was spent with Cameron, my former 
best friend, and 
current lover.  When I wasn't with her, I constantly 
thought of ways to 
get away from her, while leaving our friendship in 
tact. 

By the time the closing ceremonies had rolled around, 
it had been almost
two months since that fateful night when I had 
stripped her down for 
the first time, and made love to her on her parents 
couch.  As amazing 
as the sex between us had been, for the most part, I 
regretted the 
change in our relationship. 

That's what was going through my head, as the two of 
us pulled up into
her driveway late in the afternoon.  I was happy to 
see that her 
parents were not home.  Despite my mind numbing fear 
of being in a 
relationship, I really enjoyed our sex life.  I was 
very proud of the 
fact that I had taken a nineteen year old virgin, and 
made her into a 
nymphomaniac.  Since our first night together we 
fucked almost daily, 
and it wasn't uncommon to have sex two or three times 
in a day.  Her 
mind was adventurous and imaginative, and both of our 
bodies were more 
than willing.  We had nearly been caught by her 
parents, or mine, on 
countless occasions, and we'd put our selves at risk 
more than once in 
a public place. 

"Looks like your parents aren't here," I said, as I 
reached over and put
a hand on her knees.  I slid the ends of my fingers up 
the leg of her 
loose soccer shorts, touching the edge of her cotton 
panties. 

"Yeah, they went out to dinner and a movie," she 
responded. Gently, I
began to rub her vagina through her panties.  "You're 
disgusting," she 
said, giggling.  "Look at me, I'm a mess!" She was 
right.  I had spent 
the afternoon watching her play in a soccer game for a 
summer 
recreational league.  Her bleach blonde hair was 
pulled back in a pony 
tail, and looked very limp, and her body was coated in 
sweat and dirt. 
"Besides," she continued, "We don't have much time to 
get ready for the 
party." 

"I'm ready now," I responded.  "And how long can it 
take you?" 

"It takes time for a lady to reach perfection," she 
answered, gracing me
with a playful kiss on the cheek.  I was a bit upset 
that it wasn't 
something more. 

"You are always perfection," I replied with my best 
smile. 

"Thank you, and nice try," she answered.  "But you 
still have to wait,"
she said, giving my cock a light squeeze through my 
pants. She jumped 
out of the car and headed for the door to her house. 
Reluctantly, I 
followed. 

Personally, I would have been just as happy to miss 
the party and spend
the rest of the evening between her sheets, but that 
was pretty 
unlikely.  First, her parents would be home at some 
time, and that 
would not please them at all.  Second, we had both 
actually been 
looking forward to the party for some time.  It was 
being thrown by a 
guy named Reggie Jones who we had went to high school 
with.  His parents were extremely wealthy, and he had 
a large house with a swimming pool. 
Reggie's parents had rented a suite with some friends 
downtown so they 
could attend the closing ceremonies for the Olympics, 
and then stay out 
all night partying.  The party was certain to be a big 
high school 
reunion, and it would be nice to see old friends. 

We walked in to Cameron's room and I sat on the bed, 
watching her gather
her stuff to take a shower.  "Do you think your 
parent's will mind if I use their restroom?" I asked.  
"I just want to comb my hair and wash my 
face while you get ready." 

"They probably wouldn't say anything to you," she 
answered, "But I'm
sure my mom would bitch at me about it.  Just use mine 
while I'm taking 
a shower."  She pulled off her jersey, revealing a 
tight navy blue 
sports bra.  "Just promise me you will not try to get 
in the shower 
with me.  We really are in a hurry." 

I sat ogling her body for a second before responding.  
"I don't think I
can make that promise." 

"Seriously, you have to," she said, a bit frustrated 
with me.  I was
still staring at the body I had seen and touched a 
hundred times that 
summer.  Her breasts had such a perfect shape, even in 
the sports bra, 
and her stomach was so taught and flat.  Against my 
better judgment, I 
promised not to interrupt her bathing. 

I followed her to the bathroom, and watched her step 
into the shower,
and slide the door closed.  The glass was glazed, but 
I could still see 
every detail of her magnificent body, as she first 
removed her shorts, 
and then her panties.  Finally, she took off the bra, 
and cast all the 
items out onto the floor before turning on the water.  
I tried to go 
about my own business, but as steam started to fill 
the room, it was 
impossible to concentrate. 

I turned and sat on the counter top, and began to 
stare at the shower.
Cameron was leaning forward under the stream of water, 
letting it soak 
her stringy hair.  As she stood back up, and began to 
work the shampoo 
in, I was afforded a great view of her profile.  For 
some reason, just 
being able to see her outline, and not the details, 
was incredibly 
erotic.  I could see her long hair, cascading to her 
shoulders, and her 
cute little nose.  Her breasts were nicely shaped, and 
they jostled 
about as she continued to massage her head.  Most 
impressive was her 
ass.  Her back arched in nicely from her shoulders 
downward, but her 
tight little ass stuck out perfectly.  It was high and 
round, and at 
that moment, I lusted for it. 

I could feel my dick getting stiff in my tight jeans, 
as fantasies began
to play in my mind.  I pictured myself silently 
opening the door to the 
shower, and slipping in behind her, both of us totally 
nude. Quickly, I 
grasped her body, and lay my stiff cock tightly in the 
crack of her 
ass.  At first, she would protest that I was 
interrupting her shower, 
but seconds later I would have her hands against the 
wall as I entered 
her vagina from behind, and began to fuck her standing 
up, letting the hot 
water poured off our nude bodies, while her perky 
breasts swung in rhythm 
with the fucking. 

Sitting on the counter, I realized I had become rock 
hard, and I was
sweating a little bit.  I knew that if I didn't get 
out of there soon, 
I was going to break my promise to my girlfriend.  
Cameron and I had 
got along great all summer, without a single major 
argument, and I 
didn't want to have our first one tonight.  Despite 
every instinct in 
my body (and especially my swollen cock), I walked out 
of the bathroom, 
and sat on her bed. 

As I sat there, I could hear the water running, and 
see the steam
drifting from the bathroom.  The fantasy began to play 
in my head once 
again, and I closed my eyes and let it play.  Without 
thinking about 
it, I leaned back on the bed, and began to softly 
stroke my stiff penis 
through my pants.  Over and over in my mind I saw the 
two of us 
standing nude in that shower, as I briskly pounded 
away inside her 
vagina.  I was so lost in my reverie; I didn't even 
hear the water 
stop. 

"Are you still awake in there," I heard her shout. 

I quickly jumped up and opened my eyes.  From my seat 
on the bed, I
could see just inside the bathroom, as far as the 
counter.  Cameron was 
not in that area, and I was relieved that she hadn't 
see me 
masturbating on her bed.  I quickly answered that I 
was awake.  My dick 
was still harder than ever, and I could feel a bit of 
pre-cum on my 
underwear.  Without looking out, Cameron walked over 
to the mirror, and 
began to mess with her hair and makeup.  The sight of 
her drove me out 
of my mind. 

Cameron stood in front of the mirror, wearing a flimsy 
silk dressing
gown.  It was knee length, white, and trimmed with 
lace around the 
openings.  It was barely held closed by a silk belt, 
not even knotted. 
The material was so thin that I could see the outline 
of her white panties 
beneath it.  She wasn't wearing a bra, and the soft 
material showed the 
outline of her breasts perfectly.  I could even see 
her hard nipples 
poking through it.  "You're fucking torturing me..." I 
muttered under 
my breathe. 

Cameron stuck her head out the bathroom door 
momentarily and called out
to me.  "Did you say something?"

"Nothing," I responded.  "Just that I'm going to the 
living room to
watch TV while you get ready."  I started to leave the 
room, and as I 
walked down the hall, I couldn't shake the images of 
her out of my 
mind.  In addition to my shower fantasy, I saw myself 
sliding her robe 
up, and bending her over the counter to fuck.  My hand 
found my stiff 
cock once more, and I stood in the hallway stroking 
it. I unzipped my 
pants and pulled it out, marveling at how hard it had 
become.  I leaned 
against the wall and began to jerk off fiercely when a 
new though 
popped into my head. 

I turned and started heading back to Cameron's room.  
The logic made
sense as I ran it over in my mind, my cock still 
hanging out of my 
pants.  I had not promised not to disturb her, just 
not to interrupt 
her shower.  Her shower was over. 

Standing outside her bedroom door, I quickly removed 
my shirt, pants,
and finally my underwear.  As silently as possible, I 
moved to the 
bathroom door.  Cameron was leaned over the sink, 
applying lipstick. 
She had already dried her hair, and it was pushed back 
in a headband. 
As she leaned over, her robe hung open, and looking in 
the mirror I had 
a clear shot of her left breast.  Her right breast 
still strained 
against the soft fabric of the robe, and I could see 
her nipple was 
still hard.  As she leaned a bit farther, her ass 
stuck out perfectly. 
Silently, I stepped in behind her, and wrapped an arm 
around her waist. 

Her first reaction was to jump.  She was obviously a 
bit surprised. When
she realized what was going on, she began to ask me 
what I was doing. I 
pulled her tightly to me, letting my hard cock press 
firmly against her 
back.  With one hand, I turned her head to face me, 
and began to kiss 
her slowly and passionately.  Looking in the mirror, 
the sight was 
quite erotic.  My nude muscular body behind her 
slender scantily 
clothed one.  I held her tightly, and began to gyrate 
my hips slightly, 
enjoying the feel of my cock rubbing against her robe. 

Slowly, I began to slide my right hand up her thigh, 
under her robe,
touching the lips of her vagina through her satin 
panties.  She moaned 
softly as our tongues began to intertwine.  I reached 
inside her robe 
with my left hand, and softly removed her right 
breast.  I rubbed my 
fingers gently around her hard pink nipple, as I 
watched everything in 
the mirror.  Her eyes were still closed, as she 
responded to my kisses, 
and her body seemed to give in to my will. 

Gently, I continued to stroke her exposed nipple and 
the surrounding
area with my finger tips.   I worked the fingers on my 
other hand into 
the gusset of her panties.  I knew every inch of her 
body, and I easily 
found her swelling clitoris, and began to rub it.  She 
sighed softly. 
"That feels good," she whispered.  My only response 
was to keep 
touching her with my hands, while my tongue and lips 
met with hers.  I 
slid her panties completely aside, and began to slowly 
slide two 
fingers inside her moist vagina.  I removed my left 
hand from her 
breast, and used it to lift her robe, and then line 
the head of my 
stiff cock up with her entrance. 

"Not here," she panted, as I continued to finger her. 

"Yes," I responded.  "Right here.  In front of the 
mirror, against the
counter." 

"No," she answered.  "I don't want to do it standing 
up.  Let's move to
my bed."  She opened her eyes now and looked up into 
mine.  "I promise, 
I'll make it worth your while," she said with a 
taunting smile. 

At that moment, I didn't care if she made it "worth my 
while" or not. I
just wanted it bad; needed it even.  I used my hand to 
spread her 
legs, and started pushing the tip of my swollen member 
inside her. 

"Please," she pleaded with me.  "I like making love in 
my bed, and we
don't get to do it that often."  Her statement was 
true.  Although we 
had been very sexually active all summer, we very 
rarely fucked in her 
bed.  Cameron's mom was a teacher, so she was home 
during the summer 
days.  Most of our love making sessions took place at 
my house, or in 
the back of a car, or at my childhood fort in the 
woods.  I could still see my 
earlier fantasies of doing in on the counter, but I 
honestly didn't 
care where we did it at the moment, as long as I could 
get off soon and 
put out the fire in my loins.  I decided it was always 
a good policy to 
keep your girlfriend happy, and slowly removed my 
cock. 

She smiled at me, obviously happy that I had given in 
to her desire.
Cameron took my hand, and let me back into the 
bedroom.  She turned 
down the sheets on her bed, and told me to lay down.  
I lay on my back 
watching her, as she stepped away from the bed.  
Slowly, she turned her 
back to me, and made very deliberate motions as she 
untied the belt on 
her robe.  I watched it fall open and my whole body 
began to tremble 
with anticipation.  Sex with Cameron was always good, 
but I couldn't 
remember anticipating it so much since our first night 
together.  The 
feeling was very similar to the one I got when I was 
finally about it 
to make it for the first time with a girl I had been 
working on for a 
while. 

Still facing away from me, Cameron slowly began to 
slide the robe off.
She did it excruciatingly slow, making an amazing 
tease.  First, her 
bare shoulders were revealed.  Then her shoulder 
blades, and upper 
arms.  Slowly, the robe slid further and further down 
her sexy back, 
revealing her small waist, and the soft curves of her 
torso.  Finally, 
it was all the way off her arms, and she held it that 
way for a second, 
before dropping it to the floor, revealing her tight 
little ass, 
concealed in a pair of white satin panties. She stood 
there for a few 
seconds, just shaking her perfect butt, knowing how 
much I enjoyed 
looking at it, then she crossed her arms over her 
chest, hiding her 
nipples, and slowly turned to face me.  Again, she 
flashed me her 
naughtiest smile.  I was so entranced by her that I 
didn't even notice 
that I was stroking my cock again. 

Slowly, she slid her hands up her body, still managing 
to shield her
nipples with her arms.  She removed the headband from 
her hair, letting 
it fall down to frame her pretty face.  In one quick, 
graceful 
movement, she ran her fingers through her hair and 
shook her head, 
making her hair go wild, and exposing her perky breast 
at the same 
time.  When she stopped, she smiled at me again, and 
hooked each of her 
thumbs in her panties, pulling them down just enough 
that I could see 
the beginning of her dark brown pubic hair. 

It was easily one of the sexiest things I had ever 
seen in my young
life.  Here I was, lying completely naked in my 
girlfriends white 
cotton sheets, with my cock aching in my hand, and she 
was standing in 
front of me like some naughty goddess.  Her blonde 
hair was wild and 
sexy, her breasts totally exposed, her green eyes were 
filled with 
lust, and her lips were bright red from the makeup, 
and smiling right 
at me. She wore nothing but those tiny panties, pulled 
down enough to 
suggest the naughty prize they were barely concealing. 

For a minute, I couldn't speak.  I couldn't even 
think.  The only thing
going through my body was the most primal of urges.  
Finally, I was 
able to muster up a few words.  "Get over here, you," 
I said hoarsely. 

Slowly, Cameron approached the bed.  "But what do you 
need me over here
for?" she asked playfully.  "I've got to get dressed 
for the party."  I 
grabbed her wrist, and gently pulled her close to me. 

"Take those off," I whispered, nodding at her panties.  
I felt like a
Neanderthal.  I was consumed with lust, totally 
incapable of being a 
romantic, or considerate lover. 

