This is a copy of someone else's story I thougt it was good enough to
re-post here enjoy.

   Introduction: A twelve year old girl narrates all of her sex adventures
since
she was four year old until now.  Warning, contains little girl and dog

sex!  Chapter one deals with the little girl having sex with the dog, on
chapter two the little girl has sex with a man.  Codes:(g,M,pedo,dog)

   My Story Chapter ONE People who count with me tell me I'm exceptionally
bright for a twelve year old so I take that at face value, although if it
were true I probably wouldn't be writing this, let alone sharing it with
strangers - even under an assumed name.  I started linking about on the net
a few years back - when I was eight, encouraged by my parents to use the
web as an educational tool to supplement conversations they have with us
(I'm NOT an only child!) regularly enough.

   My motivation here, cutting to the chase as they say, is to dispel some
common and general misconceptions prevailing in American society with
regard to that evil bane to childhood misnamed 'the Paedophile' (I like
Greek stuff!").Got your attention, huh!

   I first started fooling about on a computer when I was four, sitting on
Dad's lap while he 'took care of business' in the evening.  He's a CPA and
does a good deal of his research level stuff here at home so he can have a
life, as he puts it.  As we each had our eighth birthday, we got our own
computer and were told if we had school work to do, it was okay to search
the web for answers.  I was ten when I started doing my research leading up
to this thesis.  That's what Dad calls it.

   Well, actually, I was probably four because that's when I first
introduced myself to hardcore sex.  I was probably even younger because
I've always been aware of the good feelings to be had from those so-called
erogenous zones.  I've also always had an awareness of the sensations
derived from the senses; the little start-up charge from certain smells or
sights, like a dog getting a woody or another person relieving themselves,
or the insuppressible curiosity inspired by various magazines or web
sights. That takes us back to when I was probably four, because it was only
later that I had my fifth birthday.  I'm going to give as much factual
detail and speculation as I can because I've read some pretty raunchy bits
of literature and I'll bet I can outdo at least some of it.  When I'm done
I plan to post this to some news groups I know about and hopefully, anyone
reading it will post their opinion so I can determine how far out in left
field I might be headed!

   We live on the outskirts of town on about an acre of land bordering a
forested area.  The area around the house is naturally landscaped with a
nice lawn and some flowerbeds inside a large fenced area to keep the
wildlife at bay.  Another, larger area where the garden is also has a tall
wire kind of fence and there is a smaller area also accessible from the
back porch where the Willie sleeps.  He's one of those Aussie Shepherd
types with a bright pale eye and a deep brown one.

   He's about ten years old now, but still full of life.  There's cats and
a family of ferrets, too, that mostly hang out together under the small
barn where we keep a few goats.  Going on back perhaps fifty feet is some
unkempt yard and then some woods that go on for quite a ways.

   We only have maybe a hundred feet of trees and the rest Dad says belongs
to the National Forest (not gonna tell which one!).  Dad says the nearest
neighbor is about two acres away and he likes it that way.  Mom says we can
run around naked whenever we want to and her and Dad spend a lot of time
that way.  So do the rest of us when nobody disapproving is going to be
around.  Both Mom and Dad have friends over sometimes who feel the same
way, but us kids have friends from school who just don't seem to
understand. All that got sorted out years ago to the conclusion that we are
the Strangers in a Strange Land.  Mostly, we just don't have people over
that might compromise us!  Anyway, now you have the lay of the land
sufficient to the rest of this story.

   The day in question must have been in the summer because I got up early
and it seemed like forever before the warm sun went behind the trees
signalling bath and bedtime.  I had done breakfast and fooled around on a
play set at one end of the garden area and gone back in the house to watch
some more television.

   After falling asleep on the carpet for a spell, Mom fixed me a sandwich
and I took it outside at her insistence to avoid making a mess inside and
there I was, wandering about in the grass near the back porch near the
parking area where our small fleet of vehicles were strung out.  Willie
came out of nowhere all wagging of body and tail, his intent obviously
motivated by food.  He's not a big dog, actually, but back then I was only
a head above his shoulders, or so it seemed.  That put my ham sandwich well
in his reach and after a friendly swipe at my face with his tongue, he took
an aggressive snap at the food.  He seemed a bit disappointed that my
reflexes were almost as good as his!  Circling around me with a look of
determination, he stopped abruptly near my left side, settled with folded
front legs and raised butt, nose close to the ground, and gave out a
demanding woof that got him nothing.  Another woof and, since I'd already
eaten half the treat, I tore off a handful and held it out.  Being well
mannered otherwise, he carefully accepted it with his front teeth and then
stepped back to chomp it a few times and it was gone.  While taking another
bite myself, I pushed up against his front shoulder and dropped an arm
about his neck to give him a nice hug.  His nose came about to bump me
square in my puffy vulva, his wet nose sliding quickly over me, sending a
brief shiver through me and making my cheeks feel warm.  Oh, I forgot to
point out that I was naked save for a pair of sandals.  As I mentioned,
clothing is optional!  As my mind tried to grasp the meaning of this new
sensation rushing over me, Willie cleverly snapped at the lowered sandwich,
narrowly missing my small hand while acquiring all but a small piece of the
lunch, leaving me mostly the bread and trimmings.  He chomped and swallowed
and that was the end of that.

   I frowned at the remains, felt comfortably filled anyway, and cavalierly
tossed him the remains, saying with a frown, "Here, you pig!" or something
to that effect.

   He swallowed this bit whole and pranced around me a couple of times as I
made my way to the garden gate, thinking to crawl about on the plastic gym
designed for climbing about through a collection of pipes that stood maybe
six feet high.

   Once I opened the gate, he brushed past me and then turned to crouch
down as I approached him.  I remember his eyes glittered and his tongue
lolled out one side of his mouth.  I turned toward the play set and he
sprang past me only turn and crouch again before unexpectedly pouncing
forward to drive his wet muzzle into my vulva again, this time lapping his
salivating tongue in between my thighs and up through the thin channel of
my labia, leaving a slick wet trail behind it and filling me once again
with that odd sensation I had come to associate with pleasure along with
the flushed heat normally thought of as embarrassment.

   The unexpectedness of his playful attack sent a shudder through me and I
squealed sharply at the combination of things, darting awkwardly away from
him.  We were close to the play area in recently mowed grass and he pranced
around me again, this time sitting several feet away on his right hip,
twisting around to lick rapidly at his thoroughly unsheathed penis.  I had
seen him do this in the past, but never felt the way I did at this moment.

   Suddenly, I was curious to see his penis and what he was doing.  I came
up close to him, but he didn't seem to notice as he licked himself
intently. My memory of this is that his unsheathed penis was about five
inches long and maybe an inch thick, all glistening in a coat of something
that appeared slippery even before he began licking at it.  There was a
thick ball just inside his furry black sheath and the pink and rose penis
throbbed gently in a long spline curve, ending with a long pointed tip
dripping what looked like mucous.  I had an overwhelming impulse to know
what it felt like!  The hot flush had spread from my cheeks down my neck
and out across the top of my shoulders while several small butterflies had
now been loosed in my tummy and Willie's thick saliva still ran down the
inside of my right thigh.

   A tiny hard piece of flesh now protruded from its' own little sheath at
the top of my vulva.  Only later did I learn it was called a clitoris!  I
pinched it between thumb and index finger, startled by a small electric
shock this seemed to produce.  I rubbed the heel of my hand at it a few
times as I dropped to my knees beside Willie.  He glanced up at me, slapped
his tongue across my left cheek and went back to licking his now pulsing
penis.  Back then, I thought of it as his pisser.

