Dear
Diary; Tuesday Sep 30
Diaries
are kids stuff so now that I’m almost thirteen I shouldn’t be starting one. But this is a special part of my growing up
and some day I’ll want to read about myself at this age. And I want to remember Mr. Page. He’s my grade seven teacher and he’s really
hot!!! I think he likes me, too.
Dear
Diary; Friday Oct 3
Barbie is
marrying Joe. I can see why she likes
him…he’s as hot as Mr. Page…but they’re too young to get married. I think Joe must’ve knocked her up. They’re both kind of dumb to let that
happen. When I have sex (and I hope
that’s not too far away) I’ll make sure that he uses a condom or that I’m on
the pill. I wonder how I could get a
prescription without Mom & Dad knowing.
God! They’d really have a fit.
Dear
Diary; Wed Oct 8
Wow! Things change quick. Barbie & Joe got married on Saturday and
Mom & Dad told us that they (Mom & Dad) are going away for a year to
Dear
Diary; Fri Oct 10
More big
news. I know now for sure that Mr. Page
likes me and not as a little girl. Today
he got me to stay after class to review a report I wrote about obesity. We talked about it and he corrected some
spelling mistakes and he showed me how to watch not so much for getting obese
but to avoid anorexia. He said that came
about because girls thought they were fat. He showed me where and what to watch
for, especially my thighs and bum and bubbies.
Only I think really it was just an excuse for him to touch me. But I liked it. He was so gentle. Funny, just after I left I saw little Jenny
Jones going to his office. She’s in
grade six and she’s just a little girl but she’s really obese. Is Mr. Page trying to help her lose weight?
Dear
Diary; Wed Oct 15
Everything
is moving so fast. Mom & Dad leave
in two weeks and Mr. Page asked me to stay late again on next Friday. I wonder what he’s going to do. They just suspended a woman teacher and the
kids say that she was having sex with a grade eight boy. Is Mr. Page going to try to have sex with me?
If he does, will I let him? I don’t
know. I guess some people might think
I’m too young but I had my first period more than a year ago and I masturbate
almost every night.
Dear
Diary; Sat Oct 18
I know now
that Mr. Page want’s to make love to me. (It’s more than just having sex.) Yesterday after school we went into his
office and he told me his deepest secrets.
He’s an orphan and if he had any siblings (his word) he never met
them. He grew up with older people and
until this year when he started teaching school he never knew any young
people. And he thinks I am ‘beautiful,
caring, sensitive, loving and sexy’ to use some of the adjectives he described
me with. And mature. I sat on his lap while we talked and I could
feel his thing under my bottom so I know he was thinking abut sex with me. But he says he loves me and I believe him.
And he taught me a lot of words. Of
course I already knew that penis is called cock and vagina is called cunt. The girls use those words all the time when
guys aren’t around. But I used to think
that vulva and vagina meant the same thing and he showed me the
difference. He showed me by putting his
hand under my skirt (and under my panties too).
Wow!! It sure felt super good when he touched me there. He coulda made
love to me right then if he’d tried. He
also taught me the words fellatio (sucking cock) and cunnilingus (eating
pussy). I can’t wait to show off those
words to some of the snooty girls who claim to know so much about sex.
Dear
Diary: Tues Oct 21
Now I know
for sure. Joe knocked up Barbie. And they’re taking over the house on Sunday
when Dad goes on a short training program and Mom goes too for cultural
training. And I know Barbie’s pregnant
because I saw a doctor’s report.
Dear
Diary: Sat Oct 25
Mr. Page
is a good teacher. At least he’s
teaching me lots. Yesterday he got me to
stay late…he says Friday is good because the cleaners don’t come that day so we
won’t be interrupted. There are no
windows in his office so after school when there are no cleaners we’re like al
alone. And even though it’s just an
office it’s kinda romantic. Anyway he
got me to sit on his lap again and right away I could feel that hard lump. Then he kissed me and Wow, what a kiss. When he started to push his tongue into my
mouth I wanted to stop him but I knew he was just teaching me so I didn’t. Myyy Gawwwd! It was fantastic. He kissed me a lot and he showed me places
that he said were rodgenous zones. I
knew about them coz they’re the places I touch at night to get a climax but it
felt so much better when he did it. I
got super hot… and I don’t mean temperature and I wriggled a lot on that hard
lump in his lap. He played with my pussy
(or vulva or vagina) and when it was just about going to happen (my climax) he
got kinda stiff and he sort of pushed up at me and then he stopped. He said he shouldn’t be doing what he did and
pushed me off his lap and sent me home.
I wasn’t too happy but it was probably for the best. And last night I had my best climax
ever. I was scared I’d wake up Jill it
was so good.
Dear
Diary; Mon Oct 27
Joe is now
the head of our household. Mom & Dad
are gone for a year and Jill and I are now under his control. Hah!
But he is a big, domineering guy.
I can understand how my sister came under his spell. And got knocked
up. He’s hot but not like Mr. Page. Mr. Page is hot but he’s also considerate and
gentle and I can imagine (and do imagine) making love with him but I’m sure
that Joe didn’t make love to Barbie, he fucked her.
Dear
Diary; Tue Oct 28
Mr. Page
acted kinda weird today. He didn’t seem
to want to look at me and when I went to his desk to ask a question about
homework he was kinda harsh as if I was asking a stupid question. (Actually, I
was. I just wanted to talk to him.) And tonight after we’d all gone home I saw
little Jenny Jones going into his office.
Why? She isn’t even in his class.