"What?  These?" she asked, as she slid her panties 
down.  She pulled
them down her long legs, and flung them at my face.  
They wreaked with 
the smell of her sex.  She climbed into bed with me, 
and wrapped her 
tiny hand around my thick penis.  "I don't think you 
are ready for me 
yet.  You don't seem hard at all," she teased.  She 
started to get up, 
and walk to the bathroom.  At that point, I couldn't 
take the teasing 
any longer.  I grabbed her arm and pulled her back to 
me with force, 
but still having enough sense about me to be gentle.  
I put her on her 
back in the bed, and positioned myself between her 
spread thighs. 
Without pausing, I slipped my cock inside her.  
Halfway on the first 
stroke, but I was quickly in to the base.  She moaned 
eagerly, as I 
positioned myself above her, and began to pump.  Our 
eyes were locked 
on one another, as she wrapped her arms tight around 
me, pulling me 
closer to her body.  I began fucking without abandon, 
as she buried her 
nails in my back. 

"Mmmmm, don't stop," she panted.  "Oh please, don't 
stop."  Her moans
became more rapid, and more audible, as I went in and 
out, faster than 
I had previously thought possible.  I was barely even 
aware that her 
nails were imbedded in my flesh, as she began to moan 
out my name.  It 
didn't even take two minutes before her body began to 
quiver in 
anticipation of orgasm.  She shook sporadically 
beneath me, as her arms 
clenched me tighter.  As she came, I stopped for a 
second, and we 
embraced, and kissed each other again and again.  "Oh 
shit, you're 
amazing," she whispered, before guiding me over on my 
back.  She 
straddled me, my cock impaling her, as she began to 
bounce up and down 
on it.  Eagerly, I pushed up inside her, trying to use 
our combined 
momentum to reach new depths.  The thrill of watching 
her ride me was 
driving me wild.  I loved watching my cock slide in 
and out of her, and 
watching her tits bounce up and down with her body.  I 
loved the 
filthy, dirty things she whispered during sex, that 
were so 
uncharacteristic of her normal persona.  Most of all, 
I loved the way she 
moaned, as another orgasm approached, and the way she 
threw her head 
back, and closed her eyes, as she concentrated on 
pleasing me. 
Suddenly, she leaned forward and opened her eyes, as 
she told me she 
was about to cum.  As her body began to give in to the 
pleasure, she 
reached behind her and squeezed my balls.  Instantly, 
I lost control 
and felt my own orgasm.  My eyes rolled back, but the 
vision of my 
beautiful girlfriend was still imprinted on them, as I 
enjoyed the 
sensation of her touching me, and the much needed 
release as I began to 
cum inside of her. 

Almost immediately, she collapsed on top of me.  The 
two of us kissed
passionately, and whispered nice things to each other, 
and then kissed 
some more.  We laid that way for what seemed like a 
blissful eternity, 
before Cameron finally rolled off of me.  "Well," she 
began, "I guess 
I'm going to need another shower now." 

"I guess so," I responded.  I remained in the bed, 
while she returned to
the bathroom, and I heard the water begin to run once 
more. I kept 
thinking to myself that I must be insane to want out 
of this 
relationship, but nevertheless, the longing for 
freedom was still 
there, as I drifted off listening to the shower run. 

I couldn't have been asleep for too long, because when 
Cameron woke me
up, I was still covered in a light coat of sweat from 
our earlier 
activity.  She was standing over me, and the light 
from the setting sun 
shined through the window and over her shoulder, 
making her look like a 
fallen angel.  At that moment, Cameron was gorgeous 
enough to take my 
breath away.  I couldn't remember waking up to a more 
divine sight in 
my short life.  She was dressed now, obviously almost 
ready to leave 
for the party.  Her long light blonde hair was pulled 
back in a pony 
tail with a pink scrunchie, but she had obviously 
taken the time to 
curl the ends first.  She was wearing a tight pink 
button down blouse, 
with 3/4 sleeves, that hugged her petite, muscular 
body, and her 
perky breasts.  The blouse was unbuttoned enough to 
hint at her 
cleavage, and it was not tucked into her slinky, knee-
length gray 
skirt.  Her lips were nicely emphasized with red 
lipstick, the only 
makeup she ever wore, and a pair of heels finished off 
her outfit. 
Cameron didn't dress up that often, but when she did 
it was well worth 
the wait on my part.  The sight of her, combined with 
the musky smell 
coming from the white panties laying next to my head 
that I had 
stripped from her earlier was enough to make my worn 
out cock begin to 
stir again. 

She said something to me, but I was so lost in my 
admiration that I
didn't catch it.  "What?" I asked, still a bit dazed 
from my nap, and 
the overwhelming sight of her. 

"I said, 'Hurry up and take a shower, and put your 
clothes back on',"
she replied. 

"Okay," I answered. "But come here first," I said, 
grasping her small
hand, and pulling her towards me.  I kissed her hand, 
and attempted to 
pull her down into the bed with me.  She kissed me 
lightly on the lips, 
and I reached up and started unbuttoning her blouse, 
revealing the 
beginnings of a lavender bra. 

Quickly, she opened her eyes and stood up.  "Oh no," 
she began.  "We
don't have time for that again." 

"You know, Cammie," I said, trying to be serious, 
"They say when you
don't make 'time for that' anymore in your 
relationship, problems start 
to arise."  I knew there was not much of a chance of 
getting her back 
into bed before the party, but I was trying to charm 
her nevertheless. 

"Well," she answered, smiling down at me, "I think we 
used up enough
time doing 'that' already.  By the time you get 
cleaned up, we'll be 
pretty late for the party." 

"Fuck the party," I responded.  "Let's just spend the 
night alone
together.  You look too good tonight for me to share 
you with other 
eyes."  In my mind, I knew that was actually really 
looking forward to 
seeing all my old friends, but, for the moment at 
least, my "other 
head" was doing the thinking for me. 

"Well, thank you for the complement," she said, "but I 
know you've been
looking forward to this as much as I have, if not 
more, so we are not 
going to miss it just because you're getting all hot 
and bothered.  Hot 
and bothered, AGAIN, that is."  She paused for a 
second, and pulled on 
my arm, forcing me to sit up.  "Besides," she began, 
"If we get to the 
party early enough, and make all our rounds, we might 
be able to make 
it into one of the bedrooms before they are all 
taken!" As I stood up, 
I pulled her close to my body, pinning my soon-to-be 
erect penis 
tightly between our firm bodies.  I managed to get 
another button on 
her blouse open, giving me a nice view of her breast 
in her tight bra, 
before she stopped me again.  While flashing her 
wicked smile, she gave me a light kiss, slapped me on 
the ass, and pointed me towards the shower.  I 
couldn't help smiling from her earlier comments.  
Sometimes 
I wondered who enjoyed our sex life more, Cameron or 
me? 

As I stepped into the shower and began to clean off, I 
thought about
what she had said.  Parties thrown at the Jones house 
were known for being a lot 
of fun, but they were also known for being a regular 
fuck fest.  His 
parents owned a huge house, with six bedrooms, not to 
mention countless 
other rooms that party goers could lock themselves in 
for privacy.  The 
house was on a large piece of property with a lot of 
wooded areas, and 
they also had a small pool house out back, so even 
when the rooms were 
taken, couples had a lot of places to wander off too.  
The end result 
was that rather than leaving the party and going off 
somewhere to have 
sex, people ended up hanging around longer and fucking 
on the property. 
It also made it easier to hook up with a random 
partner than at a 
normal party, since it was easy to find a private 
place and let things 
happen. 

I got out of the shower and started to dress as I 
replayed some of the
better nights I had spend at Reggie's house.  I had 
first went to a party 
there my sophomore year in high school.  The house had 
already become a legend at school due to his older 
brother, Richie.  Now that we were in college, I 
assumed the tradition would continue with Randy, the 
youngest Jones boy.  Over the year's, the pool house 
had become my favorite place to take a girl. I 
had lost my virginity to Ashley Welch there when I was 
15, and I had taken part in a threesome there at the 
end of my senior year with Emily Wagner and a 
girl named Jennie Milano who went to another school.  
Incidentally, the 
rumors that had spread around high school about 
Cameron being a lesbian 
had been fueled when she had been seen coming out of 
the same pool 
house a year earlier with Jennie.  As far as I know, I 
was the only one 
that knew for a fact that the two of them had sex, 
besides the 
participants, but that hadn't stopped the rumors. 

But tonight would be the first time I had ever taken 
Cameron into the
pool house.  It was actually the first time we had 
been to a party 
together since we had changed our relationship.  The 
thought of having 
sex with her there was making me hard again.  The pool 
house was the 
"private place" most on display at Mike's house, and 
when people 
went in there, pretty much everyone knew what was 
going on.  I think 
that's why it was my favorite.  I kind of enjoyed 
being in the public 
eye, like an exhibitionist, who wasn't really showing 
anything.  I knew 
with the way my girlfriend looked tonight, every guy 
there would be 
jealous.  I could see myself already, sliding my hand 
up her taut legs, 
beneath her tight skirt.  Unbuttoning her blouse and 
bringing her hard 
nipples into my mouth. The images continued to play 
through my head as 
I finished dressing, and the two of us got in the car 
to leave. 

Cameron decided it would be best if she drove, since 
she knew my
tendency to drink heavily at social functions.  As she 
sat down in the 
driver's seat the hem of her skirt pulled up past her 
knees, affording 
me a nice view of the lower half of her sexy legs.  
The skirt had 
matching slits on each side, and the way she sat 
forced them open. As 
she backed out of the driveway, I was greeted with a 
nice view of her 
thigh.  Almost immediately, I had my left hand on her 
right leg. I 
began to massage her lower thigh gently, as she drove 
to the end of the 
street.  Cameron moaned softly, obviously pleased by 
my touch. 

"Are you sure you want to go to this party?" I asked.  
"I mean, we could
still just turn around....Your parents are still out, 
but I think we 
could find something to entertain us for a few 
minutes."  I slid my 
hand further up her leg, pushing her skirt up with it, 
and revealing a 
black slip skirt.  I squeezed her thigh tightly in my 
hand, released, 
and squeezed again.  I noticed that her breathing 
patterns were 
starting to match the rhythm of my hand. 

"You know we aren't going to do that," she said.  Her 
voice came out
much deeper and sexier than usual.  "C'mon...we'll 
just spend a few 
hours mingling, then we can meet in the pool house and 
I promise I will 
fuck you like you've never had." 

"I don't know if that's good enough for me," I 
responded, teasing her
with my voice, as I began to rub my fingers along the 
gusset of her 
panties.  Slowly, I pushed the material aside and 
began to touch her 
pussy lips. 

"Listen, what time is it now?" she asked, still trying 
to drive the car.


"It will be ten by the time we get there," I answered.  
As I began to
tease her clitoris with my finger tips, she had 
trouble keeping her 
eyes on the road. 

"So," she began, before having to stop and re-gather 
her thoughts.  I
was beginning to fuck her now with two fingers.  "So, 
we get there at 
ten, and by midnight, we have sex." 

"That's not good enough for me," I answered.  
"Eleven."  My fingers were
now starting to build up momentum inside her. 

"That's too early," she protested. 

"You're right," I answered, "We don't want to do 
anything too early." I
started to pull my hand out from under her skirt.  
Quickly, she 
released the wheel of the car with one hand, and 
gripped my wrist with 
surprising strength. 

"Don't stop!" she said, a hint of anger in her voice.  
I just sat
staring at her without response.  "Okay, you shit!" 
she burst out. 
"Eleven thirty."  I smiled at her, and we both 
couldn't help laughing. 
I slid my fingers back inside her wet vagina, and 
began to stroke, 
faster in faster.  Without warning, Cameron jerked the 
car to the side 
of the road, and slammed on the brakes.  "Don't stop," 
she panted. 
Frantically, I begin to move my fingers at a lightning 
pace.  Seeming 
not to notice the passing traffic, Cameron leaned back 
against the 
driver's side door, and lifted her legs towards me.  
She spread them as 
far as the tight skirt would allow.  As she began to 
moan and cuss, I 
continued to finger fuck her.  I could tell her orgasm 
was coming fast. 
I paused for a second, and pulled her wet lavender 
panties off over her 
shoes, throwing them on the floor board.  After that, 
it was only a 
matter of seconds.  Her whole body began to quiver and 
shake, as 
delightful moans and jaw dropping epitaphs spilled 
from her mouth.  
When it was all over, she jumped up and pulled me to 
her tightly, 
smothering me with kisses as if I were about to leave 
for war. Over and 
over again, she swore that she would "repay me in 
full" later that 
night. 

Before pulling back onto the road, she reached for her 
panties. Quickly
I blocked her movement, and picked them up myself.  
They were tight 
bikini panties...lavender satin, with ornate lace 
trim, and they were 
soaked.  I held them up between us, and we both could 
not help inhaling 
the strong odor of Cameron's sex.  Before she could 
grab them, I pulled 
them away, and stuff them in my pocket.  "This will 
keep you from 
forgetting our meeting at the party," I said.  She 
protested for a 
minute, but gave in when she saw that she couldn't 
sway me.  After 
looking in the mirror to make sure her hair and makeup 
were not out of 
place, she pulled back on the road, and headed for the 
party. 

 The next hour or so was rather uneventful.  Upon 
reaching the party,
Cameron and I had mingled together for a while.  I had 
hoped to be able 
to tease her uncovered pussy a few times when no one 
was around, but 
her skirt was long enough to make it impossible to 
slide my hand in for 
a quick feel.  After a while, we went our own ways to 
reunite with old 
friends.  Before leaving, I reminder her of our eleven 
thirty 
appointment. 

Casually, I walked about the party, greeting all of my 
old friends,
seeing which girls were still hot, and introducing 
myself to the girls 
I didn't know.  For a while, I think that part of me 
that dreaded 
relationships took over my mind, because I was 
flirting with every 
thing in a skirt.  At about 11 o'clock, sanity 
prevailed for a brief 
second.  A voice in the back of my mind whispered 
"This is how it 
always starts," and I knew the voice was right.  
Almost every serious relationship I had been in had 
ended with my infidelity.  It usually started the same 
way.  Put me in a social situation, mix in a little 
alcohol, and an attractive girl, and if 
somehow sex managed to work it's way into the picture, 
I would jump at 
the opportunity.  The bitch of it was, of all the 
times I had been 
caught, none of them had really upset me.  There had 
been several cases 
where I felt bad that a nice girl had gotten her heart 
broken, but I 
could only remember a few occasions when I was sad to 
see the relationship end. 