   As his tongue slapped me I exclaimed, "Willie!  Yuck!  Nacky!" He left a
trail that was slimy and the smell left me feeling at once nauseous somehow
excited inside, stirring up the butterflies.  I decided I liked that
sensation beginning to wash over me completely.

   Even my thighs and forearms were taking on a soft glow!  Not sure how he
would take to it, I reached out a bit shakily with my right hand until the
tip of my forefinger just touched his pisser before I jerked it back.  His
eyes rolled toward me and he seemed to snap at my hand, but only slapped it
with his tongue, leaving a slimy wet imprint across the back and knuckles.
I brought it up under my nose and again there was the sense of nausea, but
less overwhelming this time.  The butterflies increased, however.  I
brought both hands up behind his ears and gave him a tight hug, to which he
responded as I pulled his muzzle down by lapping along the inside of my
left thigh.  That really got the butterflies to fluttering and something
else.  Where his tongue had left a trail, the skin was all tingly.  I
sucked in a deep breath and that's when my eye caught the large bay window
of the dining room.  That inspired a need for more privacy!

   I stumbled to my feet and moved off quickly, patting my leg.  "Come,
Willie!" I urged.  "Come a Jen!" I hustled off down the garden to another
gate in the back fence, Willie bouncing playfully along to one side or in
front, seeming to know where I was going.

   As I opened the gate, he gave a short bark and dashed through into the
field.  There was a large circular growth of Quince off to one side at the
edge of the wood.  My brothers, five and six years older, had, at some time
in the past carved out a fort there and lined it with discard blankets and
a large plastic tarp.  It was a perfect 'secret place', although everyone
probably knew about it.  Still, I thought of it as undiscovered country
because nobody had ever found me there.  Once inside under the canopy of
thick leaves and thick walls of thin close vertical branches, I encouraged
Willie to lay on his right side and knelt down to reach out with my right
hand to feel his furry sheath.  It was warm and soft in my hand, moving
back and forth slowly with the motion of my arm.  Almost at once, the
pointy tip of his pisser appeared!  He raised his head to look at me, but
otherwise lay still, almost expectantly.  My heart suddenly was running
wild!  It never occurred to me I was doing something other folks might
think of as nasty or unnatural.

   Although he had not been licking at it, this pink tip was gleaming in
the dull light, apparently coming with it's own slippery lubricant.  As I
slowly moved the sheath back and forth as far as it would move without
forcing it, the length of pink and burgundy hardness continued to grow and
without lifting his head, Willie began to breath more heavily and pant
softly, his mouth open slightly and his eyes locked on mine.  My small hand
held the sheath back as far as it would go and I could feel the larger knot
inside.

   "You likin' this, Willie?" I asked him solemnly, holding the sheath back
as I stared at the gleaming slimy hard penis.  His back jerked a few times
and he made a soft whimpering sound as if in positive response.  I let go
of him for a moment and the penis stayed well exposed, beginning to throb
slightly.  I leaned down, carefully gripping the surprisingly slippery
redness in wild curiosity and then pulling at it gently.  It seemed to slip
through my clenched little fist wilfully as I moved my hand back and forth
a few times before releasing it to bring my hand up under my nose where I
was assailed by an incredibly strong musky odor the caused me to gag a few
times from the intensity of it.  At the same time, all the exciting
sensations washed over me.  My heart raced.  I breathed in sharply several
times uncontrollably and each time the smell intensified, became almost
desirable!  I stared at my hand for a long time it seemed before resolving
to taste the cooling fluid coating it.  The tip of my tongue just touched
it and then I impulsively pushed my mouth into my palm, coating my lips.

   The nausea soared, my stomach knotting violently as the urge to throw up
surged through me with an urgency that hit my throat and caused me to gag
several times.  Mindlessly, a wiped my soaked hand across my mouth in an
effort to quell that desire, only to feel an increased renewal of that
strong sense of pleasure that caused me to fall back in confusion at the
feelings rolling through my mind.  I licked my lips in confusion and the
heat rushed over me as if I were sitting uncomfortably close to an open
fire.  I was resting back on my elbows, the wet hand again covering my
mouth as my tongue experimented with the changing flavors in my palm and
between my fingers.  My right leg was slightly bent and the foot pressed
against Willie's still hard gleaming penis.  My left knee was drawn up
awkwardly the foot against his wet nose.  I felt him move sharply and then
he was pushing his muzzle in between my thighs, lapping rapidly at my inner
thighs and then slapping his tongue in through my labia as before, only
this time with a vengeance.

   I couldn't help myself from giggling hysterically at the sensations
rushing through me as my hips began to buck up at him and I unconsciously
spread my knees farther apart to give him even more access.  The taste from
my hand was suddenly very good as my tummy rippled uncontrollably and I
could feel my clitty getting harder and harder as he lapped away.  He was
standing over me now in his obvious efforts to turn me on, his back and
hips moving oddly in a jerking manner I'd never seen before at my young
age. I had no clue what was going on other than something I was liking very
much even though it frightened me because I didn't understand it.  I tried
to quell the jerking of my hips and then his forepaws were up alongside my
ribs and he was washing my face recklessly with his tongue, covering my
cheeks with saliva that foamed along the length of is mouth.  Mucous
dripped from his nostrils and I had to close my eyes, hearing my voice
squealing and giggling inanely and then muffled as he pushed his tongue
into my mouth.  Irrationally, I began to suck at it!

   The knot of nausea struck me again and then the gagging and then I was
nursing his tongue harder as new sensations played through me.  My heart
was wildly pounding and I felt I couldn't breath and then he was gone.  I
knuckled my eyes after a few moments and pushed up onto my elbows to see
him wandering about the close quarters of the hideaway.  He stared at me
sideways and finally fell down in front of me, curling over to began
licking his penis again.  Now and then his hips would jerk a little.

   I giggled erratically, saying, "That fun, Willie!  Wanna do again!" At
that rolled back onto my knees and compulsively pushed my face in beside
his to run my own tongue over his penis, collecting a greedy mouthful of
the pungent stuff coating it, a mix of lubricant mucous and saliva and god
knows what else.  He moved his head and his tongue washed over my shoulder
and along my neck and jaw and cheek.

   With his face away from his penis, I said hysterically, "Gonna suck a
pisser!" At that, I grasped it back near the sheath and pulled it toward my
mouth, pushing it in until the pointy tip was in my throat, causing me to
gag a little as I swallowed the pungency and nursed the length of it all
the way to my hand.  It filled my mouth and pushed at my throat as he moved
his hips, whimpering.

   Irrationally, I found myself savoring the harsh flavors and overwhelming
sensations as my hard little clitty cried for attention and the doggy smell
of him became outrageously desirable.  I held him now with both hands and
suddenly I felt his pisser swell and collapse several times as a new flavor
and fluid filled my mouth to flow out around my clenched lips to run over
my cheeks and chin.  It rushed into my throat until I couldn't hold any
more or swallow fast enough and after what seemed a long time, I found
myself lying on my side, staring at him as he again cleaned himself before
stretching his muzzle toward me, staring lazily.

   Still wired and remembering only good things about the taste of him, his
tongue, his saliva, I bellied over the old blankets like a snake, hands
ahead to slip behind his ears, until I could lick him across the nose in a
loving kiss, trying to emulate his way.  His tongue slipped out to wash
under my chin and across my mouth.  I opened it wide, caught at the end of
his tongue as it passed, sucked off a layer of saliva with a sense of
excitement.