Dear
Diary; Wed Oct 29
Joe is a
beast. Me and Jill found some video
cassettes that he took of him and Barbie.
He showed my stupid sister underneath him and on top of him and ugggh
with his penis in her mouth. And we
could see that he even shot his stuff in there.
She’s so stupid I wonder about her.
Dear
Diary; Sat Nov 1
I’m kinda confused. Mr. Page got me to stay late after school on Friday and what happened was what I wanted but not exactly what I wanted. He got me to sit on his lap again but he didn’t talk much. He kissed me and it was as good as I remembered and he began to play with me (sort of), first with my breasts which he touched and kissed (fab) and then between my legs. I let him (actually I helped him) take off my panties and then he kind of worked his own pants down so that I was sitting on his naked lap. I knew then that he was going to make love to me but I wasn’t sure how. There’s a little sofa in his office but it looked too narrow for us to lie together on it. Then he got me to straddle his thighs and I saw his penis sticking right up in front of me and I realized that I didn’t have to lie down with him on top of me to make love. Dear Diary; Sun Nov 2Sorry Diary but I got hot (and you know how I got hot) remembering Friday. Anyway when I left off writing I was straddling Mr. Page’s legs and his penis was sticking up and it looked huge. I was really scared but I still didn’t want him to stop…and he didn’t. He put one hand behind me amd moved me closer while he held his penis with the other hand and pointed it right between my legs. Then he pushed in just a little. The pain was excruciating. I wanted to cry but all I could do was moan. He pushed a little more and held me so I couldn’t back away and I wanted to scream that he was killing me on the inside, but at the same time I was gettingt hat hot feeling I get when I’m having a climax. I was hoping that it would happen and make me forget how much this hurt. Then he grabbed my hips with both hands and pulled me hard in to him and I felt an agonizing pain shoot through my whole lower body. I guess that’s when my hymen broke. I felt his penis sort of jerk inside me and he groaned and went stiff. He held me there without moving for about a minute before he pushed me away. He told me I ought to get dressed and go home before somebody came so I did. When I got ready for bed I saw a messy red-stained mess in my panties that must have been his semen and my blood. I hope he didn’t knock me up.
Dear Diary
Tues Nov 4
I wonder
if I can trust Mr. Page. Today after
class I saw Debby Wilkins going to his room.
She’s one of Jenny’s classmates and she’s fat like Jenny. I’m still kinda sore after making love but I’m
also hornier than I’ve ever been in my life. I wonder what it would’ve been
like if Mr. Page had kept on making love to me a little longer.
Dear Diary
Fri Nov 7
I’m really
down tonight. I’ve been had! Mr. Page isn’t what I thought he was at
all. He hasn’t asked to see me since
Friday and I practically threw myself at him every day this week. Today I decided I’d go to his office after
school even if he didn’t ask me. I did
and his door was locked but I was pretty sure he was still there. I waited in the hallway near the lockers
where I could see him when he left and after about half an hour the door opened
and Cathy Lewis came out. She’s another
grade six girl like Sally and Debby and like them she’s overweight but not as
much. But I don’t think he’s helping
them with weight problems. Cathy was
walking kind of strange and I think he was fucking her…just like he fucked
me. He didn’t make love to me at
all. I hate him.
Dear Diary
Mon Nov 10
Now I know
for sure that Mr. Page is a phony and I’m as stupid as Barbie, maybe stupider. Jenny Jones, Debby Wilkins and Cathy Lewis
were waiting for me when I finished classes today. Mr. Page has fucked all
three of them and like me they were all virgins. They want to report him and after they
figured out he’d got me too they want me to join in. To lead them because I’m older and in a
higher grade. My God. They are only eleven or at most barely
twelve. They all have big boobs
though. Is that why he picked them? Anyway I told them no but they begged me so I
said I’d think about it.
Dear Diary
Tues Nov 11
Well I
thought about it and I said no. If we
report him then everyone will know how dumb I am, including Mom & Dad. But
I think I’m going to tell him we’re reporting him just to see what he does.
Dear Diary
Wed Nov 12
Wow! This afternoon I went to see Mr. Page after
school. He acted kind of strange, sort
of shy and embarrassed. I told him that
I loved him and I wanted him to make love to me again. He brightened up then and asked when I could
be free to go to his place. I told him I
could do it tomorrow so I’m supposed to go to his place at 6 tomorrow evening. Only I’m going to bring the other girls with
me. I wonder how many others he’s had.
Dear Diary
Thurs Nov 13
Double Wow!! When we got to Mr. Page’s place
tonight the others stayed off to the side while I rang the doorbell. He was waiting for me and he was wearing
jogging shorts probably so he could get out of them quicker. I acted like a slut and rubbed against him
like I wanted him and I got my hand on his penis. He was getting real excited
when I asked him for a drink of water.
When he was in the kitchen I opened the apartment door and got the girls
inside so when he came back all four of us were there. He got white as a ghost and he looked around
as if to see who else was there but he didn’t say a word.
“We all
hate you Mr. Page,” I said. “And we’re
going to get even with you. Doing it to
girls as young as us is against the law so you’re going to get a long time.” He
got real teary and asked for forgiveness but we just left. I wonder what he’ll do now.”
Dear Diary
Sun Nov 16
Barbie
took me to a stupid church retreat on Friday afternoon and we didn’t get home
until early Saturday afternoon. It kind
of messed up my weekend. But I think
Jill had an argument with Joe. She says
she didn’t but she’s acting kind of strange around him. Did he try to fuck her?