But with Cameron, the situation had become different.  
With Cameron, I
had depended on her friendship for years, well before 
we had become a 
couple.  Without a doubt, I would welcome any chance 
of ending our 
romantic relationship, and returning to "just 
friends", and it wasn't 
as if some inner conscience was telling me that 
'cheating was wrong.' 
The only thing that was making me stop and think was 
the fact that I 
couldn't handle losing her friendship.  I could do 
without all the 
boyfriend/girlfriend stuff, and even though she was 
great in bed, I 
would always prefer a multitude of partners over one.  
But I did need 
someone to talk to when I felt like shit, or when I 
was proud of 
something I had done, and Cameron had always been that 
person.  For 
that reason, I listened to that voice at around 
eleven, and decided to 
stop flirting, and go hang out in the pool house and 
wait for my 
girlfriend. 

I walked down the path to the pool house, went inside, 
and turned on the
television.  It really was a nice little place. The 
pool house was a 
small brick building, with a door that opened on a 
kitchen.  Just past 
the kitchen area was a small sitting area with a 
television, and a 
bathroom was off to one side.  Almost as soon as I 
turned on the TV, I 
heard the door swing open.  "You're early," I called 
out without 
turning, "Couldn't wait to blast off on the love 
rocket again?" 

"I didn't know I had an appointment," a female voice 
answered, "But I am
always ready for the love rocket," she said with a 
giggle. 

Surprised, I quickly spun around.  Standing in the 
doorway I saw Karen
Webb.  As always, she looked fantastic.  "Oh shit, 
Karen," I began, "I 
thought you were someone else." 

"Oh, were you supposed to meet someone here?" she 
asked, smiling
coyly. 

"No. No, not really," I answered.  "I was just joking 
around." 

"Then what are you doing here?" she asked. 

"I just got a little bored," I answered.  "I said 
'hello' to everyone,
and I felt like just sitting down for a while." 

"You never said 'hello' to me," Karen replied.  "And I 
KNOW you saw me."


"Yeah, but you were with Dipshit," I responded without 
thinking. "Oh,
I'm sorry," I quickly apologized.  "I didn't mean to 
offend you if you 
came with Dipshit or anything." 

The dipshit I was referring to was William Bell.  Bill 
Bell to his
friends, but just Dipshit to me, or sometimes Dumbass.  
There wasn't 
any single incident I could point at for the reason 
why Dipshit and I 
hated each other.  It was just something that had 
always been there, 
and that I had no desire to change.  Usually, we tried 
to be polite to 
each other, but inevitably, one of us always ended up 
pissed off.  It 
was just good fortune that a physical confrontation 
had never taken 
place between us. 

"Well," Karen answered, "I am with him.  We're kind of 
dating, but it's
nothing serious.  Just a little summer fling, that 
will be over when 
school starts back." 

"But don't you two go to the same college?" I asked.  
"Does he know it's
over in the fall?" 

"Yes, we do go to the same school...the same one as 
your date," she
answered.  "And, no, he probably doesn't know, but I 
don't really give 
a shit.  I don't run into him much at school, and I 
don't have much 
interest in maintaining high school friendships my 
whole life anyway. 
Plus, he's not a very good fuck." 

"Holy shit, you fucked that dumbass?" I asked. 

She just cocked her head and gave me a look that 
seemed to say "Do you
really have to ask?"  Karen wasn't exactly known for 
being a choir 
girl.  Pretty much every guy she had dated had scored, 
as well as 
several who had never been on a date with her.  I was 
a member of the 
second group. 

"He's actually not that bad in bed," she said, as she 
stepped out of the
shadows, and towards the couch.  "It's just that I've 
had better." 
Karen winked at me as she finished speaking.  She had 
never been to 
fond of subtlety.  She walked around the couch, and 
sat down next to 
me. 

For the first time, I was able to get a good look at 
her, and I was
overwhelmed.  Karen had always been an attractive 
girl, but somehow 
going away to college had improved her.  Several of 
the girls at the 
party had gained weight during their freshman year, 
but it looked like 
Karen's body had become tighter.  She was about five 
foot six, with 
dark brown hair that came past her shoulder.  She had 
a really cute 
face, and nice full red lips.  Her figure was like an 
hourglass.  Karen 
was incredibly curvaceous, with large breasts, a tiny 
waist, and great 
hips and ass.  All of this would make any guy chase 
her, but what 
really drove me wild was her eyes.  Karen had huge 
brown doe eyes, that 
seemed to make her face look extremely innocent.   
With the way she 
dressed, and acted, it was incredibly appealing to me. 

On top of her natural beauty, Karen was dressed to 
thrill on that night.
She was wearing a long sleeved, button down blouse, 
with black and 
white vertical stripes, and solid white collar and 
cuffs.  The blouse 
was incredibly thin, and it was easy to see her black 
bra through it. 
Her skirt was short, tight, black leather, and she was 
wearing black 
silk hose and high heels.  Nobody had ever dressed 
like that at a high 
school party, and it wasn't often that I saw outfits 
like that at 
college.  As she sat next to me flirting, I felt a 
stirring in my 
pants. 

Desperately, I tried to steer our conversation away 
from sex.  "So, I
heard you are in a sorority?" I asked.  "I'm surprised 
they let you 
dress like that." 

"Yes, well, it's the naughty sorority," she responded.  
Gently she
placed her hand on my thigh, and began to rub it 
through me jeans. "Do 
you think I look naughty?" 

"Listen, Karen," I began.  "I don't think we should be 
doing this...
we're both here with dates." 

"So?" she responded.  "When has that stopped you 
before?  It certainly
didn't stop you from cheating on that little girl last 
spring." 

Christina Ellis was the "little girl" she was 
referring too.  She had been my
date to our senior prom, and I had snuck off to fuck 
Karen during the 
evening.  It wasn't one of my proudest moments.  
Still, as I sat here 
thinking back on how bad I had felt afterwards, I 
couldn't help but 
remember what a great fuck Karen was.  She wasn't the 
best partner I'd 
ever had, but she was very animated in bed, and a 
great time.  The prom 
experience was the only time I had screwed her, but I 
had also been in 
the room while she had sex with a friend once, and I 
had gotten a blow 
job from her years earlier. 

Now, it was her turn to do the pushing.  "C'mon," 
pleaded Karen. "Nobody
has made me squeal like you did since that night.  
Plus, think how much 
it will piss Bill off if he finds out, that should 
motivate you some." 

While looking me in the eyes, she gently began to 
squeeze my dick
through my pants.  It was obvious to both of us that I 
was succumbing 
to her charms.  The world seemed to be in slow motion, 
as she leaned 
towards me, and we began to kiss.  I felt my arm slide 
around her back 
and pull her tightly to me.  With my last ounce of 
will power, I 
managed to break the kiss.  "We can't do this," I 
stammered. 

Karen told me not to talk, as she unbuttoned my pants, 
and removed my
stiff penis from it's prison.  As she coiled her hand 
around my 
erection, each fingertip seemed to send electric 
shocks through my 
entire body, driving me wild.  She leaned closer, and 
traced my ear 
with the tip of her tongue.  "Just lean back, and 
close your eyes," she 
whispered.  "You don't have to do anything...at least 
not yet.  I'll 
get us started, and then it will all be my fault, and 
you won't have to 
blame yourself." 

Somewhere, deep down inside, I knew that her argument 
didn't make any
sense, but I allowed her to persuade me.  She kissed 
me once more, and 
then slid off the couch, and onto her knees.  She 
knelt before me, 
still gripping my cock tightly, and looked up at me 
with those big 
innocent eyes.  I knew then that I was weak, and that 
any chance of me 
resisting was gone.  Still staring at me, she slowly 
unbuttoned her 
blouse, revealing a lacy black bra, pushing her ample 
cleavage towards 
me.  "I don't want cum on my blouse," she explained, 
as she massaged my 
balls gently with one hand.  My eyes locked on hers as 
she leaned 
forward and kissed the tip of my swollen cock. 

"Your dick is soooo big," she whispered.  "It makes me 
so hot.  I can't
wait to feel it inside me....inside me pussy."  Her 
filthy talk was 
driving me wild.  The whole time, she kept those 
innocent eyes locked 
on my own.  She started licking my cock, trailing her 
tongue from base 
to tip, and back down again.  I reached down and 
pulled her hair back, 
holding it out of her face. 

"Please," I whispered..."Please do it." At that moment 
I didn't even
know Cameron existed.  Karen smiled coyly, and then 
took the head of my 
cock between her ruby red lips.  She sucked on it 
gently, making my 
body tingle with need.  As she continued to massage my 
balls with one 
hand, she tightly gripped the base of my dick with the 
other. At first, 
she bobbed her head slowly up and down my long shaft, 
but she quickly 
began to build speed.  She moaned constantly as her 
hand began to work 
the base of my shaft, and her lips and tongue teased 
the top half. 
Every few stroked she would flash those eyes at me, or 
pause to tell me 
how much fun she was having.  I could tell she wanted 
me good and eager 
to fuck her, but I had other plans.  I grasped her 
head tightly, and 
began moving my hips in rhythm with her mouth. I could 
feel my balls 
getting tighter, as I ached for a release, and 
suddenly it was there. 
For a brief second I felt like I was invincible as I 
shot my load down 
her throat.  Karen was caught a bit by surprise, and 
jerked her head. 
My cum dripped onto her exposed bra and cleavage 
before she could get 
her mouth back around it.  When I was finished, I 
collapsed back into 
the couch. 

For a minute, Karen just stayed on her knees, smiling 
up at me.  Her
hair was a bit of a mess, and my cum was puddled on 
her tits and bra. 
"I'm going to the bathroom to clean off," she said, 
finally.  "You 
caught me by surprise.  I was just trying to get you 
hard so we could 
fuck."  As she walked to the bathroom, she called 
back.  "You get your 
rest, because in a minute it's payback time."  I 
mumbled something in 
response, and just sat there in a daze, enjoying the 
moment.  I was oblivious to the world, 	until I heard 
the door open.

As soon as I heard the hinges creek, I felt like I'd 
been hit by a bolt of lightning.  I looked at the 
clock.  It read 11:45.  Cameron was supposed to meet 
me at 11:30.  How could I have been so fucking stupid?

I turned around to confirm my what I already knew.  
Cameron was closing the door behind her.  I noticed 
once again how good she looked, and my mind was 
ravished with guilt.  Cameron walked around the couch 
to greet me.

"Sorry I'm late," she said apologetically.  She 
glanced down and saw my semi-erect penis protruding 
from my pants.  "Wow!  I guess you got started without 
me?"

I didn't know what to say.  Cameron didn't wait for an 
answer.  She began pushing her slinky skirt up, and 
straddled me.  "I can't believe you took these" she 
said while patting the pocket that held her panties.  
"I have been so wet all night.  Every little breeze 
seemed to go right up my skirt and tickly my pussy."  

The skirt was pushed all the way up around her waist, 
and her bare vagina was exposed.  She started rubbing 
it against my cock.  Despite the peril I was in, my 
penis responded.  It apparently had a mind of its own.  
"Your awful quiet," Cameron said.  "I hope you aren't 
angry at me.  "I promise to make it up to you."  She 
pulled untucked her pink blouse from her skirt, and 
started unbuttoning.  Her bra was lacy purple, and 
matched the panties I had taken from her in the car.  
It clasped in the front, and she opened, revealing her 
perfect orbs.  She smiled at me wickedly, then grasped 
my head and put it between her breasts, shaking them 
back and forth like some stripper in a seedy 
nightclub.  My cock was not rock hard, and she 
continued to trail her wet vagina over it.

That's when everything fell apart.  The bathroom door 
swung open, and Karen steeped out.  Her pinstriped 
blouse was still open, and her large breasts were 
nearly busting out of her lacy black bra.  "Damn," she 
said.  "You got your cum all over…" she stopped mid-
sentence as she looked up and saw Cameron.  "Oh shit," 
she muttered.

Cameron stared at Karen wide eyed, and then looked 
back to me.  She must have felt foolish, sitting there 
with her tits out and her crotch exposed as the put 
the pieces together.  "You fucking bastard," she said 
looking at me.  She jumped up and fumbled with her 
bra.  She buttoned her blouse haphazardly, misaligning 
the buttons in the process.

"Cammie, wait!" I said.  

"Don't you fucking come near me," she screamed.  Tears 
were running down her pretty face.  "You fucking shit.  
You fucking shitty shit."  She stormed out the door.

I stopped long enough to put away my piece and zip up, 
then I followed her.  She was moving quickly.  She had 
already made it to the side of the house, and she was 
going towards her car.  Amazingly, no one at the party 
had even noticed.  I rushed to catch her.  I grabbed 
her arm just as she opened the car door.  "Cammie 
wait.  I can explain" I said.  

She wheeled around quickly and slapped me with her 
free hand.  "Fuck you," she said.  Then she screamed 
it. "Fuck you!  How can you do this to me?  Why the 
fuck did you do this?"  She pushed me away with 
surprising strength and got in the car.  She shot me a 
menacing look before pulling out of the driveway and 
speeding off.  

I sat down in the grass, stunned.  I replayed the 
events in my head, and wondered how I could have been 
so foolish.  It wasn't the first time I had cheated on 
someone, but I still didn't understand why I did it.  
I was there for about ten minutes when Karen walked 
up.  Her blouse was buttoned now, and tucked back into 
her leather skirt.  She looked worried.

"How did it go?" she asked.

"Take a guess," I responded.

"I'm sorry.  Is there anything I can do?" she asked.

"Can you give me a ride home?"  She told me she could.  
Her car was parked on the street, and we walked over 
to it.  She had opted not to tell her date she was 
leaving.

We got in the passenger seat and I covered my face 
with my hands  "I can't fucking believe this," I 
muttered.

Karen put a hand on my shoulder.  "What's wrong?" she 
asked softly.

I looked at her like the was a dumbass.  "Are you 
fucking kidding me Karen?" I asked angrily.  "Did you 
somehow forget what just happened?"

"No," she answered calmly.  "I didn't forget anything.  
You got caught cheating on your date?  So what!  How 
many times has that happened to you now?  A few 
right?"  She paused, but I didn't answer.  "Plus, 
there are all the times you've fucked around and 
haven't been caught.  Why is this a big deal?  This is 
what you do.  It's always been what you do.  I'm sure 
my date will find out and be pissed, but I don't care.  
Sleeping around is what I do.  Nobody's going to make 
me feel bad about it."  She paused again to catch her 
breath.  "Besides," she said softly.  "It was just 
Cammie.  You two have been friends for years.  It's 
not like it was a real date.  It's not like that 
little blonde trophy date last year at the prom that 
you ditched so we could have sex."