   Filled with desire for more of this new thing, I scuffled around until I
was in a position where I could play with his penis and my vulva was in
front of his face.  I really had a need now for that sensation derived from
his licking deep through my labia and over the pinhole sphincter of my
vagina.  I knew instinctively from the feelings there that I was putting
off my own lubricants and juices that he found attractive.  I squeezed
myself with my left hand, spreading my thighs wide.  "Lick, Willie!  Lick
me good.  Lick, Willie." Sniffing at me, his tongue came into play
obligingly and in the same breath my right hand pulled at his penis.  I
watched it firm out and lengthen and then slipped it into my mouth, still
coated with his recent orgasm.  The smell of him was overwhelming.  Sitting
here eight years later, I can smell him!  I have a hard clitty!  We still
get it on!  He's laying here at the foot of the bed, eyeing me soulfully.

   Ok.  I'm back.  This next part is really over the line!  I suddenly felt
this overwhelming urge to pee so I raised up on my hands and knees to start
crawling toward the opening of the hideaway, not wanting to foul the nest,
so to speak.  Willie didn't understand that, or perhaps, he simply saw an
opportunity!  Suddenly, I was aware of him slapping his tongue up my thighs
from behind.  I frowned back, giggling.  "No, Willie!  Needa pee.  Needa
pee, Willie!"

   The next thing I knew, his forelegs were tight against the sides of my
waist, holding me by the hips, and his paws were between my knees, his
stance spreading them wide as I felt his deep chest pushing into my back,
pushing my shoulders into the quilt under us as he bumped against me. 
Thinking he was somehow playing with me, I started to laugh, rolling my
hips against his legs in a playful effort to get free of his hold on me.  I
felt the wetness of his penis slapping rapidly at my buttocks, randomly
getting between them a few times.  That sent a little thrill up my spine as
he quickly slopped his lubricant all over my small buttocks and the back of
my thighs and then between them.  He paused a moment, repositioning his
front feet back a little, forcing my knees more widely apart as I laughed
at him again.  "I gonna pee, Willie!" There was a sharp pain as he nipped
me on the back of the neck, sending a real thrill of fear through me and
bringing tears to my eyes.  "Ow, Willie!  That hurt!" He did it again as I
now tried frantically to get free of him and I began to blubber out loud,
tears flowing down both cheeks.  "No bites, Willie!" I cried out, also
feeling his penis rapidly slamming at my buttocks and occasionally through
my labia, sending yet a newer set of frightening sensations through me,
making my clitty ache as it hardened out again.  His weight had my
shoulders pinned solidly to the quilt and his stance splayed my thighs to
their limits.  He moved his hind legs against my buttocks, causing me to
raise my hips spontaneously as he arched over me, all the while pumping at
me.

   Suddenly, there was a sharp pain in my anus as the tip of his penis
slammed firmly against it and the hot juice he was spraying about coated
it. I began to blubber hysterically now, not having a clue what was going
on.  One part of my mind was frightened hysterically while another, more
dominant part was liking what was happening.  The heat rushing over me,
particularly where his penis was pounding against my thighs and buttocks,
was turning much of my skin a bright red with the blush.  Again, that sharp
pain at my anus, only this time it felt as though his penis had pushed
inside, greasily sliding through my rectum with a startling new burning
sensation inside there as, with a machine gun rapidity, he drove it deeper
and deeper, his equally burning lubricant pouring inside me.  Me being so
small, he undoubtedly penetrated my lower colon, and, still blubbering into
the blanket, I felt myself pushing back onto him erratically.  As before, I
felt his penis swell and deflate quickly several times as he pumped his
load into my baby girl ass and then awkwardly let go his hold on me,
stumbling away on weakened legs to finally fall down and clean himself with
a glassy look in his bright shiny eye and a satisfied fulfilled gleam in
the dark brown one.

   I sprawled there blubbering until my ass turned numb from the shock of
that fucking and the loud whimpering became a soft moaning and subsided, my
mind trying to digest what had just happened.

   After awhile, I became aware that Willie was no longer in the hideaway.
I struggled to me feet.  The entire area around my buttocks and inner
thighs and particularly my little asshole were sore.  The big muscles ached
as if someone had tried to rip my legs off.  My asshole felt stretched and
burned oddly.

   By the time I reached the gate to the back porch, my mind was actually
telling me I felt pretty good except for the ache in my legs.  The burning
in my butthole had a certain pleasurable quality although it was also
unpleasant as well.  By the following day I was contemplating a repeat
performance, although that didn't happen for probably a month or so.  It
took that long for the negative sensations to completely melt away.

   Willie was lying in the grass by the play set and when he saw me, he
bounced up to prance toward me, tail wagging, as if nothing had happened. I
shied away from him, starting to cry again, mostly because he had hurt me
unexpectedly.  Oddly, what I was angry with him about were the nips to my
shoulders and the back of my neck.

   He taught me rather quickly that he wouldn't do that if I were
submissive enough!  Now, however, he was no longer horny and I wasn't about
to turn him on at the moment.  He licked me across the shoulder and I
forgivingly patted him between the ears and all was forgiven.  He was,
after all, a very nice dog and it was my own innate curiosity that brought
about the events of the day.  Mom was very angry with me when I made it
into the house, saying I smelled like a kennel.  I told her I'd been
playing in the doghouse with Willie and she hustled me into the bathtub,
where life became considerably more relaxing.

   Still, it took me all of a week to get over the physical stresses. 
Emotionally, it evolved into one of the little pleasures in life.  In
retrospect, it's probably a small miracle that I survived the affair!

   That was my first hardcore encounter.  I should probably call this
running monologue 'My Chronological Conquests' or something.  After all,
it's a collection of my more interesting adventures and related
observations.  Some readers may be horrified by such an animalist
encounter, but it happens to some degree more often than most folks will
admit to.  In all honesty, I would not stand up in public, as it were, and
make a case for it.  If you're reading this, it's only because it got
wherever you found it by devious routes.  Consider this: Children share
adventures with each other that would never be told to an adult in most
cases.  There's a world of shit out there.  Over the past couple of years,
I've made a sort of game out of suckering things out of other kids.  With
regard to fucking the dog, I've cajoled stories out of twenty-six
grade-schoolers and secondary types.  Here's the stats.  Nineteen girls and
seven boys.  Of the seven boys (interesting): Two Fucked a dog Two let a
dog fuck them Three adamantly denied any such action although one thought
about doing a sheep Of the nineteen girls: (20, if I include myself!) Three
denied any such action.  Four jacked a dog on multiple occasions Four
allowed a dog to lick them on multiple occasions Two allowed a dog to fuck
them once Six allowed a dog to fuck them on multiple occasions (plus me)

   Okay, twenty-seven people do not represent a national statistical base,
however, none of these kids would ever tell their stories to an adult under
any circumstances, including psychiatric enquiry; not willingly.  That
means any large scale professional enquiry, even one numbering hundreds of
thousands of children or millions of people in general would also be
radically skewed in favor of social expectations rather than truth.  Such
is the case for most sensitive studies of this sort.