"You don't understand, Karen," I said quietly.

"Holy shit," she said softly.  "You really cared about 
her didn't you?  I thought the two of you were just 
together out of convenience, like Billy and I."

"No," I said, trying to preserver my 'bad boy' 
reputation.  "I didn't care about her."  Karen didn't 
say anything, she just gazed at me intently.  "Well, 
maybe I did," I said.  "I don't fucking know anymore."

Karen leaned over and hugged me softly.  "It's okay," 
she whispered.  I was suddenly overwhelmed with 
depression, and I placed my head on her shoulder.  Her 
blouse was cool and silky, and her long dark hair 
smelled like apple blossoms.  She held me close with 
her arms, and even though I knew it was wrong, it felt 
very right.  I moved my lips to her throat and kissed 
it softly.  Karen started rubbing my back and I kissed 
her neck again.  She pushed on my shoulders, causing 
me to sit up, and our eyes locked together.  As I 
gazed into those big brown pools, I wondered again how 
someone could look so innocent, yet be so naughty.  
Her full red lips seemed to be calling me.  I leaned 
in and tasted them.  They parted softly, and our 
tongues met.  Instantly, I was hungry for her.  I was 
still overwhelmed with guilt, and I desperately wanted 
to be accepted by someone.

I wrapped my arms around Karen's slender body, pulling 
her to me, crushing her large breasts against my 
chest.  We were hot for each other as we kissed 
hungrily.  "Karen, let's finish what we started," I 
said.  "If I'm going to cheat on my girlfriend, I 
might as well not do a half-assed job.  I want to fuck 
you."  

"Sure," she said.  "Let's get out of here."  

I grabbed Karen and pulled her into my lap.  "No.  I 
want you right here.  Right now."

"But there are people everywhere," she protested.

I slipped my hand beneath her leather skirt and rubbed 
against her pussy.  "Right here.  Right now," I 
repeated.  She pushed her skirt up so she could 
straddle me, showing off a pair of tiny black panties. 
I went for the shirt and started to unbutton it.  The 
windows were starting to fog up, so I didn't notice we 
had drawn a crowd.

Suddenly, the driver's side door swung open.  "Who the 
fuck is in my girlfriend's car?" a familiar voice 
boomed.  I recognized the stocky, jock torso even 
before Billy Bell stuck his head into the car.  He 
gazed directly at me.  "What in the hell are you 
doing?"  He looked up and saw Karen.  "What the hell 
are you doing with him?" he shouted.  "Get out of the 
car.  I'm going to kick your ass."

Billy and I despised each other, and had argued on 
many occasions, but a physical altercation had never 
broken out.  I had never been much of a fighter, but 
at that moment, I wanted nothing more than to take all 
my frustrations out on Billy's skull.  I pushed Karen 
aside and opened the passenger door to the car.  "You 
don't want to fuck with me, Dipshit," I said.  "I'll 
fucking ruin you."  

I could hear Karen calling in the background, telling 
me he wasn't worth it.  Pleading with me to get back 
in the car.  Billy was a large, muscle-bound guy who 
had been a wrestling star in high school.  I wasn't 
sure if Karen just didn't want up to fight, or she was 
scared that I would get my ass kicked.  I looked at 
him over the roof of Karen's little Jetta.  "I will 
fucking ruin you," I repeated.  

That seemed to push him over the edge.  I noticed 
quite a crowd had gathered as Billy raced around the 
hood of the car.  He looked like a charging bull as he 
set his sights on me.  I stepped a way from the car as 
he approached rapidly.  At the last second I side 
stepped.  I stuck out my leg as he passed, tripping 
him.  He fell down hard, and I wheeled around and 
kicked him in the stomach.  "You want some of me, 
bitch," I shouted.  

Billy's face was bright red and he was trying to catch 
his breath.  There was no doubt that he was angry, and 
he probably would have killed me if Karen wouldn't 
have stepped in.  "Are you crazy?" she demanded.  
"C'mon.  Let's get out of here," she cried 
desperately.  A large crowd on on-lookers had 
gathered, and her blouse was hanging open once again, 
but she didn't seem to notice.  

She held my arm tightly, and pulled me towards the 
car.  Part of me was aching to pounce on my fallen 
enemy, even though I knew in the back of my mind that 
he would pulverize me.  I deliberated a second, then 
gave in to Karen's pleading.  I got back into her car.  
She went around to the driver's side and looked down 
at her date as he tried to regain his footing.  "Don't 
ever call me again, Limp Dick," she said.  Karen 
cranked the car, popped the clutch, and we sped off 
down the road.

We left the country club through the main entrance and 
drove off through a rural area.  Suddenly I felt sick.  
The adrenaline from the fighting mixed with my guilt 
and the small amount of alcohol I had consumed and 
made me nauseous.  I told Karen, and she pulled to the 
side of the road.  I stumbled out of the car and 
dropped to my knees, thinking I might vomit.  I 
kneeled there for several minutes, waiting for it to 
pass.  There was a strong breeze in the air that was 
irregular for a summer evening in the south.  I knew 
it would be raining soon.  I noticed Karen was 
standing beside me.

"Are you okay?" she asked.  I told her that I was.  We 
were silent for a few minutes.  The sickness had 
completely passed.  "Do you know where we are?" Karen 
asked suddenly.   I shook my head.  Karen pointed 
across the across the field.  About a hundred yards up 
was an old dirt road.  Down that road there was an old 
barn, which Karen was pointing at.  

Then I realized exactly where we were.  I had been 
coming to that barn for years. I had discovered it 
with my first serious girlfriend, Jill.  Since then, I 
had hidden my old blazer behind that barn hundreds of 
times so I could fool around with my date.  Along with 
the old fort behind my house, it was one of my old 
high school fuck spots.  I had even taken Cameron 
there a few times over the summer when we couldn't 
find anyplace else.  I had also taken Karen behind the 
barn once.  She had been dating one of my good 
friends, and he had just broken up with her at a 
party.  I had shown a little sympathy, and offered her 
a ride home.  I was rewarded with a blow job, even 
though I had wanted a little more.  Karen had not been 
so slutty at the time, and didn't allow me to go all 
the way.

"Have you taken a lot of girls there?" Karen asked.

"Yes," I said honestly.  I only took girls that I 
trusted to my old fort, but I had taken almost any 
girl I fooled around with to the barn.

"I've been to several guys secret make out spots," she 
said.  "But that was one of the better ones.  So 
obvious, yet so hidden.  Have you ever been inside, or 
did you always just park like we did that night?"

"I just parked," I answered as I got to my feet.

"I wonder what's inside," she said.  "Let's go look 
around."

Karen put her high heels in the car and took off 
across the field before I could offer protest.  I knew 
it would be raining soon, plus I just wanted to get 
home and sulk.  I hesitantly followed after her.  She 
seemed almost giddy as she ran across the field.  The 
wind got a little bit chilly, and rain drops were 
starting to fall.  Karen ducked into the barn, and I 
followed her.  It was dark, but there were several 
holes in the roof with moonlight spilling through 
them.  The dilapidated barn smelled like old hay.  
There were several old stalls for horses, and a large 
ladder going up to a loft.  

Karen was halfway up the ladder waiting for me.  She 
called for me to follow as she climbed upward, and I 
did.  At the top was a large pile of hay.  There was 
giant hole in the roof just above it, and the light 
was shining in.

"I've never been in a real barn," Karen said.  "How 
about a role in the hay?"

"I don't think so Karen," I said.  "I just want to go 
home and try and forget this day."

She leaned into my body and kissed me.  Her nimble 
fingers rubbed against my penis.  I suddenly felt the 
same way I had in the car.  I needed her.  I just 
wanted someone who didn't care what an asshole I had 
been.  I wrapped my arms around her back and rubbed 
against her silky blouse.  I started fumbling with the 
buttons, eager to bare her large breasts.  Karen 
stepped backwards, guiding us to the hay pile. We fell 
into it as her blouse came open.  She shrugged out of 
it, and I reached behind her back to unclasp her bra.  
Karen removed my shirt and opened my pants quickly.  
The rain was starting to fall hard now, and it caused 
the tin roof to rattle.  It streamed through the leaky 
ceiling, pouring onto the two of us.

Karen's large tits were now exposed.  The flesh was 
creamy and white, and the nipples were pink.  She wore 
a D-cup bra, and the breasts sagged a little bit. I 
rubbed my face in them as she finished removing all my 
clothes.  I slid my hand under the leather skirt and 
rubbed on her pussy while she pumped my cock fiercely.  
With my free hand, I unzipped the back of her skirt 
and she kicked out of it.  I noticed that her thigh 
high stockings were covered in wet grass and had a 
large hole in the foot.  

The rain was coming in forcefully now, and Karen's 
long dark hair was plastered to her face, and her 
mascara was running.  I slid my fingers in and out of 
her hot pussy, and she squealed with delight.  In my 
previous experience with Karen, and I had discovered 
her to be a very noisy, lively lover.  

"Hurry up and fuck me," she pleaded.  Her filthy talk 
reminded me of someone else.  It reminded me of 
Cameron when she was aroused, how she liked to talk 
dirty and be demanding during sex.

I suddenly couldn't wait any longer.  Cold rain was 
drenching our bodies.  It dripped of Karen's tit, and 
I licked it up as I worked her tight panties off.  I 
plunged my dick deep inside her cunt.  Karen gasped 
and then screamed with delight.

"Oh yes," she said. "Come and fuck me."  How many 
times had I heard Cameron use that exact phrase?  My 
naked body was trembling from the cold rain and the 
need for release.  I pushed into forcefully, sinking 
my cock all the way.  Karen squealed and started 
bucking back, gyrating her hips, moving out of 
control.  Her crazed movement jerked my cock in every 
direction and if felt amazing.

"Oh shit yes.  Of fuck me good," she said.  Her huge 
breasts swung back and forth as I pounded into her.  I 
saw Karen laying there, but I couldn't stop thinking 
of Cameron.  I fucked her harder, slamming myself into 
her.  Her nails dug into my flesh.

"Oh yes.  Harder.  Do it harder."  I obliged, jamming 
my cock in as forcefully as I could.  "I'm going to 
cum," she moaned.  In my mind, I wasn't seeing a 
buxom, dark haired beauty.  I just saw myself 
screwing, pretty, bleach blonde, athletic Cameron.  I 
was filled with a mix of grief and need.  I suddenly 
felt tears running down my face, but the rain quickly 
washed them away.  

I wanted to cum and I couldn't wait any longer.  I 
buried myself in Karen's pussy and jiggle around.  She 
was already climaxing, and she was screaming my name.  
You could probably hear her for half a mile.  I felt 
my own climax building up, and I pictured Cameron 
there, urging me to cum in her.  I exploded, spraying 
my hot cum into Karen's vagina.  She had just finished 
blowing me a couple of hours earlier, but I still had 
a lot of semen left.

I collapsed into the hay.  Tears were still running 
from my eyes, but Karen didn't notice.  We laid 
together naked, shivering, waiting for the storm to 
pass before we walked back to the car.  Karen drove me 
home and thanked me for a good time, but I hardly 
noticed.  

I went home and collapsed in my bed, and slept solidly 
until noon the next day.  When I woke up, I thought at 
first that it had all been a nightmare, but the wet 
pile of clothing on the floor cleared up that notion.  

I went to shower, and saw a note on my bathroom mirror 
from my mother.  It said that my family had gone out 
for the day, and that Cameron had called and would be 
over at two.  After reading the ominous note, I didn't 
know what to think.  Why was Cameron coming over at 
two?  I hopped in the shower as I played out different 
scenarios in my head.  Ideally, I hoped that she would 
come over, and the two of us would have a rational 
discussion.  Cameron would realize that becoming a 
couple had been a mistake, and that we should go back 
to just being best friends. 

Mental scenario two was that she would be upset with 
me, but she would decide to forgive me and give our 
relationship another shot.  To me, that situation 
would be less than optimal, but it was better than 
dreaded scenario number three.

In my third scenario, I pictured Cameron being 
extremely upset and deciding that she wanted nothing 
to do with me.  That's the situation that scared me 
the most.  The only reason I had stuck with the 
romantic relationship for so long was because I feared 
ending it would also end our friendship.

Before I started dating Cameron, I felt almost as if I 
could read her mind, or predict her actions.  When our 
relationship changed, I lost a bit of the 
clairvoyance.  As I stood in the shower that morning, 
I realized I had no idea what to expect.

I finished my shower, got dressed, and went to tidy up 
my room.  I picked up the previous night's rain soaked 
clothes, and felt a lump in the pants pocket.  I 
reached in and found the panties I had taken from 
Cameron early in the evening.  I was overwhelmed with 
emotion.  I had never intended to cheat on her when I 
took those panties.  Why did I have such a weak will?  
Why could I not turn Karen away?  I couldn't decide if 
my behavior was caused by some subconscious fear of 
commitment, or if I was just a sexually compulsive 
asshole.  As Karen had pointed out in her car, it 
wasn't the first time I'd been caught cheating, but I 
was certainly feeling worse than usual.  

I cast the panties on my dresser, and went tried to 
find something to do while the minutes ticked by.  
Finally, at about ten minutes 'til one, I heard the 
doorbell ring.

Cameron looked spectacular, even though it wasn't her 
intention.  She had on a white men's dress shirt and a 
pair of cutoff jeans.  Her bleach blonde hair was 
pushed up in a messy bun, and from the bags under her 
eyes I could tell she hadn't got much sleep.  I was 
simultaneously filled with guilt and arousal.  

"Is anyone else home?" she asked.  I told her we were 
alone.  "Good, that will make this easier," she 
responded.  "I just came by to get some stuff I left 
over here."

I reached for her hand. "Cammie, I'm so sorry," I 
said.  She pulled away from my fingers as if they 
burned.  

"I don't want to talk about this," she said as she 
headed towards my bedroom.  "I can't stand to tell my 
parents what happened, so for the next two weeks, I'll 
act as if nothing has.  After I go back to school, 
I'll just tell them we decided to go back to being 
friends.  My mother thinks you're such a great guy.  I 
don't want her to know the truth."

I don't think it was her intention, but her words 
still stung.  She walked around my room, gathering 
some stuff she had left over and putting it in her 
backpack.  She noticed the panties on the dresser, and 
picked them up.

"So what's really going to happen?" I asked.  "I mean 
between us."

"What do you mean?" she asked.  She was stretching the 
lavender panties back and forth in her hands.  "I 
think you showed me last night that you don't really 
care about us.  Apparently I'm not good enough to keep 
you away from slutty tramps."

"Cammie, that's not true," I said.  "You know that 
isn't true.  I care about you a lot."

"I 'know that isn't true'?" she asked rhetorically.  
"How the fuck do I know that?" she shouted.  "You want 
to hear what I fucking know.  I know that yesterday at 
this time, I was the happiest I'd ever been.  I knew I 
had someone who cared about me and respected me, and 
that I could trust.  Well, apparently I didn't know 
shit, because now I'm here having the worst fucking 
day in my life, and I can't stop recalling the look on 
that slut's face when she walked out of that bathroom 
and saw us together.  So don't you fucking tell me 
what I 'know.'  The only thing I know is how much this 
hurts."  

Tears were running down her pretty face.  Her whole 
body was trembling.  Instinctively I put my arms 
around her and pulled her close.  I walked her to the 
edge of the bed, and we sat down.  Cameron pressed her 
head tightly against my shoulder, and her whole body 
shook as she cried.  I just held her close. 

Again, I was mixed with feelings of guilt, and 
arousal.  I ran my fingers across her forehead pushing 
the hair out of her face.  I was suddenly convinced, 
that if we could just make love then everything would 
be alright.  She would still be upset, but it would be 
a step in the right direction.  I kissed her forehead 
softly.  "I'm so sorry," I whispered.  "I never meant 
to hurt you, Cammie."  I kissed her again, and worked 
my way down her face.  I kissed her nose and cheeks.  

Cameron resisted at first, but slowly she turned her 
face to me.  Our lips met, and we kissed passionately.  
Quickly, my hands went to the buttons of her shirt.  
My nimble fingers started opening the baggy garment.  
I gazed upon the swell of her bosom, and a lacy white 
bra.  I wrapped an arm tightly around her back and 
kissed her again.  I slid my hands across her flat 
stomach, and started kneading her breasts.  I could 
feel her nipples responding to my touch.  Her body was 
responding, and for a second, I though she was going 
to let me love her, but then she suddenly pushed away.

"Stop it.  Stop it!" she said.  "What the hell am I 
doing?  What am I letting you do to me?"  She started 
buttoning her shirt again.  

"Cameron," I pleaded.  "Don't stop now?"

"Why?" she demanded.  "If you fuck me, will that make 
everything all right?  Will I be so amazed by your 
ability, that I'll forget all about what you did last 
night?  Fuck you," she said.  

She finished gathering her stuff and headed to the 
door.  "I don't want to hear from you anymore," she 
said.  She started down the stairs and then stopped.  
She was still holding the lavender panties.  She 
turned and through them at me.  "Why don't you keep 
these," she said.  "Maybe they'll remind you of what 
you did."  She wheeled around and ran down the stairs.  
I knew it was pointless to follow.  I heard the front 
door slam, and from my bedroom window, I watched her 
drive off.

With only two weeks remaining in the summer, I took 
the same approach as Cameron with my parents.  I just 
let them assume that nothing had happened between us.  
A few times a week I would leave the house without 
saying anything, and they would just assume I was with 
her.  I spent most of that time down by the creek 
behind my house, thinking about how stupid I'd been. 

The first few months back at school were rough.  I was 
unable to shake my depression.  I wasn't terribly 
upset about the relationship, but it was hard getting 
by without my best friend.  Before we started dating, 
I had talked to Cameron at least 3 times a week, and 
shared almost every even in my life with her.  Now, as 
the fall semester drug by, I had no one to talk to, 
and I felt incredibly lonely.  During my freshman 
year, I had spent most of my time drinking, partying, 
and getting laid.  In my sophomore year, I had only 
slept with two girls by Thanksgiving break, and for 
one of them I had been incredibly drunk.  I didn't 
have Cameron's new phone number at school, but I e-
mailed her occasionally.  Sometimes she would write 
back, but it was usually only a few words that didn't 
amount to much.  

By Thanksgiving, I was happy to go home for a few 
days.  I spent Thursday with my family.  On Friday, I 
went over to visit my old friend Trey.  Growing up, he 
had been  my best friend aside from Cameron.  He had 
decided on an out of state college and had even taken 
summer classes after his first year, so it had been 
hard to keep in touch since high school.  His parents 
were off visiting relatives, so we sat on the back 
porch drinking beer and smoking cheap cigars.  We 
spent the first half hour or so just catching up on 
each other's lives.  Finally, I asked the question I 
had been avoiding.

"So, do you talk to Cammie much?" I asked.

"I was wondering how long it would take to ask that," 
he said.  "Yeah, I talk to her a lot more now.  I 
guess ever since the end of the summer, she's been 
looking for someone to replace you.  Not as a 
boyfriend, but in the way you two used to be.  We talk 
a lot, but we'll never be as close as you two were.  I 
think it's hard for her to trust me."

"How is she doing?" I asked.

"She's alright.  She's acting a little strange 
sometimes, and I don't agree with everything she's 
doing, but she's alright.  I hope you don't mind, but 
I don't really feel comfortable discussing this," he 
said.  I told him I understood, and we changed the 
subject.  After a few minutes he asked:  "Are you 
planning on attending the party tomorrow?"

Apparently, for the long weekend, Mr. and Mrs. Jones 
had decided to vacation in Europe, and leave their 
sons behind.  The infamous Jones boys had decided to 
pay their parents back by holding the biggest party 
ever in their house.  Richie, Reggie, and Randy had 
each invited everyone they knew from high school, and 
any college friends in the area.  It was going to be a 
huge blast.  I definitely wanted to go, partly to take 
my mind off Cameron, and partly because I thought she 
might be there.  

"Yeah, I'm going," I said as I opened a fresh beer.  

"You have a date?" he asked.  Even in my depressed 
state I had no intension of showing up stag to a party 
filled with old high school chums.  I had arranged to 
take Haley Carson.  She was a year younger than me, 
and had just started her freshman year at my college.  
In high school, she had been kind of skinny and 
homely.  In college, she had broken out of her shell 
and was making a reputation for herself.  By toning up 
her body she had significantly increased her 
popularity with the guys.  Haley had been after me for 
a while, so I had accepted the date out of 
convenience.  I told Trey I was taking her, and he 
told me he his girlfriend from college was coming down 
for the party.  We decided to ride together and get 
dinner beforehand.  

We continued to chat and finished our beers.  As dusk 
approached, I got up to leave.  

"One last thing," Trey said.  "If Cammie is at the 
party tomorrow, you should probably avoid her."

"Why's that?" I asked.

"Just trust me," he said.  "It wouldn't be a good idea 
to talk to her."



The next night, I picked Haley up and brought her to 
my house, where Trey was meeting us.  She looked 
spectacular.  Haley was around 5 foot 2, and very 
outgoing with a ton of energy.  She was evidence that 
dynamite comes in small packages.  She had dirty 
blonde hair that came just past her shoulders and big 
brown eyes.  She was wearing  tight, low cut sweater.  
It was a white button down that was made of cashmere.  
Her pants were extremely tight black leather that 
showcased her perfect little ass.  The contrast in the 
colors and materials was very sexy.  It was totally 
like the nerdy, out of style clothes she had worn 
while in high school.  I marveled at how much she had 
changed since leaving home.  I introduced her to my 
parents and we hung out and waited for Trey.  I 
couldn't help but notice my mother's disapproving 
glances at her pants.

Trey picked us up shortly with his girlfriend Terri.  
She was a pretty dark haired girl from Maryland.  She 
was very polite and easy to get along with.  I 
understood immediately why Trey had chosen to stay in 
school over the summer.  I liked her instantly, and 
she also hit it off with Haley.  The four of us went 
out to an uneventful dinner, and then headed to the 
big party.  

When we arrived at the Jones house I was shocked.  
Their parties were always big, but this time there 
were twice as many cars as normal parked along the 
street.  Reggie greeted us at the door, and told us 
they have given a large tip to the country club 
security in order to leave the party alone.  The front 
hall of the mansion was filled with kegs, bottle of 
liquor, and an assortment of other party favors.  The 
house itself was packed with people.  It was 
unseasonably warm, so there were also a lot of people 
mulling around outside.  My three companions and I 
decided to go out back and mingle.  

The first part of the evening went well.  I visited 
with old friends from school and spent time getting to 
know Trey's girlfriend.  Haley and I were both 
drinking, and it was becoming obvious that she would 
be willing to have sex if I wanted.  As I continued to 
drink, the prospect became more intriguing.  Unlike 
the two girls I had slept with over the past few 
months, I was actually seeing Haley as a person, and 
not just a sexual object.  The more time I spent with 
her, the more I enjoyed her personality.

After a while, the two girls wandered off to explore 
the big house, leaving Trey and I alone.  We sat down 
by the pool to drink and chat.  Only a few minutes had 
passed when I looked across the deck and saw Cameron.  
I was shocked just to see her, but when I noticed her 
date, I was even more upset.  She was standing with a 
group of couples, and her arm was locked around the 
waist of Billy Bell, my old nemesis.  Trey noticed me 
staring and followed my gaze.

"Oh fuck," he said.  "I didn't think she would come.  
This is why I told you not to talk to her.  I didn't 
want you to find out about him."

"You fucking knew about this?" I demanded.

"Yes," Trey confessed.  "She's been dating him for 
about a month.  You know they go to the same school, 
right?"  I nodded.  "He basically approached her and 
played up the sympathy angle about how you and Karen 
had cheated on the two of them.  This is why I told 
you I don't agree with all her actions. I think he's 
just using her to get back at you.  It's like Tupac 
said :  Revenge is the sweetest thing next to getting 
pussy."  

I watched as Billy rubbed Cameron's ass and kissed her 
cheek.  "It looks like he wants to do both," I said to 
Trey.  I started to get up and walk over to them.  
Before I went two steps, I felt Trey's hand on my 
elbow.  "Don't do it," he said.  "Don't give him the 
satisfaction."  For a minute, I still wanted to go 
over to them, but finally I listened to Trey's wisdom.  
We picked up our drinks and headed inside to find our 
dates.  

As I walked around with Haley, I couldn't get Cameron 
and Dipshit out of my mind.  I kept picturing the way 
his hand looked on her ass.  I put down a few more 
drinks, and I finally put the scene behind me.  Trey 
took Terri upstairs to show her one of the bedrooms.  
Haley and I decided to go for a walk by the pool.  We 
went outside and slipped into the shadows.  I wrapped 
my arm around Haley, and leaned down to kiss her for 
the first time.  Her lips were very receptive.  

"I was beginning to think you would never do that," 
she said.  "I'm not usually this forward, but I was 
wondering if you'd like to show me one of those 
bedrooms?"

For the first time in a while, I felt real desire for 
a woman.  I took her hand and headed towards my old 
haunt, the pool house.  I found the door open, and we 
went in.  I got the shock of my life when I turned on 
the light.  Across the room, I saw Billy and Cameron 
kissing.  He had her pressed firmly against the wall.  
One hand was on her breast, and the other was under 
her skirt.  They turned around and gasped.  I noticed 
that Cameron looked spectacular in a short gray skirt 
and tight blue sweater.  At first, I didn't know how 
to react.  

Cameron broke the silence.  "Oh, hi," she said.  "How 
are you?"  It was a friendly enough question, but the 
chilly tone of her voice was unmistakable.  

"Sorry," I said.  "The door was unlocked."  I took 
Haley's hand and turned to leave..

"Hey!  Don't leave yet," Billy said.  "We haven't had 
a chance to say hello yet.  I believe you know my 
date, Cameron."

Haley didn't know the history between the rest of us, 
but she was picking up on the hostility.  "Let's go," 
she whispered. 

"You see," Billy continued, "Cameron and I have a lot 
in common.  We were both cheated on by our significant 
others.  I guess she decided she wanted someone who 
would treat her right."  

"That's funny," I replied.  "I just figured she was 
with you because she always liked the taste of pussy."  
I saw Cameron cringe and I knew she hadn't told Billy 
about her bisexual experiences.  Meanwhile, his face 
had turned a bright shade of red.

I felt Haley tug at my arm.  "Let's go," she repeated 
again.  She pulled on my arm and went towards the 
door, and I reluctantly followed.  

"I better go," I said to Billy.  "I wouldn't want to 
have to kick your ass again."  That remark got him 
going.  He tried to charge me and Cameron pulled him 
back.  Haley pulled me out the door and closed it.  
She frantically guided me away from the building, and 
we ended up out on the golf course.  There were no 
lights, but it was a clear night, and we could see 
well enough.

"Can you fucking believe that?" I demanded.  "What is 
she doing with him?"

"I don't know," Haley said.  "She doesn't know what 
she's doing.  That guy's an asshole.  Why don't you 
just forget about it?"

"But how can someone go from me to him?" I asked.  

"I don't know," she repeated.  "I don't know why 
anyone would want to leave you."  Haley stood on her 
tiptoes and kissed my neck.  "I think you're great."

I calmed down a little bit.  I looked at Haley and 
once again noticed how pretty she was.  

"Why don't we walk over to my house?" she asked.

Haley's family also lived in the country club.  They 
had a smaller house without a golf course view, but it 
wasn't a long walk.  "I swear, I'll make you forget 
all about her," she said.

I let Haley lead my in the moonlight.  We walked along 
the golf cart path, and then cut off through someone's 
yard and over a few blocks to her house.  It was 
pretty late, and all the windows were dark.  Haley led 
me around to the back, and we slipped into the 
basement.  

Haley closed the door behind us and flicked on a 
light.  The basement was set up as a small recreation 
room with a pool table and kitchenette.  Haley sat on 
the edge of the green felt surface and I kissed her 
softly.

"You know," she said.  "I've had a crush on you 
forever.  Even in high school, when you didn't know I 
was alive."

I kissed her again.  "I knew were alive," I said.  

"Yeah, maybe," she said.  "But I was such a nerd.  You 
would never have talked to me  I dressed like a fool, 
and I had bad hair.  I acted like a total dork around 
boys.  Plus, I never exercised.  I was skinny, but not 
sexy." 

I looked up and down her body.  "Well, you're 
certainly sexy now," I said.  I loved the way her 
leather pants showed off her toned legs, and the tight 
sweater accentuated her small shapely breasts.

"You know," she said.  "I had never seriously kissed a 
boy before I started college in August.  But since I 
started working out, guys hit on me all the time.  I 
slept with a couple even, but when I saw you again at 
the student center,  I knew it was you I wanted."

I was a little nervous about her obsession, but I was 
also very turned on by her kissing.  Haley started 
rubbing my rigid cock.  

"You know, girls used to talk about how good you were 
in high school," Haley said as she rubbed me.

"So I've been told," I responded, recalling the night 
Cameron had first told me about my infamous reputation 
as a ladies man.  