   Truth or Dare is an interesting game!  Of course, most kids also would
choose to shock and impress other kids with a flagrant lie, but they would
also be inclined to tell the truth in order to avoid an unknown dare that
might be related to the question.  The quirks are that the truth often is
perceived as solidifying relationships; the dare is often perceived as
something beyond acceptability, as in the scene from The Two Jakes where a
cop says there was a whore who had no problem with pissing in a client's
face, but she refused to shit on his chest; lastly, to refuse to
participate under pressure could lead to ostracism from a group you need
desperately to be a part of.  What that means is, more often than not, the
best of kids are the worst of kids.

   So.  If you have nothing better to do and have read this far, post a
reply with your thoughts to whatever news group you find this in. 
Meanwhile, I'm moving along to another arena.

   Okay.  I'm still basing time relative to events and this next neat trip
happens sometime after my fifth birthday because the days seem shorter. 
The sun is just appearing when I decide to get up and nobody seems inclined
to put me to bed until well after dark.  I vaguely remember talk about
Hallowe'en so mid- to late October would be a good bet.  Still, the days
are mostly warm, although I was wearing a dress; one of those thin
shapeless print things you toss in the air and try to duck into as it
settles because doing that is fun.  I think the hem came to just above me
knees, but allowed me to run unhampered.  I wore heavy cotton underpants
only because Dad insisted on it.

   He would say my butt felt cold if I didn't, but I never noticed.  I
recall either he or Mom would test me regarding coldness several times a
day and I always looked forward to it.  Everyone else had quit wandering
about naked because of the weather as well, so it must have been chilly
outside most of the time, although the house always seemed comfortable
enough.  We have two fireplaces; actually, one with both sides open.

   Dad calls it a split hearth.  We also have central heating and air
conditioning, but I don't think we use it much other than during the
coldest and hottest times of the year.  The ocean (not telling which one!)
is only about twenty miles away and we go there often enough, no matter
what time of year it is.  It was probably a weekend because the folks had
some friends and their families over; four different groups, three with
kids, but there were only two girls and a boy close to my age and size. 
Half a dozen fit in with my older brothers.  A few were even older, but I
could tell they were still going to high school, a place I had no real
perception of back then.  Even though I got bumped ahead, skipping the
fifth grade, and am now in the seventh grade where most kids are two or
three years older than me, high school still sounds like a better place to
be because I already know most of the stuff they're trying to teach me! 
I'm not making many friends where I am, probably because I'm younger, but
I've got a few I can relate to.

   Anyway, with the time in question, I wasn't going to school.  I wasn't
aware then of kindergarten or pre-school and in fact, at five I could read
pretty well thanks to Mom's teaching and Dad contributing his interest as
well.  I even had some pretty basic maths skills.  The people at school
when I started the first grade seemed more excited about that than I could
relate to.  Reading and adding or subtracting numbers seemed to come
naturally by then.  One of the things I perceived back then had to do with
the fact the two girls visiting were both in kindergarten at the time and
had implied they had also been going to a preschool, probably since they
were three years old.  The point here is that, during a previous visit I
had naively tried to introduce them to the thrilling little game I'd since
refined with Willie.  They were not the least bit interested in
participating, although their innate curiosity was thoroughly piqued.

   The long and short is that, based on conversation, preschool had
thoroughly indoctrinated them regarding the unacceptability of such
behaviour and kindergarten had righteously confirmed the preschool
indoctrinations.  Playing with the dog in such a way was dysfunctional.

   Suggesting it only got me ostracised from this little group.  On the
bright side, I didn't get any feedback from the adults, so they had
evidently been unwilling to mention the incident.  What I learned from that
was to be more reserved with regard to my own adventures in the realm of
curiosity fulfilment.

   That brings us around to my getting better acquainted with one of Dad's
business associates.  He was probably in his thirties and on this occasion,
he was the sole single person visiting.  I was attracted to him primarily
because he seemed attracted to me.  That's always a good reason to take an
interest in someone.  I remember his name was Mike (not really).

   The place seemed to be swarming with people.  Willie was being
restricted to his small piece of the property, I was feeling unwanted
regarding the various activities going on in both the adult groups and with
regards to the other kids queuing together (mostly I was bored!), and I
wasn't dreaming up any activities of interest.

   I had settled myself into a plastic chair in a collection of lawn
furniture near a big black ball called a barbecue.  Mom was scuttling back
and forth to the house, supplying the long table with condiments and other
picnic type of stuff, but I wasn't being encouraged to help, so I sat there
with my legs bent up, feet against my butt and chin on my knees when Mike
strolled over with a glass full of amber liquid in one hand.

   He approached me from the front as I gave him a going over and I
wondered why he was staring at me with an odd little smile.  I still
remember thinking there was something about him I liked, but couldn't
particularly define what it was.  His free hand came down on my head
lightly to tousle my hair.  "Hello, baby girl," he leered quietly, as if
not wanting to be heard by anyone but me.  "Haven't seen you for a spell.
Why so morose?"

   I gave him a weak smile, not wanting to seem too interested, although I
was open to anything that might prove a distraction from my sense of
boredom.  "What's a 'morose'?"

   "Hmm.  How about 'down at the mouth'?  Bored?" He took a casual swallow
from his glass and made an expansive gesture with his arms.  "Looks to me
like lots of places to go and things to do." "Morose" - I mulled.  - "Nice
sound."

   "You like that one, huh" -he grinned loosely, grasping the back of a
chair and swinging it back so he could sit directly in front of me and a
few feet away.  He glanced around casually, seeming to satisfy himself
about something.  -"It's kind of nice out here away from all that business
talk in the house.  Besides, I like you." - He paused for several seconds,
staring at me in a vague sort of way as I continued to look him over.

   He was wearing one of those tee shirts with a pocket and a pair of tan
shorts with baggy legs that ended about half way between his hips and
knees. There was a light coat of thin short hair over the back of his
calves, but almost none on his bared thighs.

   I could see up his shorts a little where it got dark and blurry and
suddenly felt a curiosity about what was there.

   I had seen lots of other people naked and not thought much about that,
but for some reason I was curious about him.  I dropped my eyes to his
feet, not wanting to embarrass him or cause him to go away.  I heard him
add:
- "I thought you might like me back just a little." - when I said

nothing, continuing to stare at his feet and wondering why he was
rhythmically wriggling his toes, he ventured to say:

   - "You're sure a pretty little girl.  I have a daughter like you, but
she couldn't come today.  You remember her from last spring?" - I shook my
head after a thoughtful moment, somewhat perturbed that I couldn't recall
his even being here last spring, with or without someone else.  I have a
most excellent memory.

   Another pause of length and then he said softly: - "I just noticed you
have underpants just like hers." - as I pulled my dress back off my knees
and spread them so I could see what was so spectacular about my underpants,
he went on, sounding just a little bit excited.

   - "You like wearing those nice cotton underpants?  You like the way they
feel?"

   - "I don't wear 'em much 'cept when it gets cold" - I said easily.

   After all, it was true and we were now having an interesting
conversation.  I pushed the hem farther along my thighs, wondering if these
were the pair Dad had bought me with the butterfly near the waist in front.

   Wrong.  They were the pair Mom had bought with a small yellow smiley
face.  They had probably come from a cheap supermarket, but I only thought
that because of the commercial association.  "Smiley" I grinned up at him.
He was staring hard at Smiley, then tilted his head back as he took a long
drink from his glass, looking around slowly before focusing back under my
dress and casually reaching out with a long finger of his free hand.

   - "Could I touch your smiley face?" -he asked carefully, pausing to
stare as our eyes met.

   His tongue darted slowly along his lips as I nodded indifferently and he
glanced about again, obvious now to ascertain that we were still alone.  As
his fingertip traced over the design, that warm flush began to settle in my
cheeks and that meant I was beginning to feel good inside!  I spread my
knees even farther so I could watch his moving finger as it deliberately
slid slowly straight down until it was pressing gently into my rising
clitty.

   As he spoke, he held it there rather firmly, stroking along one side and
then the other of that gristly little piece of excitable flesh.  "You like
what this old finger is doing?" he asked hoarsely.

   -"You look like it feels kind of good to you."

   I could feel as well as see the long muscles of my inner thighs tighten
spontaneously as the cotton moved persistently.  Nodding, I stared up at
him solemnly.  "I do that sometimes, but it feel gooder when you do it." It
felt lots better when he did it!  My sense of boredom had vanished the
instant his finger touched my smiley face!

   Abruptly he pulled his hand away and settled back a little, elbows on
his knees.

   -"Put your legs down, lovey!" - he exclaimed under his breath.  - "Here
comes your Mom!"

   I automatically dropped the back of my knees to the seat of the chair,
but said easily: "Mama knows smiley!  She helped put 'em on!"

   -"She might be jealous if you share them with me!" he persisted.  "You
won't say anything?"

   I shook my head, grinning at him conspiratorially as Mom said
cheerfully: - "There you are, Mike!  I see you've been captured by Jen! 
Bob said you weren't the most social of people." - she had a nearly full
glass of the same amber colored drink looking wet in her grasp.

   -"He thought you might like a replacement that's still cold.  Bourbon,
right?" - the glass was sweating as she handed it to him, taking the warmer
one with her other hand.

   I slipped spontaneously out of the chair, grinning knowingly at Mike and
chirping to Mom as I danced away,

   - "I gonna find my squirrel!  Bye, bye!" - with that, I headed around
the Play set and along the garden toward the back gate to the trees.

   After getting through the gate and turning to pull it into place, I
stood there for awhile until I saw Mike glance my way and did a little
dance in place for him before sauntering toward the Quince fort.

   I peered inside, sniffing the pungent air and reminiscing about the many
times of late spent here with Willie.  As my eyes grew accustomed to the
dimness, I was distracted to discover both of my brothers and at least
three other people.

   Two of them were girls, both considerably older than me.

   - "Watcha doin'?" - I scowled in disappointment, but made no move to
enter.

   - "She's cool" - I heard the younger of my brothers remark to the
hideaway in general.

   - "Go play somewhere else, Jen.  We're doin' our own thing." - I pushed
out my lower lip.

   - "Don't wanna play here, no how." - I stepped back enough to stare
through the wire fence to where it looked like Mike had a hand in the small
of Mom's back and was saying something close to her ear.

   I could tell, having excellent vision, that she smiled at whatever was
said, then leaned in to give him a quick peck on the mouth and stride away.
He watched her for a few moments, then turned toward me and began walking
as he waved.  I in turn made a furtive gesture toward the far side of the
field where the cars were parked and then darted off into the taller grass
along a narrow trail that was the province of some local deer as well as
most of us when we wanted to be in the woods.  The grass came high up my
chest, but I could see over it well enough.

   As I stood by a tree at the edge of the wood impatiently waiting for him
to figure out just exactly where I went, I decided to be tricksy and hide
behind it until he found me out.  All the while I wondered if I could get
him to make my clitty feel good again without upsetting him.

   I had read several articles in newspapers about grownups getting in
trouble with other grownups for making little girls feel good.  I didn't
understand some of the words, but the idea that people got in trouble for
doing what felt good was clear enough.  Back then, it was beyond my
comprehension, but I knew I had to be careful not to upset grownups when it
came to feeling good.  After what seemed way to long a time I could hear
the grass in the field moving and then the soft rustling of the small brown
needles that covered the ground under the tree and through most of the
woods.

   The woods looked like a solid wall from the house, but here inside, it
reminded me of a large cool building I had been in once, only this went on
forever it seemed.  Suddenly, I heard Mike say: "Shit.  She gives me such a
hard-on!  What the hell am I doing, anyway.  Bob's the most remarkable CPA
I've ever worked with." - he was talking to himself!  He made a grunting
sound, then called out hesitantly: -"Jen, you in here?" Jen?"

   I suppressed an urge to laugh along with another to pee!  I liked him a
lot, but the thought that he might be mad at me for wanting to feel good
bothered me.

   I suddenly wondered what his penis looked and felt like as well.  I
wondered also if doing things to it would make him feel good the way Willie
did.  I could feel my underpants getting wet along where the cotton pulled
into my labia and my butthole puckered excitedly.

   -"Jen?" -he called a bit more loudly.

   Childishly, I suddenly jumped out from behind the tree with a sharp
squeal of delight at his presence.

   Terminally startled, he jumped back, slamming into a smaller tree with
his shoulder and making an odd noise in his throat best described as a
gasp, followed by a loud "Fuck!" I knew that word because lots of kids used
it when no adults were around, but I didn't really know then what it really
meant.  I had kept in motion, throwing myself the several feet to where he
stood disoriented and grasping the elastic waist of his shorts where it
crossed his hips well above my head.

   I buried my face against his legs where the legs of the shorts ended,
feeling something odd there, but not taking real notice as I squealed, -
"Found me!  Found me!" - something wet and cold splashed down the back of
my neck and soaked into my dress.

   He laughed nervously, saying,: - "You scared the piss out of me,
lovey!"- his left leg shook a little and that seemed interesting in that I
thought he might be angry.

   Letting go of his waistband, I stumbled back a couple of steps, pouting.
"I sorry.  I go back home." I felt really bad, sure he wasn't going to like
me much now.

   He stepped toward me quickly, his left hand holding the glass and his
right settling along the back of my head and neck, urging me back against
his right leg.

   -"I'm sorry" -he said, his voice treating me like an adult- "I don't
have a clue what I'm doing right now.  I've probably been drinking too
much. If I had any sense, I wouldn't have touched you like I did and I
wouldn't be standing here wanting to do it again.  Frankly, I love making
little girls feel good.  Hopefully, nobody else knows that!"

   His hand was caressing firmly down the back of my neck and around my
shoulder blades as I instinctively wrapped my arms around the thickness of
his thigh, pressing my cheek against the bare muscle above his knee.  He
felt warm and comforting.

   I could smell something that excited me because it was vaguely like
Willie, only very different.  He took another drink from the glass, saying:
- "You can't go back right away, now.  You smell like bourbon." - I let go
of his leg and stepped back to stare up at him solemnly.

   -"I thirsty.  Mama let me have sips sometimes."

   He stared down at me, then at the glass.

   -"I really shouldn't.  It's against the law.  Hell, everything's against
the law!"He made a face and lowered the glass to my reaching hands.

   I took it carefully and sipped off maybe a teaspoon full, thrilling to
the chill liquid that left a burning trail down my throat and sent a deep
heat through my insides.

   A moment later, my mind began to spin around through a world of strange
and dizzying sensations and thoughts again revolving around the smell of
his legs while I was hugging them.

   -"Whoa!" - I grinned, handing him the glass and grasping his right hand
for balance while urging him to come with me.

   -"Come on!  I know a place where there's squirrels and grass!  We can
lay inna grass and not be so dizzy.  Booze sure makes you feel light!" - I
moved off as fast as I could, dragging him along.  He stumbled with me at a
reasonable pace and soon we were in my not so secret little grove where the
ground under the thick grass felt almost spongy, although it was dry
enough. The place was egg shaped and probably only a dozen yards long, but
to me back then, it seemed like a cathedral.