"I used to dream about this," she whispered.  Her hand 
was slowly opening my pants.  "I'd here the stories, 
and I'd dream about experiencing it first hand.  I 
never thought it would happen.  It was just the 
pathetic fantasy of the little nerd girl, dreaming of 
the popular guy."

"Well, do you want to talk about your fantasy, or act 
it out?" I asked playfully.

Haley smiled, and pushed on my pants, sending them 
around my ankles.  I kicked the aside, and my 
underwear followed.  I through off my shirt, and stood 
there naked in front of her.  Haley was starting to 
breath heavy.  I stepped forward and kissed her again.  
I ran my hand along her sweater and fondled her breast 
roughly  Suddenly, I remember the way that my nemesis 
had been fondling Cameron's breast.  It made me a 
little angry, but I couldn't get it out of my head.   
I roughly squeezed her tit, and Haley moaned with 
delight.  I could hardly contain my desire as I pulled 
her sweater out from the pants and unbuttoned it.  She 
removed the sweater and cast is aside.

Haley was wearing a rather filmy sky blue bra that 
didn't do much to hide her perky little tits and stiff 
nipples.  Again, I squeezed her breast roughly while I 
thought about Billy and Cameron.  I pinched her nipple 
and pulled on it.  She let loose a moan that was close 
to a scream.  "Sorry," I said as I snapped out of my 
fantasy.  "Did I hurt you?" 

"No," she replied.  "It was just the shock.  If I tell 
you something, will you promise not to laugh?"  I told 
her I wouldn't.  "I kind of like it rough," she said.  
"I've never told anyone that, but it really turns me 
on."

Rough sex wasn't the norm for me, but as I though 
about Billy fucking Cameron, I was suddenly eager to 
take Haley up on her request.  

"Do you want me to fuck you hard?" I asked.

"Yes," she said.  I pulled her bra off exposing her 
sexy little breasts.  I leaned forward and sucked on 
her hard nubs.  Haley moaned softly again.  

"Bite them," she whispered.  I pulled on the nipples 
with my teeth, stretching them out, and Haley 
responded my squeezing my dick firmly.  It hurt a 
little bit, but it also made me hotter.  I continued 
to nibble on her tits.  Which each nip she panted 
fiercely.  

I thought about Cameron again, and I became enraged.  
I thought of the way she was letting Billy reach 
beneath her skirt and rub her pussy.  The thought of 
my worst enemy fucking a girl that I still cared about 
made my blood boil.  I responded by grabbing Haley and 
roughly rolling her onto her stomach on the pool 
table.  

I fumbled with the belt and snaps on  her tight 
leather pants, and then I jerked them down around her 
knees, revealing a gauzy pair of light blue panties.  
I jerked those down to her knees as well.  I stuck my 
fingers against her pussy and realized it was 
drenched.  Looking at her petite body I knew that my 
big cock would be a lot for her to handle.  I lined up 
at her entrance and put it in forcefully, sinking the 
entire shaft.  

Haley gasped with a mixture of pleasure and surprise.  
She tired to spread her legs more, but with her pants 
still around her knees, her movement was restricted.  
I placed my hands on her thighs and squeezed them 
together, letting her feel my staff inside her.  

Haley's breath was coming rapidly now.  I wondered if 
Billy was fucking Cameron at that moment, and again I 
was filled with rage.  Haley placed her hands on the 
pool table for support as I started sliding my cock in 
and out.  Almost instantly she was cumming, and I 
could feel her juices running down my shaft.  I 
wrapped my hands in her pretty blonde hair and pulled 
her head back, firmly, but not painfully.  Haley kept 
squealing with delight as I pounded her pussy.  I 
started to worry that someone in the house might hear 
us.  I took my hand out of her hair and covered her 
mouth.  With my other hand, I reached around and 
fondled her nipples roughly.  I expressed all the 
anger I was feeling with my cock.  I slammed in and 
out intensely.  Haley continued to moan into my cupped 
hand.  The sound of our slapping flesh filled the 
room.  Minutes later Haley was cumming again. Her 
entire body trembled as she let go.  I felt myself 
responding and my cock spasmed, filling her with my 
hot semen.  The two of us collapsed in a heap on the 
pool table.  Ten minutes later Haley was sucking my 
cock and we ended up fucking again.  This time, in the 
middle of the floor.  By the time I left her house, 
the sun was coming up, and we both had carpet burns on 
our hands and knees.  I had fucked her three times, 
and it seemed like my anger with Cameron had been 
spewed out with my cum.  

I stumbled back across the golf course to the Jones 
house, where I found Trey and Terri asleep in a 
bedroom.  They got dressed and we left together.  As 
we drove off, I noticed Cameron's car was parked out 
front on the street.  The three of us got breakfast, 
and then they dropped me off at home, where I quickly 
went to sleep.  

I woke up late on Sunday morning.  I was planning to 
drive back to school in the evening, and it would only 
take about an hour, so I had time to kill.  I replayed 
the previous night's events in my mind.  The first 
part of the evening was fairly hazy due to the 
alcohol, but I remembered everything clearly starting 
with my first Cameron sighting by the pool.  I 
remembered Trey calming me down, and taking me back to 
my date.  I also remembered the confrontation in the 
pool house, and the aggressive sex with Haley that 
followed.  I thought about the argument in the pool 
house, and it upset me.  I had been given an 
opportunity to talk to Cameron rationally, and I had 
let that Dipshit Billy get under my skin and cause me 
to lose my temper.  I should have been more mature.

I suddenly realized that although I didn't know 
Cameron's phone number at school, I still had her home 
number, and she was probably still there.  I decided 
to call and apologize for my boorish behavior, and 
maybe talk her into seeing me.  I dialed the number, 
and her younger sister Carrie answered the phone.  She 
told me that Cameron had already gone back to school 
with her boyfriend, Billy.  "I don't know why she is 
with that jackass," she said.  Carrie was a senior in 
high school, and we had always gotten along well.  
She, of course, knew my feelings for Billy.  I thought 
about asking for Cameron's number at school, but I 
didn't have the courage, so after exchanging a few 
more pleasantries, I politely ended the conversation. 

I hung the phone up and went to take a shower.  
Afterwards, I went downstairs to have some breakfast.  
I knew I had another phone call to make, but I was 
putting it off.  I came up stairs and packed my stuff 
for the return to school.  Finally, when I could 
procrastinate no longer, I picked up the phone and 
called Haley.  

"We need to talk," I said after our greeting.  "Can we 
meet somewhere private?"

"My parents aren't home," she responded.  "Why don't 
you come over here?"

I told her I would be by in a little bit.  I loaded up 
my belongings and said goodbye to my family.  I 
intended to go straight back to school after seeing 
Haley.  A half hour after hanging up the phone, I was 
standing at her front door.  She answered the door 
bell with a smile.  She looked phenomenal in a red and 
white checkered button down, and a pair of extremely 
tight jeans.  Her blonde hair was down, and her face 
had a radiant glow.  She invited me in and we went to 
the living room.

"Would you like a drink?" she asked.  I told her that 
would be nice, and she went to the kitchen and came 
back with two glasses of sweet tea.  We sat drinking 
and chatting pleasantly for a few minutes.  Eventually 
the conversation headed in the direction I wanted. 

"I had a lot of fun last night," Haley said.  "The 
whole evening was great, but especially downstairs."

"I had fun, too," I said.

"You certainly lived up to your reputation," she said.  
"You were really good.  How was I?  I don't have that 
much experience, so I'm  a little insecure 
afterwards.."

"You shouldn't worry about that," I said.  "You were 
great."

"I'm glad you think so," she said.  "So, on the phone 
you said we needed to talk.  What about?"

"That's kind of what I wanted to talk about," I said.

"About me being good?" she asked jokingly.

"No, about last night," I said.  "Haley, I didn't mean 
to mislead you in anyway.  I had a lot of fun with 
you, and I think you're great, but I can't handle an 
exclusive relationship right now.  I'm just not up for 
doing a bunch of boyfriend/girlfriend type stuff.  I'm 
still getting over someone else.  I didn't mean to 
hurt you." 

"Hurt me?" she said.  "You didn't hurt me!  I know 
I've changed a lot in the last few months, but deep 
down inside, I will always be that girl who wasn't 
very popular and didn't go on dates all the way 
through high school.  What you did last night was make 
that poor little nerd girl's fantasy come true.  You 
definitely didn't hurt me."

"Really?" I asked.  "I was so nervous.  I've hurt a 
lot of girls in the past, as I'm sure you've heard, 
and I just don't want to do that anymore."  

"Well, you didn't do that," she said. "So don't feel 
bad.  So, with that behind us, would you be interested 
in seeing more of me when we get back to school?"

I was a little confused.  "Haley," I began, "Didn't 
you hear what I just…."

"I heard you fine," she said.  "You don't want an 
exclusive relationship.  You don't want to do 
boyfriend/girlfriend stuff.  I know you still have a 
thing for Cameron.  I understand what you are saying, 
but you don't understand me.  This has been the 
realization of a fantasy for me.  From the first time 
you acknowledged me at college, to the time you called 
me asking if I wanted to go to the party, and even the 
sex last night.  Every now and then I still have to 
pinch myself to believe you are sitting next to me 
right now.  You have no idea what this is like for me.  
Any time you've wanted someone in life, you've 
probably been able to get them, or you've moved on.  
It wasn't like that for me.  I've had silly, hopeless, 
school girl fantasies about you since I was a 
sophomore in high school.  Now all these dreams that I 
though would never come true have come to fruition, 
and I just want to hold on and enjoy it as long as I 
can.  If you don't want to be exclusive with me, 
that's fine.  If you don't want to hold hands and call 
each other 'sweetie", that's fine, too.  All I want is 
a shot at a relationship.  I just want a chance to 
spend time with you, and try to convince you that I 
can be everything you want.  If you have a chance at 
some point to make things work with Cameron, or you 
find someone you like better, or if you just get sick 
of me, that will be fine, too.  I won't be hurt at 
all.  I'll just be happy that you gave me a chance to 
live out a dream, which is a lot more than most people 
ever get."

I was a little stunned by her soliloquy.  "No one has 
ever said anything like that to me," I said.

"I hope I don't sound like a crazed stalker or 
anything," she said.  "I'm just a normal girl whose 
been given an extraordinary opportunity."  

I was overwhelmed by everything she was saying.  I 
realized again that Haley was a very cute, personable 
girl.  I really liked her, I just couldn't see myself 
falling in love with her, or anyone except Cameron for 
that matter.  The whole situation was strange to me.  
I had never had my heartbroken by a girl before, and I 
had never met a girl who was so star struck by me.  
Haley leaned over and kissed my cheek softly.

"What do you think?" she asked?

I thought about it for a few minutes.  I wasn't making 
any progress towards clearing the air with Cameron.  
There was no one else in my life that interested me.  
Maybe she was right.  Maybe if I spent some time with 
Haley, she would be the answer to all my problems.  

"Let's try it," I said.  "But just know up front…."

"I know," she said as she placed a finger on my lip.  
She stood up and straddled me on the sofa.  "No 
commitment.  If you have a chance with Cameron, you 
feel free to take it.  I promise, you won't hurt me.  
But for now, you don't know how happy you've made me."

Haley slowly grinded her hips against mine.  She 
kissed me softly, and I wrapped my arms around her 
tightly.  I pulled her closer to me, needing to feel 
her weight against my growing cock.  

"When do your parents get home?" I asked.

"They were going shopping, and then to evening 
church," she said.  "They won't be home for a long 
time."  

"You wanna fuck?" I asked.  

"I think you know the answer," she said.  She kissed 
me again softly and our tongues met.  "Why don't you 
follow me upstairs?" she asked.  "I don't need any 
more rug burns."  She got up and walked away quickly, 
unbuttoning her shirt as she did so.  She paused at 
the foot of the stairs and faced me.  Her shift 
dangled open revealing another thin bra.  This one was 
a light shade of pink.  She stood on tiptoes and 
kissed me softly.  I tried to embrace her, but she 
would let me.  "Just follow me," she said.  "Don't 
touch."  

She shrugged her shirt off and dropped it at the base 
of the stairs before starting her ascent.  She was 
opening her jeans as she went.  I stood mesmerized, 
watching her movements.  At the first landing, she 
stopped and looked back at me.  Haley struggled with 
her tight jeans as she worked her way out of them.  
She kicked off her shoes and left her pants on the 
landing.  Her panties where bikini style and also 
light pink.  The material was so thin that I could see 
the soft curls of her bush.  

She continued up the stairs, and now I was starting to 
follow.  When she reached the second floor, she paused 
and cast off her bra, revealing her perfectly rounded 
little tits.  "Are you coming?" she asked playfully.  

I rushed up the stairs, leaving my own clothing in a 
trial behind me as I went.  I saw her go through a 
door just as I reached the top floor.  A second later, 
I saw her panties fly back out through the doorway.  I 
got out of my remaining clothes and ran down the 
hallway with my erect cock waving in front of my like 
a magic wand.  

Haley's bedroom was very girlish with pink walls 
covered in posters of rock groups and movie stars.  In 
the center of the room was a full sized bed with the 
sheets turned down.  Haley was laying on the bed 
completely nude.  She had a pillow under her lower 
back and her legs spread so her pussy was pointing up 
in the air.  I stood frozen in the doorway, amazed by 
this sexy sight.  With one hand, she rubbed on her 
perky breast, giving each of them equal attention.  
She was panting heavily.  With the other hand, she was 
slowly fingering herself.  Soft moans of delight 
escaped her lips.  She flicked her clit with her thumb 
while she continued to plunge two fingers into her 
sex.  

I stood stunned as I watched her slowly start to 
gyrate her hips, pumping them up to force her fingers 
deeper.  Her eyes closed and her breathing became 
torn.  "Oh yes," she moaned.  "Oh yes."  She bucked 
wildly in the sheets as she experienced a powerful 
orgasm.  Instinctively, my hand went to my erection 
and I started to stroke.  Haley's body spasmed a few 
more times and she opened her eyes.  She watched as I 
stroked my cock.  "Are you just going to play with 
that thing?" she asked.  "Or are you going to stick it 
in me?" 

I rushed across the room to her. I hadn't been so 
aroused since the night I had fucked Karen, almost 4 
months earlier.  I lined my cock up with her entrance.

"We're all alone this time," she said.  "We don't have 
to be quiet."

"Then I want to hear you screaming my name," I said.