   I let go of his hand, scrambling out to the middle and sprawling on my
back, completely relaxed.

   -"This place sure nice!  It already getting warm out again." - that was
clearly the booze, but I didn't know that.

   Mike stared at the glass for a spell, then abruptly tossed it several
feet away into the grass and took the few steps to drop down on his knees
within reach of me.

   - "This is a great place" - he grinned loosely, his eyes taking in as
much of me as he could.

   - "Hell, I can't help myself.  Are you gonna let me make you feel good
some?"I felt myself grinning and nodding, but the lightness of head still
danced through me along with the warmth.

   I stared up into the canopy as his hand played over my bare feet
caressingly, working their way over my ankles and up and down my calves as
the heat increased and the butterflies began to flutter inside.  My arms
felt heavy and relaxed as he gripped my knees and carefully urged me to
roll over as he spread them apart just a little.  His long fingers wrapped
around my thighs, stroking up and down along them, all the while pushing my
dress ahead of them until it piled up around my shoulders and his hands
encircled my waist.  His thumbs massaged firmly into the small of my back
as he moved me around until I was comfortably straddling one of his large
hard thighs, his hard smooth muscles spreading my thighs as his hands
gripped at my waist, slowly moving me back and forth on his thigh, sending
a nice ache through my vulva and hardened clitty.  I just went with the
flow, starting to whimper softly at the sensations building in my mind and
body.

   I was loving the way he droned things to me as his hands moved lovingly
over my ribs and fingers scrubbed excitingly over my baby nipples, making
them hard like my clitty.

   - "Oh, Jen, you're so much like my own baby girl.  I like the way you
feel, so smooth and firm; such nice buttocks and sides and back; your
little shoulders and warm neck and fat little thighs.  I'd sure love to
lick your sweet little pussy and tongue your asshole." - he sighed heavily,
moving me up onto the leg of his shorts where something nestled firmly
against my vulva through the layers of material.  I could feel myself
getting wet and warm down there.  - "Would you like me to put my tongue on
your asshole and pussy?  You know what I mean?"

   I scrubbed myself against him willfully, increasing my sensations
exponentially as I nodded into the grass and the dizziness increased with
my heartbeat.  - "Willie do that sometimes" - I squeaked back.

   - "That feel sooo good!"

   His thumbs were inside the back of my underpants now, pulling at the
sides of my buttocks with a nice slow insistence.  There was an odd sound
in his voice.  -"Isn't Willie your dog?" - My underpants were slipping over
my hips.

   - "Uh, huh."

   - "Willie licks your pussy and asshole?  God, that's a turn-on!" - he
breathed heavily.

   His thumbs tugged at my underpants, stretching them widely.  My dress
was now piled into my armpits.

   -"Would you like me to take these off since it's nice and warm now?"

   -"Uh, huh."

   I felt a hand saddle under my tummy as he lifted me up easily and his
other hand slowly worked the underpants off my buttocks and down my thighs
and then my dangling calves and feet.

   - "God.  So sweet.  Smells so good here." - I could feel his breath on
my ass and the back of my thighs.

   - "Spread your legs, baby.  God, you're such a fuck-toy!  That's it. 
Raise your knees, too.  Oh, God!" - I felt a hand inside my thighs and as
it took the place of the other under my tummy, it too slipped between my
thighs and then abruptly, he was lifting me at the waist and my legs
flopped over his shoulders and I could feel his saliva and mouth covering
my vulva as my thighs clamped at his face.

   This was even better than Willie!  He had so much more control as he
slavered his tongue through my taut thin baby labia, still only flaps along
the muscles of my vulva.

   I could feel it rasping over the sensitive membranes inside, prodding
firmly at the small holes of my urethra and vagina as I whimpered excitedly
in a high quiet squeal, sounding almost like crying or whining.  Everything
seemed to tremble; my tummy and thighs; feet flapping about along with my
arms as the feeling kept growing and his tongue kept moving about ever
faster until I felt myself peeing and a sense of fearfulness at his
reaction swept over me, causing me to start crying for real.  He startled
me by licking harder and beginning to suckle at my labia and then my clitty
as my muscles jumped about sporadically against my will!

   I vaguely realized that he was laying on his back now with me sitting on
his face and sprawled down his chest, my hands digging frantically at his
ribs and my dress piled into my armpits and taut above my shoulder blades.
I was naked from there down now, a cool breeze feeling good, chilling the
sweat on my back and trickling in between twitching buttocks.  My brain was
busy to the limit soaking up the sensations I have never been able to find
words that describe and come to the conclusion it's indescribable!

   After what seemed a long time during which I could vaguely hear myself
making high pitched squeals and mewling sounds as he almost viciously
filled his sucking mouth with my vulva while forcing his firm rasping
tongue about deep inside between my labia, his hands moved over my hips,
his thumbs digging between my buttocks to spread them open, stretching at
my already pulsing anus.  I could feel the ring of tiny muscles burn a
little as his tongue prodded it's way inside, soaking the membranes and
stretching the long tiny muscles of my anus as I clamped at it
uncontrollably as if trying to take a shit.

   His tongue ploughed in and out slowly, unable to reach the tightness of
my colon where the muscles of my tummy jerked sporadically above those
trying to force poop down and out.  At least, that was the sensation,
multiplied several times.  I felt and heard the soft staccato riffle as a
long fart rushed around his tongue and he pulled abruptly away, making a
disgusted sound followed by a few long intakes of breath.  As hysterical
laughing mingled with my sudden crying, I heard him say hoarsely:

   - "Son of a bitch!  That was a rush." - a few more breaths and he added,
his hands sliding over my ribs, thumbs along my spine, and back to grasp my
buttocks firmly:

   - "To think you've always been here!  Having you is like owning a gold
mine, Jen!" - another long breath and then "You won't tell anyone, will
you, baby girl?"

   I was still overwhelmed with the magnitude of my childish sexual
responses, thinking in terms of excitement and learning new feelings,
having no intellectual distinction of sex and pleasure at that age.

   Back then, it was a more simplified matter of what I liked or did not
like when it came to feeling stuff.  I knew I liked this a lot so far.  I
liked the way my heart raced and my muscles trembled and my breathing
became erratic.  I liked being wanted and touched good, like how his hands
on my back and butt were soothing and relaxing.

   I liked the feel of my hands grasping about his ribs and the heat of his
belly above the navel against my face.  I also had a vague awareness that
what we were doing was somehow wrong and that nobody else should ever know
about it.

   I said simply: -"I love you, Daddy's Mister Mike" -my mouth making wet
kissing movements where it rested against his hot skin in a thin line of
hair that tasted at once sweaty and desirable.

   -"I love you, too" -he replied softly, his hands still massaging and
caressing.  -"I need to know you won't tell and get us in trouble."

   -"Never tell things what get me troubles" -I said solemnly, suddenly
wanting to prove my sincerity as well as having a renewed need to compare
his penis to the many others I'd encountered under various mostly innocent
circumstances.

   As I said that I struggled down his chest enough to be able to thrust my
hands under the elastic waist of his shorts below the hem of his shirt,
already pushed well up onto his expansive chest.

   He gave a sharp little gasp as I wrapped both hands around what I found
there and began tugging it out where I could see it.  -"Daddy says for me
not to do this in public and we real private here!" -"You do that to your
Dad?" -he gasped with a sense of shocked surprise.

   I shook my head, grinning back at him and wincing a little as his
fingers curled more firmly into my buttocks, not understanding why he
should react so startled.

   -"Grabbed him accidental through his pants once in town and he got all
barrassed."

   After a brief pause as I stared at his penis, taking in the differences
between his and Willie's and others I'd seen, he asked quietly: - "Does he
ever touch and kiss you like I just have?"

   I shook my head sharply, grinning back at him over my shoulder.  "I try
a make him, but he say he don't wanna so I stop." - scooting down his
abdomen and out of his immediate grasp, I sat up on his belly.  My hands
tightened their grip on the smooth hard shaft, slowly moving the loose skin
up and down as I bent it straight up against the stretched waistband.

   I wondered why people penises were so much different from doggy penises.
For instance, they didn't seem to come permanently pre-coated with the
lubricant I thought of simply as 'slippy stuff'.  People didn't have
built-in fat spots and pointy tips that slipped nicely into butts and
mouths and so on.  Willie had fucked me lots since that first time and even
though he did it pretty much the same way by grabbing my hips and wildly
stabbing at me until he got it into my butt and dropped his load (he would
painfully hit my pussy now and then, but never scored!), the initial entry
hurt less and less each time and felt better and better when all was said
and done.  As the pain lessened the pleasure increased.

   At least, that was my perception and my starry-eyed friend must have
felt the same because he was always looking for an opportunity!  I wasn't.
I had lots of other interests and sex was and still is a nice relief from
boredom.  Mike's cock was probably an inch and a half thick and maybe seven
inches long, but that seemed awfully large to my five year old mind.

   If I squeezed it real hard, I could almost touch finger to my thumb! 
Still, it seemed to pleasure him considerably, regardless what I did.  What
looked like a long scar ran down the underside of the shaft from a wide
ring just below the flared head almost to the base where his scrotum hung
invitingly.  I liked handling balls, too, and discovered early that I had
to be real gentle with them.

   They always seemed very hot and rolled around interestingly in their
drooping sack scattered with long hairs.  I liked the furry thatch of hair
covering the bony hump of grownups.  Another of my favorite games when I'd
wake up in the wee hours of the morning with a need to pee was to sneak
into my brothers' room and play with the older one while he slept.

   I liked the way he would slowly get real hard and grow long in the
process and then spit stuff everywhere.  It smelled and tasted different
than Willie's cock-spit.

   As I worked leisurely at keeping Mike's cock erect, I grinned back at
him.

   -"This sure a nice pisser!  You gonna come visit more?" His hands were
back around my waist, his thumbs working firmly into the small of my back
and a finger of each hand massaging down alongside my hard little clitty as
if he knew I liked all the butterflies and worms doing that was making in
my tummy.

   -"I think I just might!" -he exclaimed under his breath, squeezing
especially hard at my clitty, causing me to squeak excitedly and bounce a
little on his firm belly as I worked his cock somewhat erratically.

   -"How long you been playing with cocks?"

   -"Long time" - I said, bobbing my head about, not having any real
perception of time.

   -"Willie showed me how fun pissers be!" - Impulsively, I leaned forward
and rolled my tongue around the speckled head covered now with the clear
fluid leaking heavily from the small open hole in the center.

   Straightening up to grin back over my shoulder as he awkwardly worked
his shirt off, I shivered a little at the way his muscles rippled around
his chest and shoulders and arms.

   -"You stuff sure taste good!  It lots different than Willie!" He dropped
his shirt to the grass, leaning back on his left elbow and tousling my hair
with his right hand, his hips jumping slightly a few times, pumping his
cock through my grip.  There was a sound of amazement in his thick soft
voice.

   -"I can't believe this.  You sound like you really love sex play.  I've
been wanting a little girl like you for a couple of years!  My baby girl
was the same way.  She liked to satisfy her curiosity and make me happy. 
You're just like her, but different."

   -"She sound fun to play wif" -I stated intensely, staring down again at
his cock while considering the novel idea of doing sex things with another
girl, adding:
-"I bet she like Willie, too, if she knower him!  Doggies don't tell!" -

at that, I spread my mouth onto the head, trying to work the fat flaring
part inside the tightening ring of my stretching lips while sucking the
clear juice along my tongue to trickle interestingly into my throat.

   I realized I might bite him, but wanted to get my teeth over the knob so
I could more effectively suck his juice out of that little hole.  Spreading
my jaws until they ached up under my ears, I pushed my face down and he
gave out a sharp gasp as my teeth raked past the mottled surface and
settled comfortably where the pale wide scar ringed the shaft.  I settled
into the process of sucking in as much juice as would come out the hole
until my jaw began to ache more and I suddenly needed some breath.  I
spread my jaws again and quickly straightened up, gasping as I filled my
lungs several times rapidly.

   - "Sorry!  I keep forgetting a breathe!"

   He had made a sharp squawk as his right hand shot around me to tighten
about the cock, pointing it toward his knees.  He stared critically at his
cock, satisfying himself that all was reasonably well.

   -"Don't wanna cum yet" - he explained pointlessly, although it reassured
me that he wasn't mad about my teeth.  He seemed to really like what had
just happened and that made me feel all warm inside, not to mention how I
really liked the sweet musky flavor of the juice I was still licking off my
lips.  He stated firmly in that same amazed tone, -"Shit!  Fuck!  You're
just a little gold mine.  God, I'm in love!" - that made me feel even
warmer inside.

   -"I thought you be mad 'cause I gots sharp teeth" - I remarked
apologetically.  -"Dinna mean to hurt a pisser."

   - "I'll get over it" - he said, taking another critical look at the
underside of his cock.  I stared with him and could see four tiny red marks
in the pale scar

   tissue that looked suspiciously like where teeth had been.  I pushed a
tiny fingertip at the marks.

   - "I sorry!  I see bites!" - for some reason I felt like crying as the
burning of tears came to the inside corners of my eyes.

   Pushing his cock back toward his thighs, I saw two similar red places on
the top side.

   -"Hey, don't cry, baby girl" -he smiled ruefully, probably detecting the
tremor in my voice.

   -"I know you didn't mean to.  I'm surprised you got it in your mouth. 
That felt so good I almost fed you.  Don't wanna do that just yet!"

   His big hand stood his cock up and slowly stroked a few times, then
settled at the base so he could slowly shake it about deliberately.

   -"Maybe you should just be happy to suck at it and lick the shaft some
until you get a little older.  I'd sure like to try putting it up your
pretty little ass, though.  Would you like that?  Anna-Marie sure liked
trying, but I could only just get it in.  She looked a lot smaller than you
and said it hurt a lot.  I didn't want to hurt her.  Don't want to hurt you
neither" -he added abruptly, tousling my hair again.

   His cock was sure looking big now as my mind compared it mentally to
Willie and the rest of the young database.  I didn't think it was as fat as
Dad's, but it was for sure longer.

   -"That her name?" - I asked as his hands came up to massage my thighs,
the palms gliding over the fronts as his fingers pulled lightly at the
insides, pressing into the fatty front of my vulva on the upstrokes.

   -"Sounds nice.  How come you don't bring her here?"

   - "I brought her a few years ago, but you probably don't remember her.
She's with her mother, now.  They've been gone for over a year." - there
was a sadness in his voice and a certain resignation.

   - "Where they go?" - his hands were making me almost sleepy as they
continued to play over my thighs.  My dress had slipped back down over my
chest, feeling like a thin warm blanket.  I stared up into the canopy
through lazy narrowing eyes.