I thrust my cock into her tiny slit and she gasped.  
Haley reached behind her head and grasped the head 
board.  She arched her back upward, causing me to 
penetrate deeper.  "You fill me up so good," she 
moaned.  The site of her petite naked body and tiny 
tits was a huge turn on.  I started fucking her 
forcefully, remembering she liked it hard.  My balls 
slapped against her with each thrust, and the head 
board slammed against the wall and echoed through the 
empty house.  Haley obeyed my wish and started 
screaming out my name.  "Oh, fuck me hard," she 
pleaded.  "Fuck me hard."  

I was in an out of control frenzy as I slipped in and 
out of her vagina.  I couldn't believe how wet she 
was.  It felt frictionless.  I reached speeds that I 
hadn't thought possible.  "Do you like my big dick?" I 
asked.  "Do you like what I'm doing to you?"

"Oh fuck yes," she screamed.  "Do me harder."

I started pausing before each thrust, putting in a 
little extra effort to really drive it home.  It was 
the first time I'd fucked sober in several months, and 
I couldn't believe how good it felt.  Haley was 
screaming and grunting like a wild woman now.  Part of 
it was real, and part was exaggerated for my 
entertainment.  She started to moan and quiver and I 
knew her climax was approaching.  She arched her back 
more, forcing her hips high in the air.  Her body was 
shaking as she called out that she was cumming.  My 
dick erupted like a volcano, filling her with my seed.  
I continued to thrust as I deposited my load.  

Seconds later, I laid next to Haley in the bed, 
holding her hot naked body close to mine.  We were 
both covered in sweat.  It felt good to be with a 
woman again.  Not just the sex, but for the time 
afterwards when we were both relaxed, and happy to be 
together.  Both of my recent conquests had been fairly 
attractive and good enough in bed, but I hadn't felt 
anything for them.  They had just been objects there 
for my sexual release.  With Haley, I felt emotion, 
and I knew that I genuinely liked her as a person. 
     
We stayed in bed for nearly an hour, just talking.  I 
really didn't know much about Haley.  We had kind of 
skipped over getting to know one another.  I had 
learned on our date that she had a good personality 
and was easy to get along with.  While laying between 
the sheets, I learned that she was also very charming 
and witty.  After talking for a while had had sex 
again, and it was much calmer, but equally satisfying.  
Afterwards, we collected the clothing we had strewn 
around the house, and I helped her load her bags and 
other belonging into her car.  She followed me on the 
drive back to school, where I helped carry her stuff 
to the dormitory, and ended up spending the night.

For the next month, Haley was true to her word.  We 
didn't go out on dates, or spend lots of time 
discussing our relationship, and she wasn't upset by 
that at all.  On the other hand, we did spend a large 
amount of time together, and we had a lot of sex.  I 
was making up for the months of near celibacy.  Haley 
just seemed to have an insatiable craving.  In the 
first week back at school, her roommate walked in on 
us fucking three times.  She was a crabby chemical 
engineering major named Adele.  After that, we spent 
most of our time at my apartment.  By the end of the 
semester, Haley we were practically sharing my small 
bedroom and private bath.  As finals approached, all 
my free time was consumed with studying and having 
sex.  I cautioned her again not to get to close.  I 
adored Haley, but I wasn't in love with her.  She 
listened to my warning, and told me that she knew what 
she was doing.

When the semester ended, we had a few weeks off for 
Christmas break.  During that time, Haley and I 
actually did have a few pseudo-dates.  While staying 
with our parents, it was a lot harder to spend our 
time just watching TV and having sex.  Plus, it was 
good to get out of the house on occasion.  On the 
weekend before Christmas I drove Haley to the grocery 
store to pick up some stuff for her mother.  

It was early afternoon when I picked her up, and we 
hadn't seen each other in about four days.  Haley's 
family was having company over for dinner, so she was 
dressed rather conservatively compared to her normal 
attire.  She was wearing a knee length dress with a 
white cardigan and stockings.  Her dirty blonde hair 
was pulled back on the side with combs.  Her dress had 
a floral pattern and was the dark shade of red 
normally associated with Christmas bows and holly 
berries.  She was waiting in the driveway when I 
pulled up and she hopped quickly into the car.  

As soon as we pulled away she moved closer to me and 
started kissing my neck.  "I am so horny for you," she 
said.  "This is the longest I've been without sex 
since we got together."  My rapidly forming erection 
let her know I felt the same way.

"Why don't we go somewhere and fool around?" I asked. 

"I wish we could," Haley responded.  "Bur we don't 
have time."  My normal parking spot was well out of 
our way.  "I have to get this stuff and get home.  I 
just wanted to see you for a little bit."  She started 
rubbing my cock as she spoke.  She opened my fly as we 
pulled off of her street.  I looked at her 
questioningly.  "Just drive," she said.

Haley carefully brought my cock out through my fly.  
She adjusted herself in her seat until she was laying 
down with her head in my lap.  Haley softly trailed 
her tongue up my rigid shaft.  I had received "road 
head" before, but that didn't make it any easier to 
concentrate on my driving.  I slowed down, and tried 
to pay attention to what I was doing as Haley applied 
soft kisses to my dick.  I noticed her dress was 
starting to ride up, so I reached over and helped it 
out.  She had on a burgundy slip which I also lifted, 
revealing the bare flesh of her thighs above the with 
stockings, and a pair of black satin panties.  

I started rubbing her mound softly as I Haley took the 
head of my penis into her mouth.  She groaned softly 
as I slipped my hand into her panties and started to 
diddle her clit.  Her hips started to gyrate on their 
own, and I began to finger her. As usual, her pussy 
was soaked.  I quickly worked two fingers inside and 
began to pump them.  Haley forgot all about the blow 
job she was giving as I pumped in and out of her hot 
box.  She started to buck against my arm, and seconds 
later she was cumming.  She buried her face in my lip 
and moaned wildly as she climaxed.  

When it was over, she looked up at me.  "Now it's your 
turn," she said.  I put both hands back on the wheel, 
and glanced in the rear view mirror.  I must have been 
driving slowly, because a line of traffic had built up 
behind me.  I sped up a little as Haley once again 
took my cock in her mouth.  I started breathing heavy 
as she ran her hot tongue up and down my long pole.  
Haley was good at everything sexual, but she was a 
great cock sucker.  With her hand, she started 
stroking the bottom of my shaft as her head bobbed up 
and down, taking my erection deep inside her mouth.  I 
noticed I was slowing down again when someone shot 
past on the left side of the car and gave me a rude 
gesture.  I tried to concentrate on driving, but Haley 
was making it extremely hard.  She slid my dick in and 
out of her lips, varying her speed.  I saw the grocery 
store up ahead, and eager pulled into the parking lot.  
I parked as far away from the door as possible.  With 
the car stopped, I leaned back in my seat and closed 
my eyes. I placed a hand on the back of her head, but 
didn't push down. 

Haley was sucking fiercely now.  She bobbed her head 
up and down rapidly, flicking her tongue at the same 
time.  Her tiny hand squeezed the base of my dick.  
She was looking and acting just like a porn star and I 
knew I was going to cum hard.  I started grunting as 
Haley sped up.  She closed her mouth slightly allowing 
her teeth to grate against my organ as she moved it up 
and down.  As my climax approached, I started to 
thrust, almost fucking her face, but being careful not 
to gag her.  The orgasm came in a quick rush, and 
suddenly I was shooting my load into her mouth.  Haley 
stopped moving and just sucked as I sprayed my jizz.  
When it was finished, she sat up and wiped a few stray 
drops of semen off her chin.  I noticed my cock was 
covered in red lipstick.  I looked around and was glad 
to see that no one in the parking lot had observed our 
actions.  I zipped up while Haley used the vanity 
mirror to straighten her make up.  We got out of the 
car together and went inside.

We walked up and down the aisles collecting the items 
her mother needed.  We were about half way through the 
store when I turned a corner haphazardly and slammed 
into another shopping cart.  I looked up and saw 
Cameron.  The three of us stood motionless without 
saying anything.  The shock was obvious on Cameron's 
face.  Haley responded first.  

"I think I'll finish the shopping and leave you two 
alone," she said.  "I'll wait for you up front, 
honey."  She grabbed our shopping cart and quickly 
disappeared. 

"I never expected to see you in a grocery store," 
Cameron said.  

"We're just getting some things for her parents," I 
answered.  I felt very awkward.  We had not spoken at 
all since Thanksgiving.  Not even via e-mail. 

"I'm doing the same thing," she said.  "Is that the 
same girl who took to Reggie's party at Thanksgiving?  
Is that your girlfriend?"

"Yes, it's the same girl," I said.  "But she's not 
really my girlfriend.  There's nothing serious between 
us."

"There never is with you, is there?" Cameron said.  
Her remark stung a little, but I didn't take the bait.  
I remained silent.  I could tell when I didn't strike 
back that Cameron felt a little childish for her 
remark.  "I'm sorry," she said.  "That was uncalled 
for.  Her name's Haley, right?"  I nodded.  "I think I 
had an art class with her in high school.  She's a 
nice girl.  I always thought she could be pretty if 
she tried.  It looks like I was right."

"Yeah, she's a great girl," I said.  "How have you 
been?  Are you still with…" I wanted to say "Dipshit" 
but I bit my tongue.  "Are you still with Billy?"

Cameron's face wrinkled.  "No,' she said quickly.  
"No, that is over.  I don't know what I was thinking."  

We continued talking for a few minutes about mostly 
inconsequential stuff.  I noticed Cameron was dressed 
down, but still looked good.  She had on a pair of old 
gray sweat pants and a loose white t-shirt.  I could 
clearly see the outline of her navy blue bra, and I 
knew that was by design.  Cameron had always liked the 
look of a dark bra under a white shirt.  All her hair 
was pushed up into a blue cloth cap.  She wasn't 
wearing any makeup.  Finally, I was able to say what I 
was holding back.

"Cammie, I've really missed your friendship," I said.  
"I've been lonely for months, and even now with Haley, 
I'm still lonely sometimes.  I've never been as close 
to anyone as you.  Can't we at least try to be friends 
again?"

"I miss you, too," she said.  "But I don't think that 
would work.  I think we've crossed a line, and we can 
never go back."  

"Can't we just try?" I asked.  "If it doesn't work for 
you, just tell me to go fuck myself and that will be 
it.  I won't bother you again.  Can't we just spend 
one day together over the break?"

"No," she said.  "We have relatives visiting for the 
next few days, and then I'm going to the Bahamas with 
my parents the day after Christmas."

"When do you get back?" I asked.  

"Two days before class starts."

"How about this?" I said.  "You have to drive past my 
school on the way back to yours.  I'll go back a day 
early, and you can stop by my apartment.  We can go 
and do something in the city."

"I don't know," she said hesitantly.  I had talked 
Cameron into a hundred things over the years, and I 
recognized her weakening defenses.

"Come on," I said.  "You admitted that you missed me.  
Just give me one shot."

"I must be fucking stupid after the way you hurt me," 
she said.  "But okay, I'll do it."  I told her that 
she wouldn't regret her decision, and gave her 
directions to my apartment near campus.  We said 
goodbye and I went to find Haley.  She was just 
finishing up at the register.

"So what happened," she asked as we walked to the car.  
As part of my commitment not to hurt Haley, I wanted 
to be totally honest with her.  I recounted every 
detail of my conversation with Cameron.

"So she agree to see you?" she asked.  She was trying 
to hide her dejection, but I noticed.  I told her that 
Cameron had agreed to see me.  Haley was silent until 
we got in the car.  "Are you through with me then?" 
she asked finally.

"Haley, you know I adore you," I said.  "But we talked 
about this possibility, and you said you understood."

"I know we talked about it," she said.  "But I 
honestly thought it would never happen.  Still, I'm 
not hurt, just disappointed.  I've had a lot of fun 
living out my little fantasy with you.  It's just sad 
to see it end."

"It doesn't have to end yet," I said.  "I don't even 
know what will happen when I see her.  Maybe nothing.  
Maybe we go back to being friends.  Maybe more.  For 
now, what happens between the two of us is up to you.  
I'll respect your wishes if you want to end it now 
though."

"I think I'd like to keep seeing you, at least through 
the break," she said.  I kissed her cheek softly.  
Haley was such a sweet girl, and I knew that if I 
wasn't so hung up on Cameron, I would have fallen for 
her already.  I drove her home and carried the 
shopping bags in to her grateful mother.  After that, 
I went home to spend some time with my own family.  
For the remainder of the break, I continued to see 
Haley, and I also spent time with my relatives, and 
some old friends from high school.  

My relationship with Haley remained pretty much the 
same through out the holiday season.  We never really 
talked on the phone like people who are dating, but we 
went out occasionally, and had sex as often as 
possible.  On New Year's Eve, we went to a small party 
thrown by some of my friends from college, but we 
missed the actual count down because we were busy in 
the back of my car.  

On my last night home, I wanted to do something nice 
for Haley.  I knew she was nervous about my impending 
date with Cameron.  Maybe more nervous than I was.  We 
went out to a nice restaurant and to a movie.  
Afterwards, we parked the car behind my favorite old 
barn.  

We climbed into the back seat together.  Haley looked 
somewhat eloquent in a simple white sweater and gray 
pleated skirt.  It was a chilly night, and I wrapped a 
blanket around her as she straddled me.  Haley softly 
kissed my several times along the line of my jaw.  

"You know," she said quietly.  "What ever happens 
tomorrow with you and Cameron, I want you to know 
you've made me very happy."  She kissed my firmly on 
the lips. "I know I say this all the time, but us 
being together has been like a dream come true for me.  
When this all started, it was just a silly school girl 
fantasy for me.  I didn't really know much about you.  
I just had my little musings and guesses at what you 
were like.  But I found out quickly, that you are a 
really good person, and I really like you."

She paused again to kiss me several times.  Our bodies 
rubbed together under the thick quilt.  Not for the 
first time, I was amazed at what a deep, thoughtful 
person Haley was.  "I just want you to know," she 
said, "that I want you to be happy.  If it takes 
Cameron to do that, then you should do you best to win 
her back.  Please remember though, if that doesn't 
work out, I'll still be here."  A single tear ran down 
her cheek and I kissed it away. 

Haley reached under the blanket and opened my fly.  
She sprang my cock from it's confined quarters.  Then 
she reached beneath her skirt and shimmied out of her 
white cotton panties.  It was way too cold in the back 
of the car to remove any more clothing.  She placed my 
cock at her entrance and sat down on it.  I slipped 
into her easily.  The two of us embraced as we rocked 
slowly back and forth.  My erection slid in and out of 
her vagina.  We were both quiet and restrained as we 
had sex in the dark.  It was very different than our 
normal routine, yet very intense.  Our bodies swayed 
softly in rhythm and Haley climaxed twice before I 
lost control.  I ejaculated in her pussy for what 
seemed like the hundredth time in just over 50 days.  
We couldn't have actually had that much sex, but it 
felt like it.  I held Haley for a long time that night 
before taking her home.  I wanted to tell her that 
everything would be all right, but I really didn't 
know what would happen between Cameron and I, and I 
couldn't make any promises.  I still had strong 
feelings for my ex-girlfriend and former best friend.