   - "They went away.  Her mother found someone she wanted to be with more
than me and wouldn't let me keep Anna." - he moved a little under me. 
-"Grass is getting itchy.  Here.  Let's roll you over and move you up a
little.  Wanna try some grownup kissing?"

   I nodded quickly as I rolled with his manipulations and scooted up his
chest, revealing in the feel of my clitty sliding over his warmth through
the sparse hair.

   -"I heared big kids say 'swapping spit!'"

   I giggled, relating to what I did sometimes with Willie, although my
brothers put their tongues in my mouth sometimes to tease me.  I'd get mad
at them because I knew that's why they did it.  They would just do it once
and never go past my teeth, fearing I would bite them!  I never shared how
it really made me feel because I feared they'd tell.

   Nothing has changed about that, although I know the older one is aware
of what I used to do to him at night when I thought he was asleep.  That's
another story.

   As I buried my small knees down into his armpits, I pushed my mouth
between Mike's lips and started washing his teeth with my tongue, tasting
the hot saliva filling his mouth and mixing with my own.

   It was clear by the way he suckled my mouth and pushed his tongue back
against the top of my throat that he was having as much pleasure as I was.
My heart began to race again and so did the butterflies, the heat becoming
more intense as his hands crawled up my baby thighs and began kneading my
buttocks apart with a slow insistent rhythm that made my little anus
tighten and relax to it.  I wanted his finger in there!  I felt one start
making a circular motion over it and pushing gently in the process.  As the
blood pounded in my temples and my tummy seemed to roll with that exciting
nausea, I could feel it stretching the sphincter and then slipping just
inside my tightly clenching rectum.  I raised off his mouth abruptly, my
head rolling back and to one side as my hips pumped back at him, sliding
over the finger sharply and sending a sharp pleasant pain through the
sphincter and off into the buttocks as the burning started.  -"That good,
Mister Mike!  Good!  Do more!"

   -"You like this, huh!  I'm glad.  Ah, that's it!  Choke my old finger.
Squeeze down good." - I could feel his finger working slowly by increments
through my rectum and every time a knuckle stretched my anus more, I
couldn't help but grunt loudly, the nice burning pain feeling so good.

   It was like shitting a big one and lasting forever!  For a long time,
the end of his finger seemed to plunger slowly at my colon and then it felt
liked it ripped it's way inside, causing a lasting sharp burning pain that
brought tears to my eyes and a sharp high squeal from my throat.  He
paused, his fist firm against my ass depressing my buttocks and the back of
my thighs.

   -"Is that too much, baby?  You want Uncle Mike to stop?" Tears spilling
off my chin from both sides as I shook my head violently, I pushed hard
against his fist, reeling a little as the fingertip slipped into my colon a
little and the fire was stirred.

   -"Do more!" - I grabbed at words aimlessly.  - "Stick a finger hard! 
Pump the butt!  Pump the butt!" - he obliged me and as I cried, he seemed
to be muttering something to himself.

   When he finally rested for a few moments and I gasped for breath,
quietly pumping back at his still finger and dribbling tears and mucous
from my nose and saliva from my mouth, he simply stared up at me with a
look of mild awe in his eyes; that, and what I came to decide was unbridled
lust!

   -"Think we could get that old prick in there, honey?" -he seemed to
leer. - "The youngest sweet ass I ever done was twice as old as you!"

   I giggled through my tears as he curled his finger ever so lightly.  The
perception that he loved me so much was very easy to grasp, giving me a
sense of being much older and prettier than I probably was.  I've never
been overweight of too skinny, but I don't think of myself as a beauty
queen, either.  I've been wearing glasses for distance since I was ten.  At
five, though, the perception that making me feel good made me lovable to
him was easy to grasp and it only followed that I would love anyone back
who was nice to me or made me feel good.

   I could feel what seemed like another finger carefully, almost
stealthily, trying to get in beside the first one.  It just played at one
side of my sphincter for what seemed quite awhile, feeling soothing and
comforting.  His other hand let go of my buttock and then returned all
covered with slipperiness from somewhere that he spread around my little
donut.

   He closed his palm over the buttock and pulled a little, stretching my
anus until I felt the new finger pulling steadily at the side.  The
stretching felt good.  -"You gonna try two finners now!" -I blurted
knowingly.

   -"Sure wish I had something to numb you up, but we'll just have to see
what we see" -he sort of chortled.

   I had not a clue what that meant, but the finger kept sliding down along
it's partner and the stretching started to feel different until another
knuckle popped in and the new, sharper pain wasn't nice any more as I
yelped loudly.  It was probably a good thing we were maybe a hundred yards
into the woods where the trees were closer together and the brush had
started to thicken.  Nobody would probably hear me unless I really did a
banshee scream!  His finger moved again and I yelped again, renewing the
cascade of tears and stuff running off my chin and cheeks.

   I could feel a trail of mucous from my nose oozing down across my lips
to hang for a moment on my chin before growing too large and dropping away
to begin again, even though my tongue would swipe at it.  As I blubbered,
saliva would also trickle from my loose mouth.

   I felt him shudder a little under me and then his muscles tightened and
after a bit, he began to ease his fingers out of me until a great since of
relief flowed through me with the empty sensation from my colon and rectum.
I hear a plopping sound somewhere and my ass felt completely empty.  I
collapsed, exhausted, along his chest and felt him hugging me with his big
arms.  I felt extremely comforted and also relieved that his fingers were
gone, although the good feeling was still there.  Underlying my relief was
a need to have him back in my ass!

   -"You not gonna stop" - I finally mumbled in disappointment.  -"I'm
going to stop" -he assured me.

   I sniffled at that.  "Don't wanna stop."

   -"This isn't good" -he explained almost sadly -"I'm hurting you too
much. Next time I see you, I'll have some nice cream that will make it feel
lots better." - he was raising me carefully to a sitting position.

   -"I think you can take it if you really been letting your dog fuck you."
-"I have!  Honest!" -I cut him off hopefully, peering back and reaching
down to check out the cool sticky stuff I was now sitting in.  I brought my
hand up covered in white lumpy goo that looked a lot like Willie's pisser
spit.  I scowled knowingly.

   - "Looks like pisser spit!" -I licked at it hopefully.

   - "Very perceptive" -he laughed.  -"You could lick it all up since you
seem to like it so much.  Wash my cock with your mouth.  Call it a cock
from now on.  Can you say 'cock'?"

   - "Cock, cock, cock!" - I repeated several times, sliding off to one
side and beginning to tongue my way around on his belly as the long
horizontal muscles rippled against me.  I knew what a cock was, but it's
hard sometimes to overcome old speech patterns.

   The rest of the day was very interesting to me, but not worth telling
here.  I spent some time obediently cleaning him off as best I could and
enjoyed every minute of it, but finally I was feeling tired for all the
effort.

   When he hugged and stroked me approvingly, I snuggled up to him as he
coached me for a bit regarding what we two had been doing in the woods for
so long; that, of course, being an adventure in pursuit of squirrels at my
suggestion.  We found the discarded glass and trekked back to the house,
arriving as the shadows from the wood grew long.  Nobody seemed to notice
the remnant leftovers from our day in the forest and the same held true for
my brothers and their girlfriends when they wandered in a little later. 
Mike settled into some after-dinner conversation with the adults, winking
at me surreptitiously now and then, and I finally went contentedly off to
bath and bed.
   The day had been most eventful, it would seem, all the way around.