The next day I said my goodbyes to my family and 
returned to school.  My roommates were still away for 
the break, so I sat alone in my apartment waiting for 
Cameron to arrive.  It was early afternoon when she 
showed up.

I was sitting in the living room watching TV when I 
heard a knock on the door.  I opened it to find 
Cameron looking great.  She had on a pair of khaki 
cargo pants, and a gold silk blouse.  She was wearing 
lipstick, and her hair was swept up in a bun.  There 
was something different about her that I couldn't put 
my finger on right away.  Finally, I got it.

"Did you change your hair color?" I asked after 
greeting her.  

"Yes, she said.  I did in early December."  Cameron's 
hair was naturally brown, but since we'd started high 
school she had been dying it a very pale blonde, 
almost white, and always leaving the roots exposed.  
She hadn't gone back to her natural color, but now her 
hair was a more natural looking shade of blonde.  It 
was darker, and sexier.  

"How come I didn't notice at the grocery store?" I 
wondered aloud.

"I was wearing a hat," she said.  I thought back and 
remembered that all her hair had been stuffed under a 
ball cap.

"Well, I like it," I said.

"I do to," she responded.  "I thought it was time for 
something a little more grown up looking.  It was time 
for a change."  

"Good for you," I responded.  "So, just let me get 
some shoes on and we can go."  Cameron closed the door 
behind her and followed me to my bedroom.  She looked 
around as I searched for my shoes.  The closet door 
was open, and she noticed several of Haley's dresses 
mixed in with my clothes.  There was also a laundry 
basket on the floor, filled mostly with panties and 
other women's undergarments.  

"It looks like Haley spends a lot of time here," she 
said.  "Things must be getting pretty serious."

"It's not serious," I said.  "We're just having fun 
together.''

"Oh, that's right," Cameron said.  "Nothing's ever 
serious with you.  You're always just having fun."  

I looked up at her.  "She knows you are here.  I've 
told her everything about you and our past 
relationship.  I haven't lied to her.  I never lied to 
you either."

"That's right," she snapped.  "You never lied to me.  
All you did was mislead me, and then go fuck that slut 
Karen Webb when you were supposed to be meeting me."  
I could tell she was getting angry.  This conversation 
wasn't what I had wanted, but now that we'd started 
it, I planned to continue.

"Did I really mislead you Cameron?" I demanded.  "How 
long have we known each other?  All our lives, right?"  
She nodded.  "Since the time we started high school, 
we were best friends.  I told you every little detail 
about my life.  Everything I did, good or bad.  The 
things I was proud of, the things that embarrassed me.  
You knew my history.  You knew I had fucked around on 
almost every girl that I was ever with.  I didn't 
mislead you.  You should have known what to expect."  

"I thought it would be different," she said. 

"What made you think that?" I asked.  "Had I ever 
shown any real remorse?  Had I ever shown a sign of 
changing?" I was close to shouting now.  "I fuck 
around.  I like to have sex, and maybe there is 
something wrong with me, but I can't turn it down.  
I've never been able to, and you knew that better than 
anyone.  How many times did I call you to  confess to 
cheating on some girl in high school?"

"I don't know," she said angrily.  Tears were now 
streaming from her lively green eyes.  "I just thought 
it would be different."

"Why?" I demanded again.  "Why the fuck would you 
think that?"

"Because it was me," she shouted.  "Because it was me 
and I was so in love with you.  I didn't think you 
would ever hurt me."  She was crying hard now, and 
nearly collapsed.  I put my arm around her and we sat 
on the edge of my bed.  I was a little shell shocked.  
During our short romance, Cameron had never used the 
word love.  I suppose deep down I knew she was in love 
with me, and I possibly felt the same way.

Her body was shuddering roughly now as she sobbed.  
"You hurt me so bad,' she sobbed.  "I can't believe 
what you fucking did to me."  I didn't know what to 
say, so I just held her close and listened.  "All 
through high school, and then my first year of 
college, I never met a guy who really interested me.  
When I started fooling around with those girls, I did 
it partly because I was curious, but also because I 
thought I might be gay.  I didn't know.  No guy had 
ever really interested me."  She continued to cry and 
avoided eye contact as she talked.  "Then, that night 
with you, everything changed.  I felt so alive when we 
made love.  I let you take my virginity.  I realized 
then that I hadn't been interested in other guys 
because I was always in love with you.  I just hadn't 
known until that night."  

"When I saw that little slut leave the bathroom, I 
thought I would die.  I couldn't believe you would 
hurt my like that.  I was so sick for the next two 
weeks.  And then I went back to school as a different 
person.  All I did was party and fuck.  I wanted to 
know what it was like to be you.  I wanted to live my 
life like you.  I fucked three different guys in the 
first three months of class.  You were the only guy I 
had ever fucked, and suddenly I was acting like a 
slut.  I still couldn't understand what went on in 
your head.  To me, the meaningless sex wasn't 
fulfilling at all."

"Then, right before Thanksgiving, Billy came along.  I 
knew he wasn't really interested in me.  I mean, he 
definitely wanted to fuck me, but mostly he just 
wanted to make you jealous.  I was happy to play 
along.  I didn't want to be like you anymore, I just 
wanted to hurt you.  I let that asshole fuck me, just 
to get back at you.  I was hoping you would walk in on 
us that night at the pool house.  I was wishing for 
it.  I wanted to see the look and your face, and then 
I wanted to see Billy hurt you the way you had hurt 
me.  Then of course, you ruined it by walking out.  I 
could tell you were hurt, but not like I wanted.  And 
you were too mature to fight with Dipshit.  But I let 
him fuck me anyway, just because I knew you would hate 
it.  I was repulsed by his touch, and I still let him 
stick his dick in me.  I still let him cum in my 
mouth.  It was so degrading.  I broke it off with him 
the next morning and cried the whole way back to 
school."

"Cammie, I'm so sorry," I said.  She was still 
sobbing, and I could feel a tear or two on my own 
cheeks now.  "I never meant to hurt you.  I really 
never did."

"I know that now," she sobbed.  "I guess I always knew 
that.  But it didn't stop the hurt."  

I held her closely while she continued to cry herself 
out.  I felt very confused, and ashamed, and 
depressed.  I was very shocked when I felt her hand 
rubbing my thigh.  I noticed Cameron was looking up at 
my face.  "Would you please make love to me?" she 
asked.

"I don't know," I stammered.  I suddenly felt very 
awkward.  "I don't know if that would be a good idea 
right now."

"Please," she asked.  "I know what I want.  I need 
this."  

She leaned forward and kissed me.  I felt myself 
becoming aroused, and even more confused.  "Take me," 
she whispered.

I was frozen in place.  For the first time in years, I 
didn't know how to respond to a woman's touch.  
Cameron unbuttoned my shirt and pulled it off.  She 
rubbed her hands across my bare chest.  "Don't you 
want me?" she asked.

"I don't know" I stammered again.  "I don't feel right 
about this Cameron."

"I know what I want," she repeated.  "I want you to 
make love to me."

For the first time, I noticed that my penis had turned 
to an iron shaft.  Cameron opened my pants and pulled 
them off, along with my underwear.  She dropped to her 
knees and kissed my cock, marking it with lipstick 
much like Haley had on our trip to the grocery store.  
Cameron kissed and licked the head of my cock several 
times.  I still sat motionless, not knowing how to 
respond. 

She stood up and pulled her blouse out from her pants.  
She slowly unbuttoned it and revealed a lacy black 
bra.  It clasped in the front and she opened it, 
exposing her perfect orbs.  She shed both garments.  I 
sat staring for a second, and suddenly I was able to 
respond.  I pulled Cameron to me and buried my face 
between her tits.. I was overwhelmed with passion.  I 
was so happy to be touching her again.  To be smelling 
her scents, and feeling her soft flesh.  

I sucked her nipples lovingly while she stepped out of 
her cargo pants, and then her little black panties.  A 
few seconds later we were rolling in the sheets.  It 
felt so good to be next to her again.  Her hot skin 
felt amazing next to mine.  We kissed and fondle each 
other as we rolled around on the bed.  Her hand teased 
my shaft as I rubbed her clit and mound.  I showered 
her with kissed on her face, neck, and breasts.  
"Please take me now," she begged.

I rolled on top of her and slipped my cock into her 
hot slit.  It felt like coming home.  I began pumping 
fiercely, and the two of us moved in a rhythm as if we 
were meant to be together.  I kneaded her ample 
breasts and she ran her fingers through my longish 
hair.  Her first orgasm came quickly, and as it 
passed, she became more passionate, working towards 
another.  We were both whimpering and groaning like 
animals.  I called her name out several times and told 
her that I loved her.  Her body was hit with another 
thunderous orgasm.   I fucked her harder, wanting to 
bring about a third, and it followed almost 
immediately.  As she called out my name and clawed at 
my soft skin, I also climaxed, filling her with my hot 
cum.  I continued driving for several seconds until I 
was completely done.  I rolled off to the side and we 
both laid their catching our breath.  

After a few second, Cameron moved to the edge of the 
bed. She grabbed her panties and bra and started to 
dress.

"That was spectacular," I said.  Cameron agreed as she 
stood up to get her pants.  

"Cammie, I want you to know I'm glad we did that.  I 
know I did a horrible thing before, but I promise you 
now that I will never cheat on you again.  I will 
never hurt you again.  I love you so much, and I know 
that now."

"I know you won't," she said as she slipped into her 
shirt.  

"Where are you going?" I asked suddenly.  "Do you want 
to go out to eat or something?"

"No," she said.  "I'm leaving."

"Leaving?" I asked.

"Yes, leaving," she repeated.  "You are never going to 
hurt me again, because I won't give you the chance.  I 
just got the closure I needed from you, and now I'm 
leaving.  I'm not stupid enough to let myself be hurt 
again."  She finished dressing and used the mirror to 
fix her hair and makeup quickly.  I sat in bed, not 
knowing what to day.

"I though this meant we were getting back together," I 
stammered.

"You thought wrong," she said.  "You won't ever fuck 
me again.  Literally, or figuratively."  She collected 
her purse and started towards the door.  She paused 
for a second and turned around.  Cameron reached in 
her purse and produced a pen and slip of paper.  
"Here's my phone number at school," she said as she 
jotted something.  "Now that you've been misled by me, 
you decide if you really want to try and rebuild our 
friendship.  If so, give me a call." 

She turned and walked out the door as I sat 
speechless.  

It was several hours later when I heard a small knock 
on my door.  I was still laying in bed, although I had 
put on some shorts.  I hadn't moved for much else.  I 
was confused and depressed.  When I didn't answer the 
knock, the door opened slowly.  It was Haley.  She 
didn't look like her normal happy, energetic self. She 
was wearing a baggy flannel shirt and loose jeans, 
which was also unusual.

"I just figured I should come by and pick up my 
stuff," she said softly.  She stopped and looked at 
me.  She instantly read the grief on my face.  "What's 
wrong?" she asked.  "What happened?"  She closed the 
door and knelt down beside my bed, and I told her 
everything.  I relayed every detail of my afternoon. 
Every word and every action.

When I was done, I noticed a slight tear in her eye.  
"That's so sad," she said.  "I can't believe anyone 
would treat you like that."

"I did a very bad thing," I said.  

"I don't care," she responded.  "I still think you are 
great.  If I were dating you, and you cheated on me, I 
would be angry at that girl, and I would fight harder 
for you."

I suddenly felt a new emotion along with my grief and 
confusion.  Haley's words were warming my heart.  
"What have I been doing?" I asked myself.  I had spent 
that last few months pining away, dreaming of Cameron, 
while this beautiful, intelligent, fun girl had been 
right under my nose, showering me with attention and 
affection.  I suddenly felt elation when I thought 
about her.

"Haley," I began, "are you in love with me?"  

She looked away.  "Don't ask that," she said.

"Why?"

"Because, I know what you'll say," she said.  "You'll 
tell me I shouldn't get attached, and that you aren't 
looking for commitment.  I know what I said sounds 
stupid to you, but I meant it."

"Just answer the question," I said.

She hesitated.  "Yes.  I think I am."

"I'm not in love with you," I said.  She winced at my 
words, but I continued.  "I'm not in love with you 
because I've never thought about it.  All this time, 
I've just been thinking of Cammie, and how miserable I 
am.  I've taken you for granted, but I'd like to try 
again."

"What do you mean?" she asked.

"I'd like to date you for real.  To go out to movies, 
and dinners, and do all the boyfriend/girlfriend shit 
that I said I didn't want.  To be with you 
exclusively, and see if it feels right."

"Are you serious?" she asked.

"Yes, if you'll have me," I said.

Haley jumped up and into the bed.  "Of course I will," 
she said.  Her face was beaming from her radiant 
smile.  "I thought I was just going to get a kick in 
the ass when I came over here tonight.  I've been 
moping around all day.  I mean, look at how I'm 
dressed."  Her bubbly personality was present again, 
and all signs of gloom had faded.  "You've made me so 
happy," she said.  She kissed me firmly.  

My heart was still stinging from Cameron's actions, 
but it was mixed with happiness.  Haley sat up and 
began opening her baggy flannel shirt.  She dropped it 
aside.  She hadn't bothered to restrain her small 
breasts with a bra.  Both of us quickly shed our 
pants, and seconds later I was inside her warmth.  
Being inside Cameron had felt like home, but being in 
Haley was like heaven.  For the first time, the two of 
us made love instead of just fucking.  It was slow and 
rhythmic, like in the car the previous night.   But it 
definitely wasn't quiet.  Haley squealed loudly as I 
slid in and out of her hot vagina.  She called out my 
name as we bounced the headboard of my bed against the 
wall.  We made love loudly and repeatedly until the 
sun came up the next morning, much to the displeasure 
of my returned roommates.  

After that night, we were always together, and we did 
go out on dates, and hold hands in public, and did all 
the things couples normally do.  Nearly a month called 
before I finally built up the courage to call Cameron, 
and by that time I knew I was falling in love with 
Haley.  I shared all the details with Cameron, just 
like in the old days, and it went a long way towards 
repairing our damaged friendship.  Over the next few 
months, I was able to make amends with Cameron, and at 
the same time I built a love with Haley.  I had 
finally learned my lesson, and in our time together I 
was always faithful and honest to my new girlfriend.